-1You see things; and you say, ‚Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why Not?"
George Bernard Shaw
So many times I wondered why I had those dreams where Lucas is the one whom Dan abandon 17 years ago. Maybe it's just another way how to make me stay with him. To hope that he will become better someone who will understand me and like me for who I'm not for being a cheerleader but I guess that happens just in my dreams. The dreams were Lucas Scott is my hero…
Enough of my dreams lets get back to reality and start from the beginning.
My life seemed to be ok before I met Lucas or joined the cheerleader squad. I wasn't popular nor a loser nor a geek I was actually happy before all this drama. My best friend was Jake Jagelski and Chris Keller two different boys who became quite popular because of their singing careers but lets not go that far yet.
But once me and Brooke became close friends (once I joined the squad not to mention she thought I was a new kid when I went for tryouts )everything has changed. She showed me the new way of everything I guess. What to wear, where to go, who to be friends, what to drink and all that. (but she still couldn't change me nor the fact I was friends with not cool people).
It was her who introduced me to Lucas. I think it was one of her parties or something. He wasn't that bad nor mean that time. That time it was just us but once his brother joined the team everything went from right to wrong. It was a game of win or lose.
I have never seen so much hate and jealousy in his eyes than that day his own brother became the other star of the team. From that day our relationship was going down the hill and every good thing we had was just a memory I guess. I became just another one of his trophies.
The sad thing is I never said anything back nor made him stop. I was there by his side just waiting for him to change.