Hey guys! This is short but I'm about to watch the new Degrassi since I missed it yesterday. Anyways, thanks for everyone who reviewed!

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Chapter 6: Postive or Negative

It's been two weeks, and I haven't spoken to Jude unless it was about music. I don't think she even deserves it. I can't believe she is actually acting like nothing happened. Seems to me her and Spencer seem to be even closer than ever too. Spencer got her this ring, and it's exactly what she would want. It's 14K gold with 3 perfect-cut diamonds; simple but elegant, just like Jude. Ugh! I have to get her out of my mind. Oh wait, here she comes.

Jude: Hey Tom. How ya been?

I just stare at the soundboard and grunt. She sighs and sits where Kwest should be. Where is he anyway? I've hardly seen him in these past two weeks. Hmm, I should go check that out later on. Note to Self: Call Kwest.

Jude: Well, I've been ok. A little stressed but nothing I can't handle.

I still say nothing as I start turning random knobs. I'm trying to ignore her but I don't know how long I can keep it together. Ever since that night I haven been dying to kiss her again make her moan they way I did. I want to touch every inch of her smooth skin as her hands find their way to my hair. Ok, stop, stop thinking about that. It's only going to make it worst.

Jude: Ok, Tommy, listen, I know you're a little mad but that's no reason…

I scoff and interrupt her.

Tommy: A little?

Jude: So you're furious. But still, can't you at least talk to me.

Tommy: Fine, let's talk.

I stand up and she stands up with me not looking scared at all.

Tommy: So how are you and Spencer?

Jude:…good.

Tommy: Well, I'm glad. So when I tell him about you and me he shouldn't mind right?

Jude: Tommy, don't. There is no you and me.

Tommy: Oh really? That's not how it seemed that night.

Jude: Tommy, this is not we agreed on, remember?

Tommy: Yea, I remember, trust me. But you told me to talk so I'm talking.

Jude: Not about this. I didn't want to talk about this.

Tommy: Are you afraid?

Jude: Afraid of what?

Tommy: Afraid of the truth. That you know you love me, you just don't want to admit it.

Jude: I think you need some shock therapy, because I'm over you.

Tommy: Oh yea, prove it.

Jude: Fine I will.

She comes near me and I don't move an inch. She looks straight into my eyes and I watch intently as it changes colors. It's a blue-grey color. That means she confident and strong about something.

Jude: I don't love you, Tom Quincy. I love Spencer Anderson, so get over it, and move on.

Jude's about to walk away but I grab her arm and she looks at me.

Tommy: Just please, tell me one thing. Why? If you don't love me, then why did you do that with me?

Jude: It was my way of saying good-bye. I'm sorry I hurt you, but, I love Spencer, and we're getting married.

I let go of her arm but she turns around to look at me.

Jude: Tommy, I did love you, never doubt that ok? But when you left, you broke my heart and I knew that I had to let you go and move on, and I did. So I'm asking you, as a friend, please, stop fighting for me. Just be there as my producer, my mentor, and my best friend. Please, do this for me.

Tommy: I don't know if I can Jude.

Jude: Please, I need you more than you know.

I look up at her eyes and there are tears in them. I sigh and give her a hug.

Tommy: Alright, I will, for you girl.

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I hate my life. I really do. I hope I die. No really, I hope I do. I basically am dying now seeing Jude Spencer holding hands and cuddling on the couch. Maybe it wasn't such a great idea to come to Sadie's 20th birthday party. We're watching the movie The Perfect Match. Or at least, everyone else is besides me. I'm watching another love story. The story of Jude Harrison and Spencer Anderson.

Jude Anderson, Jude Harrison-Anderson; nope, that's not working. Now, Jude Quincy, that sounds a lot better. Jude Harrison-Quincy; that just rolls of your tongue. But that's not going to happen anytime…soon. I don't care what Jude says, I'm going to fight for her anyway I can. She might not love me now, but she will. I know I'm going to get her back, I just don't how. Jude whispers something in Spencer's ear and she goes upstairs. I wonder what would happen if I went to follow her. I should do that. Just as I'm about to get up Spencer gets up and goes upstairs. What the…oh hell no!

