Author's Note: Next chapters out! Yay! And I would like to thank pissiMissi for reviewing! I love you:glomp: I hope you like this one. And once again, Zero/Senri rock! Ah, they're more perfect than any other pairing, and you can't convince me otherwise. Although I do love GaaNaru...Anywho, I'd like to inform you all: I'm making a Takuma/Senri seires too, why because they're just so CUTE for each other. I'll explain my reasoning in the actual fic...so yeah...my rant's over now.

Disclaimer: It's true, I don't own Vampire Knight, wish I did but I don't. Besides if I did I certanily wouldn't share. :smile:


Bloodlust

Captured Gaze

My thoughts, for some reason, kept going back to Kiryuu's reply to my gratitude. It was strange but every time I though back on it, I would feel another pang of pain at my heart. My head lay in my arms, something that I do all the time, so I was quite sure I wouldn't be disturbed from my thoughts.

My eyes were devoid of emotion, as I sat I my seat waiting for class to start. Everyone else was talking quietly to anyone they could get an interesting conversation out of. Takuma was standing near the door with Kaname-sama, softly discussing something with him, Rima was seated by Ruka and they seamed to be in quite a heated conversation. I sat near the back of the classroom, close to the window so that I look out at the stars here and there.

They were interesting to look at, always capturing my attention, slowly sucking me into their world of grandeur. Sometimes I would wish I could escape the school walls, find a human and suck them dry…but it was a crazy idea that probably went through every vampires head. No one would ever go through with it, not while Kaname-sama was here.

I stifled a yawn, looking out the window. I saw Zero's lady friend Yuuki rushing down the path from the gates of the Night Class dorm to Cross Academy itself. She seemed to be in quite the hurry. I got out of my slump to sit intently watching her run across the path, now resting my chin in the palm of my hand.

Aidou had been telling everyone how tasty her blood was, but I was sure that Zero's would be better. He was far more beautiful than the girl; in fact, she couldn't possibly evoke any feelings in anyone like Zero did. My thoughts stopped there. Was I honestly convincing myself that Kiryuu was…beautiful?

"Senri?" My thoughts halted as I heard my name being said from my right. I took my head out of my palm before looking up to see Kaname-same looking down at me, Yuuki had disappeared a long time ago, so I was quite sure Kaname-sama wouldn't be on the train of thought that could possibly be looking at her. I knew he liked the girl, it was quite evident.

"Yes?" I asked, looking up into his light red eyes. They were nice to look at but Zero's were better. Everything about him was better than anyone else.

"Are you feeling alright?" He implored.

"I'm fine." I said with a slight smile, anyone would smile if Kaname-sama came to ask about their well being, he was that important to us all. "Why do you ask?"

He smiled, probably relieved that nothing was wrong. Maybe he thought we would never lie to him…But then again, I wasn't lying, there was in fact nothing wrong with me. I was simply acting a bit more nonchalant than usual I guess, but that was because my thoughts kept drifting back to the silver haired boy.

"You seemed like you were off in your own world." He answered, giving me another smile.

"Thank-you for your concern, Kaname-sama but I'm fine." I gave him one of my rare smiles. It wasn't that I didn't like to smile or something but I was just too lazy to get around to it. Which may explain my career as a model.

"I'm glad you are." He looked me right in the eye, before turning around in a graceful manner and going to his own seat. I watched him as walked off; somehow it reminded me of when Zero walked off after he took care of the Day Class girl. My closed my eyes, remembering exactly what had happened, playing it over and over again in my head, until I heard absolutely nothing. I opened my eyes to see that the Professor had come in.

The lesson began but I found myself staring out the window at the stars, hoping to catch a glimpse of Kiryuu someone in them. I blinked, turning my eyes back to the Professor who was talking about mankind's history. I looked back, out at the path which was now hardly visible, from the corner of my eye. And I froze.

There he was, slowly walking down the path, the same way Kaname-sama walked away from me before except I couldn't take my eyes off of him. I wanted to jump out the window, but that was ridiculous, so I stared. Tilting my head to the side, I softly smiled, my stomach suddenly feeling fluttery. He suddenly stopped walking, turning around to look up right at me. I looked right back, feeling my heart quiver with delight.

I gazed into his eyes, noticing something I hadn't earlier that day. There was sorrow in those lilac eyes, a certain pain that didn't seem like it could be healed. More than anything I've ever wanted in my life, I wanted to cure him of that suffering. I brought my hand to my lips, keeping my eyes on him, feeling the beat of my heart getting stronger. I didn't know why but he did that to me, made me crave to touch him, in every way.

I wanted to run my hand through his hair, and feel myself in the warmth of his arms—

My eyes widened. What was I thinking..? I quickly looked away from his tormented eyes, unable to believe what I was thinking. He was…a guy, and so was I. Yet still, I yearned to trace my hands down his body, touching him and hearing him call my name.

I blushed as my mind added pictures to my thoughts. I was allowing myself to get ahead of myself. It wouldn't work out, he hardly knew me and I hardly him. Not even that, we were both…guys, but I still wanted him.


This one was a bit more...yaoiy but really only in thoughts...:ahem: On to better things. I'll most likely have the next chapter up today, because I happen to love ZeSen THAT much. Annnddd, please review, it always gives me a huge confidence boost and I write a hell of a lot quicker.