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a/n: Very exciting last chappie! Well, here is the last one, so ta da! Happy Readings!

Roxas' POV:

"Roxas...Roxas...Roxas?" someone called from far away.

"Sora?" I asked, trying to reach through the darkness to the voice.

My hand floated in darkness for a momment before it met something else. All at once, the black melted away, and was replaced with light. Emminating off of the boy in front of me. The moon was shining down through the back window of the car, and it's beams were glinting off of his perfect skin. My vision became blurry for a momment, and I felt dizzy, but it passed, and I was able to see Sora's smiling face clearly.

"Where are we?" I asked groggily. And then I remembered what happened. Sora and I fell off of the waterfall at the carnival, and picked up by the police.

"Home." he said, jerking his head slightly. I looked out the window and saw that his house was not too far off. "Um...would you mind sitting up?"

I looked down and saw that I had somehow made it into his lap, belly down on him, and was holding him down. I jumped up immediatly, and blushed. He just laughed and said, "Don't worry about it. It was kinda nice."

My head swiveled to look over at him, but he had already gotten out. We thanked the police officer, and watched as he drove away. Leaving the two of us in the dark. Thankfully, the moon shone brightly enough for us to make our way up the walkway a little ways. But, I stopped and looked up at the sky. It was beautiful. All of the stars seemed to pop out at us. Sora looked up too, and said softly, "Gorgeous."

"Yeah. They really are." I mumbled, watching as a few twinkled down at me.

"I meant you." Sora whispered.

My head snapped down to stare shocked at him. I felt my face burning, and I tried to distract myself by saying, "I know w-what some of them are, but-"

I didn't get to finnish. Right then, there was a flash of brown hair, a gust of wind, and that I was completely frozen. Sora was kissing me. I could barely breath, let alone think, and Sora just kissed deeper and deeper. His hands comming up to be placed on the sides of my face. That's when I started to thaw. I had every intention of pushing him away, but instead, my arm mechanically moved up to place itself on his back. Then, as if by instinct, I was kissing back. His toung slipped into my mouth, and began exploring. I thought I was going to faint from the ammount of pleasure I was getting. My pants started to feel a little tight as he began exploring my body with his hands.

So, I took a step back, but didn't break away. I wasn't thinking like that anymore. No, I wanted to get inside. He followed me, and soon, we were stumbling back towards the front door. My back pressed up against it, and I immediatly began searching frantically for the doorknob. Finding it, we tumbled back into the entrance way. Stil lip-locked. His hands had made their way under my shirt by then. I broke off the kiss, and starred at him, raising my arms into the air. He slipped it off, and threw it aside. The new temperature change made goosebumps erupt all over, and my nipples hardened instantly.

Grabbing the bottom of his shirt, I tugged that off of him as well. He was so perfect. I placed my hands on his chest and gazed at him lustfully. Taking his hands from my shoulders, he trailed them down my arms, over my hips, and onto my ass. He squeezed lighlty and I squeaked. he smiled, and grabbed my hips, lifting me into the air. Going by instinct again, I wrapped my legs around his waist so that our erections rubbed against each other. His eyes fluttered slightly, but he flashed me a new look. Our lips collided with enough force to bruise.

He walked forwards slightly, and my back once again bumped against a wall. My fingers entangled themselves in his hair as we kissed hungrily, and his hands trailed everywhere. Finally, he broke away and started making his way up the stairs. I leaned down and began swirling my toung around in his ear, and he nearly dropped me. But, after gathering himself, I noticed that he walked even faster towards his bedroom. Once we were inside, I kissed him again, deeper than ever before. He set me down then, and began to roughly take off my pants. We didn't even make it to the bed.

He nearly ripped them off, he was so eager to get rid of them. He then moved down on me. Positioning himself inbetween my legs. Kissing me once again, he did something different. He began to grind his hips into me. It felt so good that I found myself grinding back. Soon, the air was filled with our grunts and moans and gasps. Dry humping was awesome. But, I didn't want to loose my load like that, so hesitantly, I pushed him away. He gave me a questioning look, but I panted, "I need...you! I need...you...inside of me...now!"

