A/N: I'm going to try to be more frequent with updates now! SOrry!!!

Warnings:

Implied... Yeah D

KaraxKura

Suicidal Themes

LANGUAGE KIDDIES

Kurama found himself staring blankly at the purple bed sheets as he and Karasu went through the usual routine. How the hell did he wind up like this? It wasn't fair. His body and mind were betraying him, though he was careful about it. Once again he felt a bomb go off on his arm and let out a ragged scream. Karasu had remembered not to feed or water him for a few days then came in with some rose jokes and now THIS.

Hiei. Kurama wanted Hiei again and he was 16 years old. He slumped willingt onto the bed face down when the other pulled out of him. The red-head was just flipped onto his back as a bottle was forced into his mouth. Water? He doubted it but drank anyway. It was that or drown.

... shiza x-x -tries to type more coherent.

Karasu chuckled and he pulled the bottle away from the parched lips. He watched as Kurama let out a lucious moan. Unfortunantly that was enough for today. He didn't want to BREAK the fox after all. He smirked and patted the fluffy hair, exiting the room quickly after adjusting his clothing.

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Kurama had managed to get free. How he didn;t know but he WAS. He didn't even remember this. He even jumped out of a tree to make sure and he had broken his arm. Hiei. He could sense Hiei was near! Quickly he rushed to the window, only to stumble bakwards. 'Hiei... How... could you...' There Hiei was kissing Yuusuke.sp?

Rain. He felt rain and tears. Anger and hatred. All of this boiling inside of him. He ran, not knowing how far. Not managing to go far anyway. Green-eyes went wide as he struggled against humans he had no right to lose against and was once again defiled. the enitre time the dirty men said how much of a whore he was, tearing and ripping him apart. Kurama couldn't handle any of this much longer. He did recall passing out though.

When Kurama had woken up he recalled throwing up and glass. Now all he saw were monitors and white. A hospital?? He closed his eyes at the bright lights. He opened his eyes again, seeing Hiei looking at the floor guiltily. Yusuke was repeating the same and Kuwabara was looking at the two lost.

"Shuichi! Thank goodness! What would I have done if they- Oh god!!" Tight arms of his mother were around him and he chuckled weakly smiling.

"I'm alright now Kaa-san... I don't feel sick."

"B-but what about those men!? The doctors say they-"

"Shh, Kaa-san. I-I'm fine now. I'm sorry about worrying you. I'll do my homework when we get home and... I'll be fine."

"Shuichi..." she knew he son wasn't alright, but she also knew HE knew she picked up his homework. Shuichi always worked so hard to make her happy. ALWAYS. "...What do you want for dinner??" The woman smiled a bit. Her son was staring a plant next his bed. A rose. It was in fact a nice one, though no one knew who had sent it. Well -she- did but wasn't allowed to tell.

"Salad... Anything else is up to you?" He smiled his brightest smile possible at the moment and the woman nodded.

"I'll come get you when I'm done with the paperwork, Shuichi." She smiled and walked out of the room, followed by Kuwabara and, surprisngly to himself, Yusuke.

"Hiei I-"

"Hn. I knew a fox as stubborn as you wouldn't break, let alone die." Hiei nearly smiled at the melodious luagh his lover emited. It was always a beautiful thing to hear.

"Will you come eat dinner with us, Hiei? I'm sure kaa-san would like it if someone I knew was there with me." The scene replaying in Kurama's head was ignored. Maybe everything would go back to normal. Karasu hadn't come bursting through the window yet and everything was still intact. But Why? Why did Karasu let him get away like that. It made absolutely no sense.

"Fox, I won't let that bastard touch you again." Hiei's arms were crossed and Kurama smiled a bit. "However, if you pull a stunt like you did in the alleyway I'll kill you myself." For a moment Kurama was perplexed. What did... then he looked at his wrists. They were wrapped now but he got the point. He looked sick for a moment, then got up, running the the bathroom as fast as he could. Hiei had followed him and was holding the hair out of the now pale face.

Hiei knew Kurama wasn't one to do this kind of thing. Anytime he saw it in a movie the green-eyes would widen then close, almost wishing himself away. The sight of it made him sick in lamen terms. When Kurama was done the toilet flushed and Hiei let go of the hair, settling on stroking it. It was almost a distant memory. But then there was the mattter of what Hiei was doing earlier... he sighed and kissed the top of Kurama's head, helping the shaking legs back to the bed.

"Hiei p-please. Don't leave tonight?" Hiei chuckled as it came out as a question and he simply nodded.

"Hn. Not yet. You're too weak and you're nigen mother will need help."

"Hiei..."

"Hn?"

"I love you..."

"Love you too, Fox." Kurama smiled when lips touch his own. Hiei was his, no one else's. Not Yusuke's...

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--Home Sweet Home--

Kurama smiled at the smell of his house, then practically ran to his room. Everything was there!! He threw himself ont HIS bed in HIS room. Green vocers, not purple, roses on the side desk, not lily's. Homework piled. Damn. He got up and walked over to the desk, quickly working on it.

Hiei watched Kurama from the doorway and smiled, then walked downstairs to learn how to cook from Shiori.

A/N: So there it is o I will try to make my updates sooner! SOrry!