Disclaimer: I do not own beyblades! But I do own Jess and Mai. I don't care if anyone wants to use them so feel free.

Last time

"Come on we are going out for lunch." Jess told the two as she pulled them by the arm towards the car park.

The four teens climbed into the two most expensive cars parked in the parking lot. A gun metal grey Sky Line, done up to the knockers and a black Porsche 911 Turbo. Kai and Jess in Kai's Sky Line and Tala and Mai in the Porsche. Mai couldn't help herself. As they were pulling out of the lot she saw Kate with her groupies and she looked really pissed off. Mai stuck her head out of the window and yelled at the top of her lungs.

"He's mine bitch, go find a dog." Then she pulled her head in as Tala followed Kai out of the parking lot and laid some serious rubber. Gotta love Toyo Tires!

Runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin'

Chapter 12- Camp Desperation.

Everything was ready. Camp started the next day and everyone had decided to stay at Kai's place for the night. It wasn't anything unusual for Jess, but she had to remember to wear clothes when she walked around because there were other people there apart from her and Kai.

Shadow was being taken care of by a nice neighbour and had been dropped off earlier that afternoon with all her toys and nick-nacks.

At the moment everyone was lounging around either on deck chairs or in the pool. Tala and Kai were swimming laps while Jess and Mai were working on their tans.

Mai opened her eyes to find that the grown had disappeared. 'What the?' looking around she discovered that Tala and Kai had lifted her deck chair and were carrying her to the edge of the pool. 'Oh, SHIT!' she began to scream but it was muffled shortly after once she was under the water. She came up spluttering and glared at the boys.

"What the hell was that for?" she demanded as she swam to the edge of the pool and began to climb out.

"You just looked so dang hot." Tala smirked as he walked towards her eyeing her up and down.

"Don't you even think about touching me you prick!" Mai was snarling now. Wow, not happy Jane!

Kai left them to their little lovers tiff and went to see what Jess was doing. He sat down on the edge of her seat and looked at her. The movement on the seat hadn't gotten her attention so he stopped the ipod that was playing in her ears. Still nothing. She mumbled something that sounded a lot like "sexy ass Russian." That was when Kai realised she had fallen asleep. Leaning forward he placed a soft kiss on her temple, then her cheek and finally coming to her lips. She let out a light moan in her sleep so Kai kissed her a little harder. Her eyes slowly opened and she jumped when she realised someone was kissing her. Falling off the seat she stood and ran back into the house. She knew it was Kai kissing her but it still rattled her. Going into one of the spare rooms and into the bathroom attached. She turned on the shower and stood under the hot jets of water for what felt life hours.

Not knowing what he had done Kai sat on the deck chair for a few minutes trying to work out what he had done wrong. Sighing he stood up and walked to the house. After a few minutes of wondering he had found where she was. Sitting on the bed, he waited for her to come out of the bathroom. After ten minutes Jess came out with a white towel wrapped around her.

"Jessica, what did I do wrong?" Kai had no idea what he had done wrong and was determined to fix it.

Jess could tell he was really worried. He never called her Jessica unless he was really up set, worried or really angry with her. He had only ever called her Jessica once before and she didn't want to repeat the experience.

FlashBack

"JESSICA GET THE HELL DOWN HERE NOW!" Kai yelled at the top of his lungs.

A fourteen year old Jess just stuck her tongue out at a fifteen year old Kai and continued to walk across the log. Kai was quite for a moment before yelling again.

"JESSICA NOW!" she hadn't expected the noise and lost balance, falling into the river. Tala had been busy that afternoon and he hadn't wanted to leave Jess on her own so he had gotten Kai to look after her. They had gone for a walk along the river and Jess had found a fallen tree that crossed the river.

With a scream Jess fill into the fast flowing, murky waters of the river. Kai watched from the riverbank expecting her to resurface in a few seconds. When the few seconds came and went Kai stopped laughing.

