Hey guys! I'm not gonna answer any reviews, but I am gonna say something. If you don't want to read my story, then don't. I know some of you are really mad at me because of this whole "dance" Jude and Tommy are doing, but the show is doing the same thing...and the point of my story is to keep it going, and to have some twists in the story.

One paticular person complained to me that I get you guys all happy thinking that Jommy is gonna happen then crush your hopes. They even threaten me that they weren't going to read my story anymore. I just wanna tell that person, that nothing is wrong with me. I'm perfectly fine. If you stop reading my story, then oh well, but you'll be missing out. I mean if it gets on your nerves so much, then how do you even watch the show? They do that ALL THE TIME. Sorry, just how to get that out there.

Anyways,(WARNING...MATURE CHAPTER...IF YOU ARE TOO YOUNG PM ME AND I WILL SEND YOU THE T-RATED VERSION) Ah...smut...you gotta love it. Okay, this is my favorite chapter!! I have to give credit to my very good friend Courtney Hodges who gave me the inspiration just by one line ( All I want is for us to love each other unconditionally for one night. Then tomorrow we can go back to pretending we hate each other). I hope you enjoy!!

Chapter 15: A Breath Inside of a Whisper

Tommy: I…don't…love you.

Her body becomes frozen.

Jude: Don't?

She looks at me in complete shock. I know she wasn't expecting that. She started to get tears in her eyes. This wasn't supposed to hurt her this much.

Jude: Don't?

Her voice cracks.

Tommy: I'm sorry.

Jude: You asshole! How can you say that!?

Tommy: What do you mean?

Jude starts to cry even harder and takes a deep breath.

Jude: You said that you don't love me. Why?

Tommy: You told me to tell you the truth.

Jude: That's right. I said the truth. I know your lying!

I look at her shamefully. Why does this have to hurt so much? I don't want to see this.

Jude: Please, tell me you're lying.

She's actually begging me to say it. I have to…no! I can't! I know she's hurting now, but she'll be happy with Spencer. I look down at the floor. She has to hate me, she has to.

Jude: Tommy, please.

I look up and she's still crying. Her make up is running and her face is bright red, yet she is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I shake my head.

Tommy: No, I'm not lying. I don't love you Jude.

Stephanie comes in. I'm guessing she heard everything from outside.

Stephanie: Uncle…why is Jude crying?

Jude didn't look at Steph. She just looked at me and walked out of the kitchen. I heard her go upstairs and shut one of the doors. Steph looks at me funny.

Stephanie: Uncle James, why was Jude crying? Did her mommy die too?

Tommy: No, she's just mad at me.

I crouch down so we could be face to face.

Tommy: Steph, can you do me a favor?

Stephanie: What is it?

Tommy: You don't have to, but if you wouldn't mind, you can call me dad.

A smile instantly appeared on her face.

Stephanie: Yes, daddy.

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Jude:

It has been two days since the last time Tommy and I truly talked. I can't even look at him. I thought he loved me. He did, he does, and I know he does. Ugh, why does this hurt so much? I thought I was over him. I supposed to be over him. We're going back to Canada in two days, but I don't think I can stand being here much longer. I need Spencer. Someone knocks on the door. I suspect its Tommy.

Jude: Go away Tommy!

Jasmine: Jude? It's me, Jasmine.

I wipe my remaining tears and tell her to come in. She sits on the bed next to me and looks at me with concern.

Jasmine: What is going on between you and James?

Jude: Nothing. He's being an ass, as usual.

Jasmine: C'mon, you can tell me anything, you know that.

I look at her and nod my head. Jasmine has really become one of my best friends.

Jude: I've been waiting for Tommy-to tell me in words-that he loves me.

Jasmine: Oh, and he hasn't said it yet?

Jude: We were talking in the kitchen and I asked him to tell me the truth. And…he told me he didn't love me.

Jasmine: He said that he didn't?

She seems as shock as I was.

Jude: Yea, I asked him if he was lying. He said no. He was so convincing, I don't think he was lying.

I started to cry again. Jasmine held me as I cried on her shoulder.

Jude: Why does it hurt so much?

Jasmine: Well, that's obvious. Because you love him.

I lift up my head and look at her incredulously. I shook my head.

Jude: No, no way. I love Spencer.

I am so over him. I have to be over him.

Jasmine: You can be in love with Spencer and still be in love with James.

Jude: Even if I did, he doesn't love me back. And it's too late.

Jasmine: How so?

Jude: Spencer and I are getting married in 3 months. I just called him and said I couldn't wait until I turned 19 too get married.

She shook her head at me.

Jasmine: Why do you hide from it? You know it's right.

Jude: Jazz, what are you talking about?

Jasmine: Think about it.

She walks out and I lay back on the bed. I hate love, love really sucks! No, never mind, it doesn't suck; especially when you have a guy like Spencer there for you. Man, I really need him right now. I really am in love with Spencer, but with Tommy back in my life, it's going to be hard to not be in love with him either. I have to show that I'm going to get over Tommy. That's why I told him I wanted to get married sooner. This is the right thing to do. I think…

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Tommy:

Jude just told me she's leaving now. We don't have to go back to Toronto until Sunday. I see walk down with her suitcases.

Tommy: Why are you leaving so early, girl?

Jude: Well, duh, Quincy, you should already know why.

Tommy: You have to plan for you and Spencer's wedding?

Jude: Yea, that's right. I'm marrying Spencer, someone who does love me!

Oh, she makes me so mad!

Tommy: You're just a kid!

Jude: Yea, a kid who's in love…with someone who loves me back!

Tommy: Yea, you wish!

She laughs bitterly.

Jude: You don't know how right you are, Quincy.