His eyes grew wide for a momment, but then, he stood up, reaching down a hand for me. He pulled me up, and I began to shakily undo his pants. They fell to the floor with a thud, and I saw his erection straining through his boxers. I then slipped my fingers into the elastic waistband of my boxers, and slipped them off. I don't know why I was shy now, being completely naked in front of him shouldn't bother me. But, it felt like I was in his mind once again. All alone and exposed. Trying to cover myself up with my hands, I backed away slightly, but I didn't get far. Sora shot out a hand, and caught me by the waist. He then yanked me forwards, and met me with a kiss.

I didn't feel shy anymore. Feeling empowered, I pushed his boxers off as well, but I didn't get to look at him. We were connected now, and I couldn't break away. The back of my knees hit his bed, and I fell back, pulling him along with me. We wern't two boys anymore. It felt as though we were one person, melted together. All I could sense now, was skin, hands, and lips. Everything else didn't matter.

"Sora! Oh Sora!" I moaned. "Please! I need you!"

His hand began traveling down my stomach then, past my throbbing member, and to my ass hole. I was surprised at how much it hurt to have someone's finger pushed into you. But, from what Axel told me about getting fucked up the ass, I knew that I had to relax. After I did that, it was easy for Sora to push in another finger, and then another, until he had three fingers feeling around inside of me. He then pulled up from the kiss and asked me, "Are you ready?"

I nodded, and said, "Just do it."

Grabbing ahold of his dick, he placed the head against my now stretched hole. Giving me one last look, he pushed inside. I cried out, but told him hurredly, "Don't stop! Just keep going!"

It hurt so much, but as soon as he was in all the way to the base, I felt myself adjusting to his size. I was able to nodd to him to keep going after about thirty seconds of waiting. He bagan pulling out of me slowly, and then moving back in. In and out he went, until I told him to go faster. Then, he was pumping full blast. His thrusts going deeper and deeper each time. All of a sudden, I felt pleasure like I never had before.

"Ah!" I cried out, digging my fingernails into Sora's back.

He kept hitting that mark, and soon, I had my first ever sexual orgasm. Blasts of cum shooting all over my stomach and Sora's chest. It was amazing, and I didn't have just one, but three. Three orgasms. When I got done, Sora had just started shooting out his own load deep inside me. We were both weak. He collapsed ontop of me, completely worn out. I wrapped my arms around his chest, and hugged him to me. He placed his own arms around my shoulders, and we fell asleep.

Sora's POV:

When I woke up, the sun had just started rising over the horizon, bathing everything in a golden glow. Shifting slightly, I found that my penis was still inside the boy lying beneath me. I was immediatly aroused, and I felt an erection blossoming below me again. This wasn't good. Roxas wasn't awake. But, then again, I could always wake him up with a nice surprise.

Smiling mischeviously, I positioned myself above him, and started moving in and out, ever so slowly. He groaned in his sleep, and his back arched as I started moving faster and faster. He was moaning as he drempt, and I felt him squeeze my dick as he squirrmed. I grunted slightly, feeling his insides tighten around my shaft was giving me such pleasure that I could barely keep moving. But, I did, and I was starting to pick up some real speed when his eyes fluttered open. He cried out, "Sora! Oh God!"

"Morning." I said softly. I slammed into him, causing him to fall back onto the bed. He grabbed at the sheets around him in ecstacy, and started bucking up against me. Soon, I had released another load inside him. He was panting, and he still had an erection, but I pulled out of him anyways. He gazed up at me hurt, but, it changed as soon as I went down on him. I swallowed him whole without even choking. And soon, after a few more head bobbs, he came. I swallowed everything.

