Day 11
Dear diary
I talked to him today, he said it was too weird, and he just wanted to be friends…I can't handle this...If I don't have a heart why do I feel like it's been broken. I feel like I've lost him, I feel empty and sad... I was lying on my bed today after I talked to him and he came in. I threw a water ball at him, but because of how I felt, it turned around and hit me in the face. I didn't even react. Axel had that saddest look on his face I've ever seen. I could tell he felt bad, but he deserved it for leading me on like that…Anyway I was laying there on my bed and me came and sat on the end of it. I could see in his eyes he was thinking of the right words to say...But all he came out with was "I…I'm...I'm sorry Dem." I already had tears in my eyes and that didn't help. I completely lost it. By this time, the tears were running down my cheeks. I stood up right in front of him then shouted "NO YOUR NOT!" then ran out of the room. I hid in Xigbar's closet for three hours crying. I haven't seen Axel since. But that's good, I can't live here anymore, I'm running away tomorrow.
Day 12
Dear Diary
I did it. I ran away, I had to escape from there, I wonder if the others have even noticed, probably not. At the moment I'm in twilight town, down in the tunnels where no one can see or find me. How could Axel do this to me? I thought I was special. When I first met him he used to flirt with all the girls around him, and he had them hanging of him, then after a few days he sorta left them alone and gave me a lot more attention, and he always gave me this look, and every time he did my hopes got a little higher and my heart that I supposedly don't have got a little lighter. The only way to explain this is hurt. I don't know whether to laugh or cry... this is too much for me.
Day 13
Dear Diary
I spent all day today exploring the tunnels. They were really boring so I made the water a silver color. Now it's a bit more interesting. I went up into the town for the whole of three minutes. I walked into the town square but Xigbar and Axel were there, maybe they did notice after all. But that's the last time I go into the town for a while. I'm so bored here though there isn't anything to do. I'm going to sleep...It's the only place where I'm with friends. And as for Axel, I think I love him.
Day 14
I really miss Axel today. I changed the water so it has flames through it…I didn't even mean to, I woke up and there were tears on my face and one feel into the water and then the water changed. I went up to sunset hill and watched the sun go down, it was a really nice sight but it reminded me of Axel, everything does I can't escape him. Every time I close my eyes I see his face. I hate this.
Day 15
Dear Diary
Axel found me today, I was sitting at the end of the tunnels then I heard someone running through the water, it was Axel. When he saw me ran even faster. He stared shouting at me "DEMYX DON'T YOU EVER DO THAT TO ME AGAIN!" At this point he had both his arms on my shoulders and was bent down to my level looking directly into my eyes, he looked more worried than mad…I think he may have been shouting out of sheer worry. I looked right back at him with tears in my eyes and said to him in a really wobbly voice" Axel go". Then he looked more upset than anything else "Wa-…? But I've spent the last three days trying to find you..." I couldn't hold in my anger anymore so I raised my arms and brought up all the water (which still had flames running through it) and dumped it onto Axel. Then, I passed out.
When I woke up I was in Axels bed in my water drop PJ's. I felt really weak. Axel was sitting by me, he was still drenched. He hadn't even left me to get out of his wet clothes. When I asked him what happened he told me that I had put almost my entire being into the attack…Then I said to him; "A-...Axel...I'm s-...so-…sorry" That was the last of my energy and I passed out again then woke up nine pm.