Disclaimer: If I owned it, I wouldn't be writing fan fiction. Even if I would be writing fan fiction, I'd be too lazy rubbing the fact that I own Naruto in Masashi Kishimoto's face to do any writing.
Warning: Language, mentions of shounen-ai
The Woman in my Mind
(Naruto P.O.V.)
This is what I have always wanted.
To be able to touch her, run my fingers through her long, silky, crimson hair, wrap my arms around her and hold her close…
I cupped her face in my hands and leaned forward to give her a soft kiss.
This is what I had been waiting for.
It's like a dream. Everything's so perfect. Everything except…
…I'm dead.
I'll never see him again. He'll never see me again. Was it really a fair trade?
Maybe there was another way. Maybe I didn't have to die.
Why did I do that? He loved me. Hefucking loved me for God's sake!
What the hell is wrong with me? Why didn't I listen to her? Why, why, why?
Why do I do this to myself? I kill myself to see Kyuubi, and now I'd do anything to see Sasuke again…
Everyday, he used to tell me that he loved me. He would say that he wouldn't be able to live without me, and that if anything ever happened to me, he'd die.
How could I have been so stupid?
If I had just told him… he would have been able to help us. I don't understand how I could have possibly ever thought that he would hate me because of that. The three of us would have been able to think of a better way together. I could have lived!
The two of us could still be alive right now…
He's going to die.
Maybe if he does, I could see him again… Kyuu and I might run into him somewhere here.
Why am I thinking about this? I sound as if I want him to die. I don't! But… oh, I do!
It doesn't matter anymore.
What's done is done, there's no going back.
This is what I wanted.
This is our new beginning as not just mental, but finally physical lovers.
Who knows? Maybe Sasuke will join us here some time soon…
(( OWARI ))
A/N:
Creeeepppppyyyy!!!
I don't know, maybe it's just me, but did that ending seem creepy to you or WHAT? I think I'm messed up in the mind o.O
Damn.
And also, this is extremely short… but, eh, it's the ending.
HarukaHavok: I don't know if Kyuubi's actually a girl, but in this fic she is. :)
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Ja ne.