I moved up and kissed him lightly, resting my head on his shoulder and breathing in deeply. We lay in that bed for a long time, relishing in the fact that we had something special. Finally, I descided that now was the time to tell him.

"Roxas?"I asked faintly.

"Hm?"

I snuggled up closer to him and whispered, "I love you."

"I love you too." he replied, almost sounding releaved. Maybe he had been wanting to tell me that too. I looked up at him and said softly, "I'm sorry..."

"What for?" he asked, sounding amused.

I sat up, and felt tears spring to my eyes. I put my head in my hands and took a deep breath. "I'm sorry I forgot about you. You were so alone, and I never realized it! I'm a horrible person!"

I was bawling like a baby now, and instead of hearing something like, "You are. And I hate you." I felt two arms wrap around my shoulders.

Lifting my head up, I saw that Roxas was sitting next to me, crying as well. He cried, "You are not horrible. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me! Don't ever say that again."

I was stunned. Turning my head towards him, I caught him in a kiss, letting our tears mingle.

The rest of the day was spent cleaning up the messes we made. Don't get me wrong. The occasional break to make out wasn't that bad. And at the end of the day, we paddled out to the Island. It was so peacefull. The sun had gone down, and the stars were just as clear as they had been the night before. I held Roxas' hand tightly in my own, and we lay starring up at the endless sky.

"Look! Right there is Hollow Bastion. And there's Atlantica!" I said, pointing out the red and blue stars.

"Hey Sora? What time is it?" he asked. I looked down and saw that it was 3:32 in the morning. It's funny. Ever since Roxas came here I have never woken up at that time again.

I was glad. I watched the watch tick closer and closer to the dreaded time, until finally the seconds hand passed the twelve.

"Aaaaah!" I cried out, screaming as I clutched at my chest.

It was burning. Just like it had been when Roxas came. I opened my eyes squinting up at him and saw he was starring down at me horrified. He was yelling, "Sora! Sora what's wrong?! SORA!"

I couldn't speak. My jaw seemed to be glued together, and all I could do was writhe in the sand. Then I saw something horrifying. Roxas was starting to glow that haunting blue color that the sea had turned during the eclips. Just then, as if on cue, the moon was blotted out of the sky, and everything became dark. All that I could see was Roxas, emmiting that blue light.

The pain stopped suddenly, and I was able to look up at him properly. I cried out, "You can't leave! You can't!"

I reached out my hand to his, but my heart stopped as I saw it passed right through him. "No..."

"Sora! I love-" he tried saying to me, but he was cut off by my screaming. The pain had come back, and Roxas started dissapearing completely.

I screamed out, "NO!!!"

It was too late though. He was gone. The pain was gone, and all that was left, were tiny blue orbs floating around me. Tears ran down the sides of my face and into the sand as I watched the moon reappear. He was gone.

Please...please let him come back to me. I can't live without him. Please...give him back. I'll do any...thing... I wished as I saw a shooting star fly across the sky. Whatever it takes, I'll do it.

Then I fainted. When I woke up, the sun was out, and it looked to be mid-day. I called out, "Roxas! ROXAS!"

But, he didn't come. He was really gone. Standing up, I wandered over to the boat and began paddleing back to the mainland in a trance. Jumping out, I started walking down the street in the direction of Kairi's House. I didn't even feel myself pick up my feet, it felt as though I just appeared at her door. Knocking on it, I felt myself thinking back to, what felt like years agao, but was only a few days. And by the time she had rushed up and opened the door, tears were streaming down my face.

She began by saying, "Sora! How're you and-" but cut herself off and started again with, "Sora...what's the matter?"

The ground seemed to be wobbling uncontrollably underneath me, and I felt my knees hit the ground. And then I was bawling. I had never cried like that in my entire life, and it scared me. It scared Kairi too, because she just stood there gaping down at my misery. She finally stuttered, "S-Sora?! P-please tell m-me what's the matter!"

