Chapter 4

Hermione Granger had never been so flustered in all of her life. Why did she always have to go brain dead at the sight of good-looking boy? Good-looking boy hell the boy was a sexy beast. But who was he?

"Mione what was that all about? Do you have a boyfriend that we didn't know about?" Ron's voice cut through her musings.

"Yes. Wait what?"
"You do you little minx you. I can't wait to tell Harry about this!"
"Tell Harry what there's nothing to tell."

"Oh yes there is. Your little boyfriend."

"What boyfriend I haven't got a boyfriend. What the are you on Ron?"

"Oh yeah then what was that little incident in the heads car? You know with and Mr. Blue Eyes."
"They're not blue they're more a of a light purple color." Hermione said absent-mindedly.

"Ha, purple right you love him!"
" Ron what is wrong with you I've never seen the boy before and why are going on like this? Ronald Weasley are you jealous?"

"No I'm not it's just that I've never seen you act like that before alright. It was disconcerting. Besides why would I be jealous of you and some boy when I have Luna?"

"Yes well please do and keep this to yourself. I don't want Harry thinking that I've gone boy crazy on him."

"Why would he think that he's to busy making googly eyes at my sister."

"Ron you're the one who told him that it was ok for him and Ginny to go out. And you not go about rescinding it either. I have never seen Harry or Ginny happier. And by the way thank you for reminding me that I'm the only one left out of group who is till single! Like I've said your feminine side could fit in a teaspoon."

With that note the two set off down the train to go back to their compartment. When Ron slid back the door Hermione saw that Harry and Ginny were snuggled up together taking a nap and Luna was waiting for Ron to return. At this touching scene made something deep down in her ache. She moved for Ron so he could get into the compartment and watched as Ron kissed Luna hello.

This made her deeply uncomfortable. So she quickly made an excuse about going to check on Crookshanks in the baggage compartment. On the way she glanced into the compartments that had their shades up she kept going until she passed by the one that had him in it. He was talking to an extremely pretty girl not to mention a girl who a skinny but was rounded in all the right places. If that was his girlfriend she had no chance. Who would choose a frumpy, frizzy chubby over a stick figure with balloons in her bra? Not that boy most likely she sighed, the last time she had gotten an surge like that was when Viktor had asked her to the Yule Ball.

That had been the greatest night of her life and she had fallen hard for him. Why not he was the first boy to make her feel beautiful and wanted oh god that was a great feeling. And then she had lost it just like she had lost him… He had been taken out when they came to get Karkaroff. He had stupidly tried to protect the cowardly wizard and had paid the ultimate price for his one mistake. He was cut down in the prime of his life and drove her crazy. But at least she had gotten to say good-bye………

That much God had granted her. That crazy son of bitch had demanded to be transferred to St. Mungo's to be closer to her , to say good-bye. When she got there the Medi-wizard told her that she that he was still alive only by sheer will and that he didn't have much longer left. So she should be prepared to say good-bye. She went into his room and saw him lying there and that had been the end of her. He had been so calm. He told her that even though he was going to leave her that she could be sure of thing. The she was a woman that had been thoroughly loved. She had begged him to hang on to live fore her. He had just laughed and said at least they had had two years together. And that they were best two years of his life. Then he told her he loved her kissed her forehead and she felt his hand slacken in hers and knew he was gone.

That had only been at the beginning of the summer and she had already flirted with some guy. She suddenly felt dirty and trampy. She had loved Viktor she shouldn't be moving on this fast if ever. Just the she hear a snatch of the conversation. "Lesbian" her ears perked trying to hear more then all of the sudden she heard her name. "That bitch Granger"

"What the hell?" Then she knew she had said it too loud because they both turned and looked at her.

A/N: I know that was a little depressing but I had to to do it in order for the later chapters! So please Loved it or hated it please review.

P.s. The whole Viktor thing will come into play later. Don't worry they'll be together in the end! Love, Saylin