Disclaimer: The characters are not mine. They are all from the mind of J.K.Rowling. The plot in the only thing I can lay claim too.

Author's note: So, this is the first fanfic I've written that isn't Remus/Sirius. Who knows if it's any good? I don't think that past midnight my writing skills are quite up to par. Please review and tell me what you think. I love constructive criticism.

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"Lily! Lilyyyyy!!!!!" I called.
She didn't answer, but stopped running.

"I didn't mean it. Please! Just come back, don't run away! It was a slip up; I swear I'll never say it again. Just don't go."

She slowly turned to me. "It's not what you think. I don't know what you think, but you're wrong." She said.

"So, you're not mad?"

"Mad? Of course not! Telling someone that you love them is the biggest compliment you can give. It's just…." Here she trailed off.

"What? What is it? I don't expect anything, I know you're with James, and I would never do anything like that to him anyways. I just, I love you Lils. I want to be with you, even if we're only friends. Losing your friendship; I couldn't, I won't handle that." I said, the desperation evident in my voice.

"I wish I'd know before. It could have been great."

"What do you mean? You're with James. Aren't you?"

"Of course I am. And I love him, I would never hurt him. But it's always been you. You never got that. You knew he loved me, I guess you thought I loved him, so you just tried to get us together. You gave everything for your friendship with him, for your friendship with me. I thought that him happy would make you happy, so that's what I tried to give you. If I'd known you loved me… No, now I'm with James, and it's good. It'll work out for us, James and me. We'll get married, have kids, it'll be fine. Just remember this the next time love comes around, okay? Taking a chance sometimes works."

"Lily…"

"No, don't say anything. You're still my best friend Remus. And you were my first love."

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"Wow. I, wow."

"Ya, wow."

"I can't believe."

"I know."

"I didn't know."

"I know."

"They'd have been perfect for each other."

"Yep."

"And I got in the way."

"No kidding."

"I didn't mean to. I mean, if I'd known…. They would have been great together."

"Ya, but like she said, you guys are good too. You'll get married, have kids, you'll be happy."

"Maybe."

"It didn't work out for them, but it worked out for you. You're with the woman you love, and you still have your friends."

"I guess."

"She said she loves you."

"She did, didn't she?"

I watch this conversation take place between my two friends. I'm glad they heard. They needed to know what happened, or rather didn't, between Lily and me. Now, I don't need to lie. And they're happy together, Lily and James. There is love. It might not be true love on her part, but its love and happiness none the less. I'm happy for them, truly I am. Maybe I'll find my own love. Someone who'll make me happy, someone I'll make happy. It might not be true love, but how many people really get that? Maybe I'll be their true love. Who knows? But this is just random ramblings of a disturbed mind. Who are you anyhow?