She storms out and I just sit on the sofa with my head in my hands. I'm glad Steph is taking a nap right now. What am I doing? I was so stupid to say that I didn't love her. Every time I try to protect her it just doesn't work. This isn't only hurting her, but it's hurting me. Spencer and Jude are getting married in 3 months. That's 12 weeks. Dammit! I hear the kitchen door open and I see Jazz there.

Jasmine: Are you going to chase after her? Or are you just going to sit there and watch your life runaway from you?

I smile at her and she smiles back. I run out the door and Jude is about to get into the cab. I run in front of her and she looks at me astonished.

Jude: Tom, what are you doing?

Tommy: Um, I'm not sure.

Jude: Just move.

Tommy: No.

Jude: No? Who do you think you are!? Just move!

Tommy: Why are you being so difficult!?

Jude: You know why Tommy…because I hate you!

Tommy: Don't worry, I hate you too!

We're both lying to each other and ourselves. I know she loves me, I can see it in her eyes. I don't even need to see the color anymore. I just know it. I love her too, more than anything.

Stephanie: Jude? Where are you going?

Steph was at the doorway with her pajamas on. She rubbed her eyes to take the sleep away. Jude turned around and looked at her.

Stephanie: You're not leaving, are you?

She turns and looks at me.

Jude: Apparently, I'm not.

She grabs her suitcases from the trunk and went right back up to the guest room taking Stephanie with her.

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It's almost midnight and I am still stuck on the song I've been writing since we arrived here. There are so many things jumbled up in my head right now that I can't think. I put the notebook back on the desk and decide I should get some rest. I check on Steph and then I go towards my room. Suddenly, I hear muffled sobs. It is coming Jude's room. I don't know if I should or should not go in there. To hell with it, I love her, and I'm going to see what's wrong. I open the door and see her sitting up on her bed, clinging on to a pillow.

Tommy: Why are you crying, girl?

Jude: Everything was perfect, until you came back! Your stupid Quincy charm made me this way.

Tommy: Excuse me?

Jude: You made me fall in love with you again.

I was astounded. I knew that she loved me, but now she's saying it out loud. So, that's why she wanted me to tell her so bad. It means so much more when you actually say it and mean it. I look at her with sorrow in my eyes. She wipes her tears away, puts the pillow on the bed, and stands up.

Tommy: Jude, you were right. That day at the kitchen when you said I was lying, you were right. I was lying to you. Jude, I'm in love with you.

Jude: I'm not sure if that's enough anymore Tommy.

She walks closer up to me and we make eye contact.

Tommy: Then tell me, what do you want?

Jude: All I want is for us to love each other unconditionally for one night. Then tomorrow we can go back to pretending we hate each other.

Never taking her gaze off me, she goes on her tip-toes and kisses me lightly. I kiss her back immediately but the pull away. She sees the concern on my face.

Jude: Please, Tommy, I need this. Just one night.

I kiss her and she kisses back. I lay her down on the bed and get in between her legs. We keep kissing like that for about another minute and my lips find their way to her neck. My hands go up her shirt slowly and lightly. I take off her shirt and I throw it across the room and go back to her neck. I feel her nails raking down my chest and my abs. Then she does the same with my shirt as I did to hers.

I kiss her lips again with more passion. Again, I make my way down her body. I kiss her breast and she moans quietly. I keep making my way down until I reach her pajama bottoms. I untie them and she kicks them off hastily. She unbuckles my belt and pulls down my jeans. I throw them off the bed and go back to kissing her. I snake my arm around her body and she arches he back as I unhook her bra. I make my way down to her panties and remove them from her. I lick my way down her body until I reached her core. She moans and arches her back slightly.

Jude: Tommy.

She's pleading. I stick my tongue inside her and out. She was about to reach her climax and I stop. I take off my boxers and put my tip inside of her. She moans loudly.

Tommy: This time Jude, I'm not going to have sex with you. I'm not going to fuck you. This time…I'm going to make love to you girl.

Jude: Please Tommy, make love to me.

Tommy: I love you.

Jude: I love you too.

I thrust inside of her and she moans in pleasure. I keep thrusting holding a steady rhythm. Deeper and deeper I go as she lets out small screams. I kiss her to silence her a bit. She holds on to the headboard of the bed. I stop for a moment and put her legs on my shoulders. I thrust again and I can see it pleasures her. She closes her eyes tightly as I get completely inside of her, and almost completely out. Finally, we both reach our climax and I collapse on top of her. After we got our breathing back to normal I pulled out of her. She whimpers and I kiss her.

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I wake up and look at the clock. It's 3:38am. Jude is sleeping on my chest and my arm is around her. I smile down at her and start to play with her hair. She stirs and opens her eyes. She looks at me and smiles. Then I just remember something.

Tommy: We didn't use a condom.

Jude: It's ok, I'm on birth control.

I let out a sigh of relief and kiss the top of her head.

Tommy: I guess I better go to my room.

Jude: I guess you better.

Tommy: I don't want to let you go.

Jude: You'll always be in my heart. True love never dies.

Tommy: Then I'll go, we did agree on only one night.

Jude: Just one night.

I kiss fully on the lips and get up from the bed. I grab my boxers and put them on. I grab the rest of my clothes and I was about to walk out the door.

Jude: Tommy?

I turn around and look at her.

Jude: Will you still love me in the morning?

I smile slightly at her.

Tommy: Forever and ever babe.

I got that from the movie Click with Adam Sandler. See why it's my favorite chapter. I think the next chapter I'm going to skip a few weeks or months. Not sure yet, but trust me...it's worth the wait...I know exactly what I'm doing. REVIEW PLEASE!!