They better not be doing what I think they're doing. I'm trying my hardest to stay calm but it's really hard. Jamie is looking at me weird so I stand up and go to the kitchen. I pace around the island in the middle scratching my head so hard I think I might scrape my scalp off. I hear a 'thump' from upstairs. Breathe Quincy, breathe; don't go up there. Oh the hell with it. I sprint up the stairs as fast as I could, making sure the group doesn't see me.

I go by a door, and I hear giggles and lip smacking. I put my ear closely to the door and start to listen.

Spencer: Are you sure?

Jude: Of course.

The door opens and I fall the ground. Jude and Spencer look at me as Jude crosses her arm.

Jude: What are you doing standing outside my door Quincy?

Tommy: Umm…

Spencer: That's a good explanation.

I get up quickly and try not to glare at Spencer.

Tommy: Sadie…was looking for you.

Jude: Oh, probably wondering where we were.

Spencer: So do you want to tell him or should I?

I cock an eyebrow at both of them. What do they want to tell me? Wait, the real question is, do I want know what they want to tell me?

Jude: I don't think that's such a good idea.

Spencer: Why not? He's your friend, I mean he might be shock but…

Tommy: Just tell me what's going on.

Jude starts to fidget and she bites her lip. That's a big sign that she's nervous and that means it might be something really bad. Maybe I shouldn't of asked that. Jude looks at Spencer and she nods her head.

Spencer: Ok, we're not exactly sure, though Jude says that she is. So, we decided to tell some people.

Jude: I'm…pregnant.

Tommy: What?

I couldn't help myself. I went to Spencer and pushed him into a wall and held him by his collar.

Tommy: You son of a bitch! How could you do that?

Spencer: Chill dude, it was only one time!

Tommy: That's all it takes!

Jude: Tommy stop it! Put him down!

I put him down on the ground and he fell to the floor. My face was on fire. Jude told Spencer to go downstairs.

Jude: Tommy.

I don't look at her. I just start to pace back and forth. She grabs both of my arms and I look at her.

Jude: Tommy, calm down. Just take deep breaths, ok?

I did as she told me and she let go of me.

Tommy: Jude, you're only 17.

Jude: I'm going to be 18 soon.

Tommy: That doesn't matter.

Jude: Tommy, this is a bigger deal then Spencer actually thinks. See, I'm not sure if it's his or not.

Tommy: You mean…it might be…

I point at myself and she nods. Oh shit! This is not good.

Tommy: Oh, my god. Oh god, oh god, oh god! This can't be happening. Tell me this isn't happening. I'm ruining your life aren't I, I have to stop hanging out with you.

Whoa, that was a Degrassi moment. (A/N: Sorry, I had to put that in there. You can call it my own little inside joke)

Tommy: This is just, I can't believe I…oh, my god.

Jude: Calm down, I'm not even sure if I am or not. I mean, I've been getting sick and everything so I'm pretty much 95 percent sure, but, it's not official ok?

I don't say anything. I'm still trying to get it through my head that it might be mine. For the first time, I wish the night had never happened. She takes my hand and leads me into her bedroom.

Jude: Stay here. I have a test in the bathroom. I want you to be the first to know.

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Jude and I have been sitting here for about 15 minutes staring into her bathroom. I'm not sure if I want to know the results. Jude takes a deep breath and looks at me. I nod at her and squeeze her hand for reassurance. She goes to the bathroom and disappears behind the door. She comes back out and looks disappointed. I gaze up at her waiting for an answer. When she doesn't give me I decide to ask.

Tommy: So is it positive or negative?

She looks at me with some tears in her eyes. That can't be good.


Yes...that's right...ANOTHER cliffhanger. HA HA! -lol- PlEaSe ReViEw!