The song that Sasha signs is a slightly edited version of Jesse McCartneys song invincible - which i love!
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Sasha woke to her first real day at PCA, she couldn't believe what had happened the day before, and it was definitely not how she had expected it to be. She looked over to the other beds in the room but they were both empty. She got up and looked out of the window to see the sun shinning brightly. She went back over to her bed and pulled the picture of her and Hannah out from under the pillow. She gazed at it intently until she was disturbed by Zoey walking in the room. "Zoey I'm sorry about what happened last night and I'm sorry for snapping at you, I just have a lot on my mind, and I know it's no excuse but, I am sorry!" she said as quickly as she could. "Whatever, I'm going for breakfast." Zoey replied rather uncaring. Sasha didn't want to go for breakfast. She had a horrible feeling in her stomach and felt incredibly sick. She wasn't ill; it was because today was the anniversary of her sisters death. She lay back on her bed and closed her eyes. She was drifting to sleep when there was a knock on the door. She didn't want to get it but she thought she should. You can imagine the shock on her face when she saw Logan at the door with an enormous bunch of pink germini's - her favourite flowers. Seeing this brought a huge smile to her face. She didn't think he would have cared about her after what Zoey had told her yesterday about him. She said he was the biggest jerk in school who only cared for himself, but she was wrong. He was lovely and sweet and he did care for others.
"I thought these would take the frown off your face." He said rather sweetly. "Thank you. These are my favourite."
"I also got you these." He said handing her a box of chocolates.
"Thank you; really you don't know how much this means to me!"
"What, chocolate and flowers?"
"No. Someone being here for me and actually caring for me."
"It's okay. I just thought they would cheer you up."
"They did. Logan I don't want to spend the day alone. Will you stay with me?" she asked nervously.
"Sure, I don't have anything better planned."
"Thank you." She replied smiling at him. This was the one day of the year she really didn't want to be alone. She was glad that Logan agreed to stay with her. He was the only one that she had told about her sister and she really liked him. There was just something about him that made her feel good. Logan sat down on her bed beside her and lay back. He felt something hard under the pillow and found the picture of her and Hannah. "Is this your sister?"
"Yeah, that's Hannah."
"She looks just like you."
"That's because she was my twin." She said with a smile on her face. Logan began to go red as he couldn't believe the stupid comment he had made. "Well some twins don't look alike!" he argued back in his defence. "Okay, you're right some twins don't look alike." Logan began to smile. He liked spending time with Sasha, she wasn't like all the other girls at PCA there was something different about her and he liked that. They lay on Sasha's bed and talked for what seemed like ages. Sasha told him all about her family and Logan told her all about his dad and their 3 different houses. "You'll have to come to my holiday house in Beverly Hills at Spring break with me and my dad. It's a huge house with 3 floors; it also has its own pool, tennis courts and basketball court."
"Yeah, I'd like that. It definitely beats going home to my parents." She sighed.
"Don't you think you should call your parents and see how they are today?" Logan asked her with great sensitivity.
"I told you yesterday, today is just another day to them. They don't think about Hannah at all, so they'll be alright. They just go on as if she never existed and it's just a normal day."
"I'm sorry."
"You've nothing to be sorry about. You're just trying to help and I'm really grateful Logan. It's nice having someone to talk to that actually wants to listen."
"I told you yesterday, I'll be here for you Sasha. It isn't fare you having to deal with this on your own." He said hugging her.
Logan sat with his arms around hugging. "I wrote a song for her funeral. Do you want to hear it?" Sasha asked as they broke their hug. "Yeah, I would." Sasha went to get her notebook from her desk.
"I said don't do it babe,
Said it ain't worth it babe,
But you did it anyway,
Four or five drinks and you were on your way.
September 1st, 2004
It took the life right out of me
Hung up the phone
And raced out the door
Broken
I tried to believe that it wasn't true
But in my heart I always knew
Going to that party would catch up to you
The family was waiting and crying for three damn hours.
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way
Everything was cool on that day
But you had to take that one last drink
Why babe?
Every time at home I pass that house
Driving alone and the street feels cold
Seeing your face yeah it's haunting me
My mind goes crazy tryin' to figure out
Just where you'd be four years from now
And what you were thinking when he came over
The doctors were trying to save you for three damn hours
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way
Everything was cool on that day
But you to take that one last drink
Why babe?
Who ever said that life was fair
When you live without a care
When you're invincible
When you're invincible
When you're invincible
Who thinks about leaving when you're livin'
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way
Everything was cool on that day
But you took that one last drink
Why babe?"
After she finished singing that song to Logan she broke down in tears. It brought back all the memories of the day Hannah was buried and the day she finally had to accept her sister was gone and would never see her again.
"That was a lovely a song. I'm sure she would have been proud of you. Please don't cry." He said hugging her again.
"You know what, I don't want to stay in here all day, lets go meet the others!" she smiled.
Please review this chapter and tell me what you think. I'm really struggling a bit with where to take this story.