"Shit, Jessica" Kai scanned the swirling water looking for any sign of her. After a moment he spotted her near the bank about fifteen metres down stream.

He ran along the bank to where she was clinging to a rock. He pulled her out and pulled her into a tight hug.

"Never do that again!"

End of FlashBack

"Kai." Jess walked over and sat on the bed next to him. He was looking at her intently wondering what she was going to say next. Jess leaned forward and kissed Kai before pulling away and talking again.

"Kai." She began again. " That was how it started." She trailed off and Kai looked at her confused.

"What started?" he had no clue what she was talking about.

"………"

"Jess?"

She took a deep breath before beginning again.

"When I used to live with my uncle he would come into my room after my aunty was asleep and wake me up the same way you just did…….. I know it was you but it just made me feel so dirty."

Kai was mortified. "God, I am so sorry, I had no idea." He trailed off but the pain in his eyes was unbearable. Jess leaned forward and wrapped her arms around Kai and gave him a hug.

" I know, you had no idea. No one does." He hugged her back and felt an uncontrollable anger burst inside himself. How could someone do something like that to a child? He felt sick. He wanted to kill the bustard for putting her through this.

"How old were you?" his sudden question took her by surprise but she got the meaning immediately.

"When it started I was eight, the rape didn't start until I was ten though." Jess let him go and went to sit in a seat by the window that overlooked the garden.

NINE YEARS, the sick fucker! He had had no idea it went on for so long. Running his fingers through his hair he stood up.

"I'll leave you alone for a while." He left the room not waiting for a reply.

Grabbing his car keys he left the house and got into his car. He had no idea where he was going but he needed to get away from everything for a while. After driving for about an hour he found himself infront of his gym. Climbing out he went into the gym and to the front desk. After signing in he went to his locker and pulled out some clean gym clothes. Walking to a punching bag, he put on his gloves and proceeded to beat the shit out of the punching bag. Sweat ran down his body as he let out his anger. After several hours his arms were so sore he could barely lift them, Kai took off his cloves and looked at his nickels, they were bleeding but the pain was enjoyable. He walked to the shower room and got ready to return home.

On his way home Kai picked up some take away. He had no idea if they had eaten but it was better to be safe than sorry.

When he walked through the door Tala and Mai were sitting watching TV on the sofa but there was no Jess.

"Diner is on the table." He told them as he walked passed and headed for the stairs up to the second floor.

Jess was sitting in the exact same spot as where he left her.

"Jess, diner is ready if you want some. I got Chinese."

It was absolute mayhem. Everyone on the bus waiting to go to Camp Desperation, there was yelling, shouting, swearing, fighting and god knows what else. The teachers had given up trying to get the classed to settle down and be quiet. Instead they sat at the front of the buss looking scared and stressed.

"Fuck this." Kai had had enough. He got up from his seat next to Jess and got off the bus, into his car and drove away.

"Well guess someone didn't get any last night." Mai smirked, then after realising what she had said turned pail.

"Sorry Jess, I didn't mean that the way it sounded." Jess smiled at Mai before turning back to the window.

"Alright everyone, SHUT THE HELL UP!" The teacher yelled, which was shortly followed by a high-pitched whistle. Everyone fell quiet and faced the front of the bus.

"Holy Shit!" Tala muttered as he surveyed the sports teacher. Mr Cook stood at the front of the bus with his hands on his hips.

"Give the man some Prozac." Tala whispered to Jess and Mai; which made them laugh and got them into trouble before the camp even began.

The bus trip was three hours of intense boredom followed by another two hours of wrist slitting fun! The bus broke down just after three hours and then wrist slitting fun began which included sitting under tree waiting for the teachers to walk back to the nearest town for help.

An hour later the teachers returned with a tow truck. After that followed a very slow hour while the bus potted alone the road at about 10 km an hour, yes they could have walked to the camp but no, they weren't allowed.

