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Goku paused for a moment.

"Mother-!! Ass muncher!!" Sanzo blinked. He stared at Goku as line of swearwords dripped from his mouth. He turned to Sanzo. "I'm in pain here. Out of my mind in pain."

"So? Doc said she'd be back soon."

"Soon isn't fast enough! I…ooh. There's a monkey on your shoulder. And butterflies in the soup." Sanzo gave Goku a blank stare. His guess was the pain was making Goku hallucinate. "Ya know Sanzo, you have pretty eyes. Pretty, pretty eyes." Sanzo raised an eyebrow. "An' ya have pretty hair." Sanzo noticed Goku's eyes were glazed over. He sighed. Goku looked at Sanzo. Maybe it was the pain talking but he felt compelled to tell Sanzo his true feelings.

Sanzo saw the look Goku was giving him. The look of adoration. It couldn't be. He thought. "I have a secret for ya Sanzo." Oh shit. Don't say it. "Wanna here?"

"No."

"The secret is…" Stop. I can't deal with this.

"I…" he squeezed his eyes shut. No.

"L-"

"Don't say it." Goku jumped. "Don't say it Goku."

"Why not?"

"It's not important."

"Excuse me? My thoughts aren't important?"

"Not to me. I don't give a damn what you think."

"But…"

"Shut up already! Isn't it enough that you bug the hell outta me everyday?! You drive me insane! I can't even stand to look at you! I hate you!" Goku was sure he could feel heart break as Sanzo left. If he listened closely, he could hear the shattering sound of his heart. Tears fell like broken glass. He curled his knees to his chest. How could I have been so dumb? Of course Sanzo doesn't care. Wasn't it obvious?

Ritsuki stood at the door with one hand covering her mouth. She had heard the whole thing as well as seen Sanzo march out. She felt a tear slide down her cheek. No one should hear those words. She walked in.

"I have your morphine Goku."

"I don't need it. Let me be in pain. I deserve it."

"You do not!" he glared at her.

"So you heard?" she nodded. "So now what? You think I'm a fool? Go ahead and mock me."

"I'm not mocking you. Listen Goku." She took his hand. "Don't blame yourself." He started to cry softly.

"Why can't he see I love him?!"

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oh yeah. You have NO IDEA what it was like writing that. Do you know how bad I wanted Sanzo to throw his arms around Goku? No sir ee bob. Well r&r. I have another chapter written but I wanna know what you think before I publish it. Tell me your feedback on Ritsuki. She's a stand in, but I do have plans for her if you ever want her story. Tell me so. Until next time, love all you fans!!!

.p.s. my computer hates me for all the mistakes I've made.