Mwahahahaha I decided to keep this going!!!!! I think I know what I want to happen!!!!! I'm using some serious foreshadowing here!!!!! I'm exited!!!!! I got to update the same day!!!! I'm happy!!!!! Well without further delay,
CHAPTER 2
EPOV
We have to change her. My one excuse to keep her human has just been ripped away. As were driving back to Bella's in the rain all I can think about is her blush. I will miss that. Cooking her food, her clumsiness, listing to her sleep talk, her sleeping, her human moments, her smell, her blush. I don't think I can do this. I don't think I can handle this!!!!!!!What if she won't be Bella anymore? I don't think I could stand that. I don't want Bella to become a creature that survives on the lives of others. And what if she slipped? She would never forgive herself!!!!!!! I'd comfort her, ya, but she might never be the same. I wonder what her power would be. I love her more than life itself and that's why she should stay human!!!!!! I would never forgive myself for changing her and she might never forgive me. What if after hunting she would start to regret it? I want nothing more than to spend eternity with her but I don't want to have to damn her to do it. I guess everything has its price and this is it. I have to pay it whether I want to or not. I don't even get a choice.
As we pulled into Bella's drive way she ran out to meet us.
BPOV
I was in kitchen waiting when I heard them pull up. I ran outside to see Edward. I don't care if it's raining or not!! I just want to see him. When I got outside I stopped. The look on Edwards face was the bleakest I've ever seen it. His eyes are pitch black. When I got over there, he scooped me up in a big hug and he smiled but it didn't reach his eyes. That scared me. After Edward put me down Carlisle said "Let's go inside and talk, Bella". Alice was standing next to Edward grinning. Edward looked down at her and glared and I swear I heard him growling. I elbowed him in the ribs "stop that". He smiled at me. Even Rosalie was smiling a little bit and Emmit was grinning almost as much as Alice. Jasper and Esme just looked pleased.
When we got inside I sat down at the kitchen table and Carlisle took the seat opposite me and Edward and Esme took the seats on either side and Alice stood next to me and the others stood next to the counter. "Bella", Carlisle started," do you want to be a vampire? Think before you answer. The werewolves gave us permission to change you on one condition. Charlie and your mother must never know the truth." Not that I planned on telling them, it was kind of gut wrenching not to even have the option, but I weighed my options. Be with Edward forever and be blood sucking vampire or be without him, stay human, and either die or end up with mike (ewww). "I want to be a vampire and stay with you guys an Edward forever". Edwards's expression kind of softened at that. "Then we'll change you" Carlisle said. "When and who?" I asked, "Edward, when do think and which one of us will do it?""I'll do it 4 days before we leave for college. That should give us time to change her and get to college since it takes about 3 days normally to get to Arizona State University and we can get there in one, and it will be awhile before we see Charlie and Renee again"." Is that ok Bella?"" That's perfect".
Well I'm sorry this chapters so short but there's nowhere else to end it. I will make up for by updating either tonight or tomorrow. Hope you liked it!!!!! And please just review……..
-Masha