As the were driving along a pt-sssssss was heard. Everyone on the bus pushed their faces against the window as the blow off valve on Kai's Sky Line went off as he over took the bus.

When they arrived they were separated into cabin groups and teams. To Mai and Jess's great horror they were grouped together with Hillary and Kate. They headed off to the cabin bickering and snarling at eachother.

The boys went off to their cabin to unpack and settle in.

"Well the girls are going to have fun." Tala told Kai as he watched the girls walk off. All hell was going to beak loose in that cabin and Tala gave it about fifteen minutes max.

Tala's guess was wrong. Almost as soon as they were in the cabin the fighting started.

"GOD, WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?" Jess yelled. Hillary had started bitching about the beds and the grouping arrangements.

"My problem! My problem is little bitches like you who think they can just walk in and steal our men!" Hillary really was clueless.

"Your men?" Jess asked with raised eyebrows.

"That is exactly what I said. Me and Kai were fine until you stuck your ugly nose into our business." Jess smirked at the brunettes' complete lack of intelligence.

"Ha! You never had Kai and you never will!" Jess was starting to loose her temper.

"Oh really? How about the time we got together at Bryans' party or the time we got together at Ian's' Christmas party?" Hillary had a smug look on her face as if she had just had a very satisfying session with a dog.

Jess couldn't speak, she had no idea if it was true, but why would she lie? She couldn't believe it. Jess turned and stormed out of the room.

---Meanwhile Kate and Mai were going head to head—

"Look sweaty you're just going to have to get over it! Tala is with me now and it is going to stay that way for a very long time!"

"Really? Well there were plenty before you and there will be plenty after you, trust me Tala will always come back to me no matter what you do or say." Mai was ready to hit her. The stupid bitch actually thought she had a chance.

"Yeah, that's why he can't stand to be in the same room as you! I'm sure he is madly in love with you!" Mai had her hands on her hips and had squared her shoulders ready for a fight.

"He always comes crawling back. It's just a matter of time until you are history!" Kate was really pleased with herself, she was winning.

Mai had had enough. Walking across the room she got right in Kates' face.

"You are going down." Her voice dripped with venom and before Kate had a chance to react Mai had punched her right in the face sending her back several paces.

---Back with Jess---

Jess stormed into the boys cabin and walked right up to Kai.

"You fucking ass hole!" she didn't yell because she didn't want to be interrupted by a teacher.

"What did I do?" Kai had no idea what this was all about; when he thought about it he spent a lot of time trying to work out what was going on between them.

"You know exactly what I am talking about you prick!" Jess didn't wait for a reply. Instead she walked out of the cabin slamming the door behind her.

Tala looked at Kai and raised an eyebrow. Kai got the message. If he hurt Jess Tala would flatten him. Kai had seen Tala fight in the past and he didn't want to ever be on the receiving end.

By the time Kai caught up with Jess she was in the middle of the clearing in-between the cabins.

"Jess, wait. What the hell did I do?" Kai grabbed her arm and spun her around to face him.

Jess had tears in her eyes which made Kais heart drop. "What did you do? How about sleeping with Hillary atleast twice?" she watched as Kai's face dropped. There was no denying it, he had done it and there was nothing he could do to undo it or the hurt.

Jess couldn't look at him. She turned and began to walk away. Her heart was baking. She could literally fell it shattering.

Before she got too far away Kai grabbed her hand and pulled her back. Before she had a chance to react Kai kissed her. He put his arms around her waist and demanded entrance. Jess was disgusted. She pulled away with fresh tears welling in her eyes. There was a loud crack, which rang through the clearing as Jess's hand smashed across Kai's face.

"Never touch to me again." Jess spat before turning away again.

Kai put his hand to his cheek. That had hurt!

Well there you go. Another chapi! I hope you really enjoyed it because I really enjoyed writing it. Please review! I only got one review from the last chapi which was really disappointing so from now on I will only update when I have five reviews and I know there are more then five people reading my fics so it won't be hard. Please review.

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