Me: Whee I got solid reviewers! I Love you all Oh i got a new one too! Now this chapter may be a little... different, from the tohers, seeing as how I got Kurama almost tramatized, and Hiei's TRIEING to find him... ANd Karasu sadistic even more now. So! This time my reviewers get! CAKE!

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kahuffstix: Yesh. It is creepy but! It must be! -gives a slice of cake-

Kuronoko Tsubame: XD Sorry. I DID understand you wrong. Hmm no there won't be any real serious KarasuKurama. I WAS going to do it but it was like "Kuramas 12 or 13 with someone who took him from his home!" now if you mean serious serious x.x' I can't write yaoi well. So it's Shounen-ai -gives cake-

Inu.Roxs: I used Hold On to Me by Bo Bice! -gives cookie-

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Warnings: Implied Rape. Slash. Uhh, Really cheesy x.O" Next chapter will be lyric free!

Copyright: i do not own YYH or the song Doomsdays.

Notes: This was a hard chapter to write. And it will be a 2 in 1 chapter-

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3. DoomsDay... (Song Doomsday By Gakt)

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The beautiful moon smiles... smiles on this silent night.
I whispered that name one more time... it's the name of yours.

Kurama looked out of the small window from the dark room of which he was confined. The moon... It was so pretty. He wanted to watch it with his mother again. And point out the face he always saw there. The red head reched up towards the window and bit his bottom lip. He couldn;t reach it... "Hiei..."

On these scattered broken glasses, the cold breeze dances gracefully.
I will be waiting for you here, 'till I fall into everlasting rest.

Kurama hugged himself. the cold wind chilling him to the bones looking around for something. He saw if. A glass vase... He was like a glass vase... broken... The voice in his head told him to stay here. He beleived it. And that Hiei would find him soon! So he'd wait. He heard the all to familiar footsteps behind him and hugged himself tighter. "Please...n-no more.." Karasu lain a hand on the boys shoulder and turned him around. Kurama refused to look at him.

Screaming and crying... My voice resounds continuously.
Embracing your unforgivable sin in my heart.

Kurama screamed as he felt himself shoved against a wall and started crieing. No nnonononono! he didn't want this anymore! He felt Karasu oushhim onto the poison violet sheets. Poison Violets... Violets weren;t supposed to be poison. Kurama sniffled and shut himself out.

I had your dream... the dream comforts me endlessly.
I leaned against the window... softly bathed in moonlight.

Kurama let the dreams that he had, the dreams that Hiei gave him. The dreams that the voice in his head allowed. He didn;t even notice when karasu was finished with him... only the remnants of pain proved anything happened. He got up slowly and waled against the window, staring up the full moon "Hi-"

Screaming and crying... Your voice suddenly broke off.
But this unforgivable sin of mine will remain eternally.

Hiei thought he heard something, but then a scream. Hiei shook his head. Kurama wouldn't call Him then stop. No matter WHAT. But Hiei had a feeling something really horrible was done to his fox. He couldn;t sense his energy anywhere. He sensed something like it only weaker. He also felt small power surges of another demon.

Your heart, your arms, your voice... your everything.
Loved it tenderly, loved it with craze... I loved you too much.
I held you, and hurt you again and again.

Hiei thought of how much Kurama loved, How nice it was to hear his voice... How warm he was to snuggle against. He looked away. He loved Kurama. He loved Kurama to the point of hurt and now he was gone. Hiei was out, Koemna wouldn't tell him STILL... Hiei couldn't protect Kurama...

Do you realize it now? ...It's the gentle voice of your love.
Can you see it? ...These hands of mine stained into crimson red.

Kurama sniffled and looked out the window from the bed, slowly starting to sob again. Karasu left, which was the part that hurt worse. He was just ebing used! He looked down at his hands... red.. blood... like Hieis eyes.

Trembling in sorrow... I killed my last cry myself.
Then I listened to those unforgivable sins of the two grieving in my heart.

Kurama curled up in a ball trembling no longer crieing. He wasn't cut out for this... reaching a hand up to his collar. NO! he wanted it off... he listned to his voice, and his heart. Both co-working with another.

This fleeting dream, miserable dream, painful dream...
finally tells its end,
and to the gentle dream, to the loving dream...
Just like that precious days, and as of that tender moment...

Kurama had a dream that night. Hiei was right in front of him, but no matter how much he ran... he couldn;t get to him. He sniffled and fell onto his knees sobbing. Hiei then was holding him, kissing the top of his head. He loved this dream. He went colser to the warmth... this moment would always be here... even if it was a fleeting dream

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4. Kill Me Here (Song 7 By Gackt)

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Picturing to dream made of glass
The warmth embraces me
Waking by quiet voice
"Kill me here..."

Hiei was holding Kurama, the warth flooding through the two bodie, though now Kurama wasn't himself... he wasn't...sane... Hiei listened, as crimson met green, and Kurama whispered those words.

The figure comes to the front
Though I desire in the real world
It wouldn't back to me.

Kurama backs away slightly smiling whispering those words over and over, suddenly green eyes scanned the area in fear. Hiei watched his fox, those eyes lost, no longer looking at him. Kurama looked broken.

The memory that had disappeared makes me crazy again
"Don't forget" the fade-out word comes back
"Who are you...?"

Kurama dissapears. Hiei falls to his knees. He couldn't save his fox! "Don't forget..." hiei looks up at the shadowed figure. "Who are you?"

Gathering scattered glass
Fit pieces in puzzle

Hiei watched a vase fall, a purple and black vase. He slowly picked up the peices, then watched from his dream a younger Kurama. Sitting in front of the high up window, under the moonlight.

Stretch out my hands with trembling
Afraid of lights I can't slip out

His hands trembled as he reached for the light. He was scared to leave. Hiei could tell. But was this one of Kuramas Memories? It had to be.

Can't found only the memory of you disappeared in my arms
Gathering pieces of you, where will I go?

Hiei touched Kuramas arm, and he jumped back, cutting himself on the glass from the vase. "Poison violets... ciolets arn;t poison" he kept repeating this phrase. If only Hiei knew Kurama was having the same dream. Only in Kuramas mind... Hiei was Karasu. And If they both knew, Karasu was creating this illusion...

Looking me in mist
The look of you
I can see it now

Kurama was afraid of him. He kneeled down and ran a hand over the tear shed cheek. "Kurama...Koi... why are you... Stop crieing." Green Eyes Scanned the face confused the held tightly to it.

Picturing a figure of you I didn't remember... not to forget
You're crying like scattered glass
Remain in me

Kurama was cirieng, like the broken vase. He held onto his fox and then Hiei sighed and spoke.

"Embrace me..."

"Remember...Me" and then Kurama knew it wasn't Karasu... "Hiei..."