Gilmore Girls

High Flying Above Hollywood Hills

Part 22 'Should I Be Happy?'

Summary

Rory's a Hollywood superstar and Logan's a billionaire business man, they have been apart so long it feels like they'll never be friends again, but something tragic brings them closer and who knows what will happen next….. Possible Rogan and a little JJ!

Disclaimer

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A/N:

Ok, so here's where the dark end to this story begins, well not dark just good in my opinion at least. Put it this way, it wont be an easy ride to the end. To give you and idea of how long this story has left, in the story there is a year before the end, In chapters I'm not sure, but I do hope you guys stick with it and read it and of course please review. But for now enjoy this chapter and let me know if you don't like the way the story is going, I'm always open to any kind of suggestion. Enjoy…

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Lorelai and Luke's, Stars Hollow.

"Lorelai have you seen my sweater, you know the green one" Luke called from downstairs.

"Have you looked in the bathroom?" Lorelai asked, she was winding him up, Luke could never find anything here, and he was always complaining that it didn't feel like 'his' home. Lorelai understood and she had decided that when they got married they should move out of this place, even though she and Rory had been here so long, for her, it was time to let go.

"Yeah" Luke moaned

"Well then look again or find a different sweater, we have to leave in 5 minutes" Lorelai ordered, she didn't want to be late, she was always late to everything before Luke but now she felt she had to be on time, like having a man meant she had to learn to be responsible.

"Aww geez" Luke grumbled banging coming from downstairs.

"So what times your flight tomorrow?" Rory asked. She was folding Levi's shirts and shorts into his Spiderman pull-along case.

"9" Logan replied from in the bathroom

They had both tried to avoid the topic of Logan returning to California, Levi and Dylan in tow. It made Rory so upset so Logan tried not to mention it, she had been doping so well for the past few months that he didn't want to have her fall back into the state she used to be in, what she used to be like.

Rory wanted to go too, but she had 2 more months of filming to do in the city before she could return. Even then she wasn't sure what it would be like. Where would she live, at her big empty place, just her and Eden or would she go back and live at Logan's with Levi and Dylan, she couldn't even begin to think about it. The press had already caught scent of their whereabouts. A reporter for a small time newspaper had seen them together shopping in a baby store with Eden and had got the wrong idea. Next thing they knew a picture of them and Eden in the baby store was plastered over the cover of 'People' with the words "Rory and Logan shacked up in Hartford: exclusive eyewitness report" branded across it.

Rory wanted to make tonight special, a night that Logan would remember forever. New years eve meant that Rory got a fresh start place right in front of her, none of the terrors of last year left, just a clean plate to serve up what she wanted, and she liked that. She'd made a list of resolutions, thing she wanted to change.

I want to get my boys back, legally and all. I want the court to be the ones saying I can see my boys whenever I want and not have them and Logan dictating to me certain days, times and holidays I get to see them. I mean Groundhog Day isn't even a real holiday!

I'm going to do something for charity, work in a kid's home or donate some money somewhere.

I'll spend more time in Stars Hollow, and try to make up for the time I was gone.

I'll mend old wounds, I want to find where people are, I want to talk to Lane, my mom said she and Zack got married and they have 3 little girls. I want to meet them. And Dean, what about Dean, where is he? And everyone I used to know. Like Kirk and Lulu got married, I would like to see them and Taylor, everyone.

Mostly I'll spend more time with my mom and Luke, I've missed 5 years, and I can't make up that 5 years it's gone, its in the past, but I'll try still. Plus I'm going to help out with my moms wedding.

Rory thought these were pretty realistic goals, things she could manage in a year.

Logan, shouting her from in the other room, interrupted Rory's thinking. "Come on Rory, we have to go". Rory put down Levis shirts and picked Eden up from the floor, she gurgled as Rory carried her out of the room and down the stairs behind Logan.

On the drive over Rory had felt a little sick, not ill just like she wanted to throw up, shed been feeling like that a lot lately, she blamed it ion the change of climate but really she was just using that excuse to mask what she thought it really was.

When they arrived miss patty welcomed them all.

"Well if it isn't Stars Hollows big time Hollywood star, how's it going sweetie?" Miss patty asked with her regular welcoming smile

"Great thanks Patty" Rory answered, holding Eden against her hip

"Well go on in and enjoy the party, save a dance for me Logan" Miss Patty beamed flirtatiously.

"Do I really have to dance with her?" Logan questioned as the entered the dance studio.

"I'd like to see you try not to" Rory laughed letting go of Dylan's hand as he spotted Davey and Martha. Levi followed as Rory looked on. There were 2 other little girls their, they looked just like Lane, all of a sudden Rory's stomach turned, she was nervous, she hadn't planned on bumping into Lane so soon, she never really thought when the flyer said 'town party' that it really meant 'town party'.

"Hey" Lorelai said sneaking up behind Rory and Logan "You ok honey, you look like you've seen a ghost"

"I think I just did" Rory managed to get out before she ran off into the bathroom to throw up.

"What was that all about?" Lorelai questioned Logan

"I have no idea, she was fine before, I'll go check on her" Logan said looking concerned.

"No, I'll go, you can't go into the ladies room, genius!" Lorelai shouted walking away, Leaving Logan and Luke standing together in a mass of town's people who any second were going to recognise Logan and create a swarm around him.

"Rory, honey" Lorelai called into the bathroom. There was no answer. Shuffling could be heard from behind one of the stalls. "Rory is that you, are you ok?" Lorelai called again.

Lorelai walked further into the bathroom and sobbing could be heard. Rory was crying, her feet curled up.

"Come out please, its ok" Lorelai tried, she didn't specifically know what was wrong she just wanted to be sure she was ok.

"I can't" Rory sobbed

"Why not baby" Lorelai asked the sympathy in her voice was clear, "Come on Rory, you know you can always tell me anything, nothings changed"

"It's just Not now, its not right" Rory cried

"What's not right, tell me sweetie" Lorelai begged

"It's not meant to be this way, I didn't want this again," Rory admitted, it was all pouring out now.

"What Rory, open the door so I can see" Lorelai tried again

Slowly and quietly Rory unlocked the stall and the door swung open, Rory emerged, her face tearstained.

"Aww baby what's the matter?" Lorelai held her arms out and Rory walked toward her holding onto her mom tight.

"Mom, I gotta tell you something," Rory admitted.

"Anything"

"I'm pregnant" Rory announced, starting to cry again.

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Dum dum dum, ok, I know it's a shocker but it's the start of quite a few so be prepared, and I promise, the things that are going to happen you wouldn't have predicted. Please read and review, comments and suggestions are always welcomed. Thank you so much!

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