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Last time-"You fucking ass hole!" she didn't yell because she didn't want to be interrupted by a teacher.
"What did I do?" Kai had no idea what this was all about; when he thought about it he spent a lot of time trying to work out what was going on between them.
"You know exactly what I am talking about you prick!" Jess didn't wait for a reply. Instead she walked out of the cabin slamming the door behind her.
Tala looked at Kai and raised an eyebrow. Kai got the message. If he hurt Jess Tala would flatten him. Kai had seen Tala fight in the past and he didn't want to ever be on the receiving end.
By the time Kai caught up with Jess she was in the middle of the clearing in-between the cabins.
"Jess, wait. What the hell did I do?" Kai grabbed her arm and spun her around to face him.
Jess had tears in her eyes which made Kais heart drop. "What did you do? How about sleeping with Hillary atleast twice?" she watched as Kai's face dropped. There was no denying it, he had done it and there was nothing he could do to undo it or the hurt.
Jess couldn't look at him. She turned and began to walk away. Her heart was baking. She could literally fell it shattering.
Before she got too far away Kai grabbed her hand and pulled her back. Before she had a chance to react Kai kissed her. He put his arms around her waist and demanded entrance. Jess was disgusted. She pulled away with fresh tears welling in her eyes. There was a loud crack, which rang through the clearing as Jess's hand smashed across Kai's face.
"Never touch to me again." Jess spat before turning away again.
Kai put his hand to his cheek. That had hurt!
Chapter 13Jess was angry. Kai had cornered her and demanded that they talk. The last couple of days had been hell for Kai. One of the most important things in his live had stormed out and he was determined to let her know how miserable he was. The fact that Hillary had glued herself to his side didn't help either. Even with Mai having a go at her every chance she got, Hillary would not leave him alone.
I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
"Jessica…" Jess cringed; she hated it when people used her full name, which was probably why Kai did it.
"Jess." He began again. "Look I'm sorry ok, when I got with Hillary I was drunk and besides that was before I knew I loved you." He stared intently into her eyes and gauged her reaction. A flicker of hurt and sadness crossed her face before it was pushed away.
"I know it was in the past but I just can't let it go. Every time I see her I think about it and it makes me sick. I just cant do it ok?"
"How do you know we won't work if we don't try?"
Jess let out a sigh, she knew she could overcome their problems but right now she didn't want to.
"Kai, I'm sorry, but I just can't right now." She had calmed down considerably since she had attacked him. Jess took a step towards Kai and wrapped her around his middle in a hug. Kai returned the hug and berried his face in her soft sweat smelling hair. Kai was too intent in the moment to notice that Jess had taken his car keys out of his back pocket.
"Kai I am sorry." She pulled away from the embrace and walked away to pack her things to head back to town. She needed to get away again. Run away yet again from her problems. She would probably go and see Enrique again, she had had fun with him and he hadn't asked questions like any of the others would have. She knew they didn't want to be over bearing but sometimes they were, it was only because they cared.
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
Kai stood in the clearing thinking over what had just happened and he wanted to scream, to yell, to hit something. To let out all his anger and hurt. This was all Hillary's flat, if she thought telling Jess about the two of them would get Kai to date her she was so wrong, beyond wrong. He knew that Jess was going to run away again but there was nothing he could do, or was there? He patted his back pocket, no keys. Tala had taught her well, maybe too well.
You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
That night at dinned Jess excused herself fining illness and returned to her room. Kai was watching from the other side of the hall where the year twelves sat. Instead of coming up with a reason to leave Kai just walked out. The teachers knew better that to question him.
Tala and Mai watched the scene with slight amusement as their eyes met across the crowded hall.
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
Kai stood in the shadows and watches as Jess throw her bags into the boot of his car and slammed it shut. 'Well she wasn't trying to be inconspicuous now was she?' Kai smirked as Jess went to the drivers' side and climbed in. There was a moments silence before the car made a whirring noise then dies completely. Jess cursed when the car wouldn't start. 'Shit!' she reached down and pulled the leaver to pop the hood before getting out of the car to inspect the engine.
FlashBACK
Kai's POV.
So that is what she is up to. A couple of minutes after Jess had hugged him, he had realised that she had taken his keys. So she thinks she can steel my car? Well I'll show her. Once everyone had gone into the mess hall for lunch he went to his Skyline and unlocked the car so he could pop the hood. Good thing he always carried an extra key.
After a few minutes of tinkering he stood and straightened his back, that should do it.
EndOfFlashBACK
once Jess had the hood up she pulled out her mobile and turned on its built in flash light so she could see better. After a minute she realised what he had done. Smiling to herself she reconnected the computer, which was simply connecting a wire, stepped back and closed the hood.
Ha! She had given up, but she didn't try very hard. What Kai saw next rendered him speechless. Jess sealed the hood and then returned to the drivers seat. There was a seconds silence before his car purred to life. Kai stared in shocked silence as Jess drive HIS car out of the centre and onto the main road. Hew the hell had she know how to fix that?
EndKaisPOV
I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no
Tala sat fiddling with his phone. Jess had just rung to inform him that she was okay and was staying with Enrique again. Tala had made her put Enrique on to make sure that she wasn't making a nuisance of herself and that if she did her was to put her on a plane and send her back home.
It was the last night of camp and the coordinator had promised everyone a fireworks display. Tala loved and hated fireworks at the same time. It reminded him of when he was a child and his parents would take him and Jess to see the New Years Eve fireworks. He remembered the last time they had gone. It was the first time he had stayed awake until midnight. He remembered looking over from his seat between his mother and father to see Jess curled into a ball on her fathers lap sound asleep. That was his strongest memory of his parents. He had no idea what Jess's memories were like. He knew she tried to black things out but he didn't know what. She was probably too young.
There was a knock on his cabin door, when he opened it he found Mai standing there with a blanket. They were meant to sit and watch the fireworks together but with Jess leaving he had completely forgotten.
"I'll just get my jacket." Tala went to his section of the wardrobe and pulled out his brown leather bomber jacket. While Tala was doing this Mai looked to where Kai was laying on his bunk.
"Kai, do you want to come with us?" Mai was tourn, she was best friends with Jess but Kai was her cousin, she didn't know who she should be loyal to. She had discussed this dilemma with Tala earlier but her was in the same boat. The only difference was Tala knew where his priorities lie.
I hate myself for losing you
(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you
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