Tom's POV:
August was spent making plans for our day. The cake design, the place,
the rings, and the reception.
It was the second time we had gotten married but the first time either of us had actually planned the wedding.
It was exciting as well as heartbreaking. Everytime I got excited about something for the wedding, I'd forget I wasn't planning Jude and mine's wedding...I was planning mine and Portia's. Portia was really into the whole "Perfect Wedding" idea. She had bought the "Perfect Dress" and the "Perfect shoes" for it.
The scary thing about all of it was that Portia seemed to be falling for me all over again. She had never said " I love you again" but it was the little actions that showed she was. And here I was, loving Jude yet marrying Portia. Jude still rested on my every thought. Would Jude like these flowers? Would Jude like this chapel? What would Jude look like in a wedding gown... walking towards me as my bride?
What had I gotten myself into?
Jude's POV:
A wedding. Tommy's wedding. Weddings were supposed to be beautiful, amazing, wonderful and life changing events.
This one was going to be a living hell to sit through.
How did this even happen was my question. WHEN did thsi happen? Just a few months ago he and I were kissing...and we were happy. But he had invited me to the wedding after all. Did he do it as a duty to me as my producer? Or did he do it to tell me that we were really over? Did he even expect me to show up?
Well he's in for a surprise. I'm going to that wedding and I'm going to look stunning. He's going to wish he had never invited me. evil laugh lol not really but it sounds good. But I am going to go and while they are saying the vows, I'm going to shut my eyes and pretend that Tommy's saying them to me instead of her. And I'm going to pray to god to help me love him no more.
So the day after I got the invite I went shopping with Sades. I went out and bought the dress I would wear on September 2nd. It was a black dress that came to right past my knees. It hugged me in all the right places. and had slender little spaghetti straps. I bought some gorgeous stilletos. They strapped all the way up to past my ankles. They were extremely sexy.
To the wedding, I'm wearing my hair down and in big loose curls. It's going to be loosely pulled half back and secured with a black flower clip and my bangs would be down. I'm going to be borrowing Beautiful drop diamond earrings and a lovely 4 carrot necklace.
For Tommy and mine's- I mean Tommy and Portia's wedding I would look good. You can count on that, Tommy.
Tom's POV:
Sadly, the day was here. It was September 2nd and I had a wedding to attend. My wedding. I was in the limo with some guys I had met and become pretty good friends with. I leaned up and turned on the radio to a local station. Suddenly a voice filled the limo.
"And next we have a premiere of Jude Harrison's newest hit " Everytime I hear Your Name." Let me know what you think!" Suddenly her voice filled the speakers, her voice raw and filled with pain. She was playing guitar and SME were softly playing in the background.
"Finally got over that song of ours
Stopped chasing little blue sports cars, to check the license plates
And I quit driving by your place
Back making the rounds at all the hearts,
concerts, restaurants, seeing some of our old friends
feels good to dance again
I can finally smell your cologne
And I look around the room for you
I could walk right by your picture in a frame
and not feel a thing,"
Did she really not feel thing for me anymore?
"But when I hear your name I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky
And it's the 5th of May and I'm right there staring in your eyes
And nothing's changed, we're still the same
And I get lost in the innocence of a first kiss
And I'm hanging on to every word rolling off of your lips
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place
Everytime I hear your name. "
Oh thank god. I let out a breath of thanks. She still cared.
"Got someone special in my life Everyone thinks he'd make a great life
Mom says she thinks he's the one, reminds her of dad when he was young But it's way too soon to be talking about rings Don't want to rush into anything He's gettin over someone too, kinda like me and you He talks about her every once in awhile
And I just nod my head and smile, cuz I know exactly what he's going through Yeah, I've been there too, when the conversation turns to you."
Some one special? Is she dating someone else?
"I get caught in the "you were the only one for me"
Kinda thought, and your face is all that I see
I Know I can't go back, but I still go back
And there we are, parked down by the riverside
And I'm in my arms, about to make love for the first time
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place
Everytime I hear your name
Stop thinkin' about the words I left unsaid
(Everytime I hear your name)
Stop trying to change the things that I can change (Everytime I hear your name)
In my heart I know you're gone, but in my head...
I feel rain falling right out of the blue sky
And it's the 5th of May, and I'm right there staring in your eyes.
That's all it takes, and I'm in that place
And there we are, parked down by the riverside
And I'm in your arms, about to make love for the first time.
And I can't explain, but I'm in that place
Everytime I hear your name
Everytime I hear your name
(Everytime I hear your name)
(Everytime I hear your name)
Everytime I hear your name... "
She still loves me.
Is that a sign?
Jude's POV:
Sadly, the day for Tommy's wedding was here. Kwest, Sadie, and I were seated in first class preparing for a landing into the Montana Airport. We were gonna get our bags, catch a cab, head to the hotel to change, and then head straight to the wedding. We had like an hour and a half.
I was mentally preparing myself for this. I knew I wouldn't be able to get through the whole service without crying but I had to try. If I couldn't get through this how would I be able to get through the rest of the night?
1 hour and 15 minutes later:
Kwest was paying the cabfare while Sadie and me stared in awe at the huge chapel where Tommy and Portia were getting married. The stained glass windows were of extravagent colors-- blues, greens,golds, pinks, you name it it was up there. The parking lot was packed with limos, bmws, and trucks. Obviously, they had planned a small wedding.
NOT.
We slowly made our way to the door of the chapel. Sadie had a firm grip on my elbow...as if I might run away. I had thought of that before actually. But this might be the last time I ever see Tommy again...
Wow, theres a depressing thought.
We made our way to the door and Sadie gave my elbow a soft squeeze and dropped her hand from my elbow. Oddly enough, Kwest grabbed Sadie's other hand. Hmm...I'll have to ask her about that. We made it to the doors and two friendly looking attendants opened the door for us.
Let the fun begin.
Hey ya'll! It's Caroline and this is my chapter 6! Tell me what you think! Review! Oh and special thanks to angel422 ( who might be co writing the wedding chapters) and to Jude Quincy for reading my stories! I love all of you! So please review for me? I'm gonna see if I can get up to 18 reviews. LUV!