"HE'S...GONE...!" I screamed. I must be sounding completely deranged right now, and that's what the look on Kairi's face was telling me. But, that seemed like it was the only thing I could do, not talking at all would have been too painful, and just talking would have been too little. I needed to scream, and maybe it would get rid of this pain that was ripping me apart.

I continued screaming and crying as she held me awkwardly, all the while, she asked me distressed, "Sora! Please tell me what's wrong! You're scaring me!"

It seemed like I cried until I didn't have anything left in me to spill out, and even then, I sobbed without the tears. Nothing was able to stop me, even when Riku came sprinting in through the front door. Kairi sprang up from where she had her arm around me, and went to Riku.

"He hasn't stopped! I can't calm him down." she said distressed.

Riku walked cautiously over to me curled up on the ground and said soothingly, "Sora...It's alright...it'll be alright..."

My eyes shot open, and I felt a great fury erupt from the pit of wherever it had been hiding. All of my pent up anger about everything seemed to flow out of me just then. I flailed around, trying to keep myself from hitting my friends, but it was so difficult. I thought that it was their fault, but in my heart I knew it wasn't true. They both jumped back as I took another swipe at them, and could only hopelessly watch as I kicked and screamed and punched anything that got in my way. Chairs, tables, laps, everything was reduced to rubble by the time I had finnished my fit, and I lay in the middle of it, new found tears streaming down my face. Riku crunched towards me slowly, cautious as to not anger me again.

"Sora...?" he asked timmidly. "It's alright...we're here now..."

It was as though I was dead, my soul and life had been drained completely from my system, and I was litterally a shell. A pitifull excuse of what I was before. Nothing mattered anymore. He wasn't with me. He was gone, and I would never be the same again.

Riku carried me up to Kairi's room, and laid me carefully down on top of the comforter. I didn't make a soud, I didn't even blink. Kairi came in shortly after Riku backed away from me, tears of his own forming in the corners of his eyes. She sat down softly beside me on the bed and placed a cold washcloth over my forehead. Getting up, she walked residually over to Riku and he asked, "What the hell happened?!"

Kairi shook her head slightly and replied, "I shouldn't be the one to ask, but from what I gather, it's that...Roxas' gone."

"What?!" Riku asked astonished, his head flashing over to look at me.

"Yeah, I think he-" Kairi began, but I cut her off.

"He's back...in here..." I mumbled in a voice that didn't belong to me. I sounded even deader than I felt. "The spell that made him appear...must have worn off..."

There was complete silence, broken by my occasional monotone speech after that. Their eyes would widen, or hands would fly to cover mouths, but after I was finnished talking, all they could do was stare. I didn't speak again, even when they asked more, poked and prodded. I just couldn't. My heart was already hanging on for dear life as it was, and to have to speak of him again, would more than likely rip it from my chest.

After a few hours, they left me alone. It almost made me feel better, the lonlieness comforting me more than their companionship had. It seemed as though I was death's mistress now, completely inhuman, and only able to feel sadness. From deep inside, to the tips of my hair, and down to my toes. Everything ached. Like a great pressure had been released from me that I had gotten used to enduring, and I've never felt pain like this before. I'd had the time of my life, and I owe it all to him. That sweet wonderful person had made me feel things I never had before, but then again, that bastard was the one who hurt me.

No...

That's not true. I remember now:

The pain stopped suddenly, and I was able to look up at him properly. I cried out, "You can't leave! You can't!"

I reached out my hand to his, but my heart stopped as I saw it passed right through him. "No..."

"Sora! I love-" he tried saying to me, but he was cut off by my screaming. The pain had come back, and Roxas started dissapearing completely.

I screamed out, "NO!!!

He had tried to tell me...that he loved me. He wouldn't do that to me if he loved me. That must be the truth. But then, why would he let himself be taken away from me? Why?

WHY?!

a/n: Make sure to check out the new last chappie!!!