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Meredith had just put the finishing touches on a birthday cake that was to be picked up that afternoon, when Izzie came to the back of the store. "Hey."

"Hey, where did you go off to?" Meredith asked.

"Miranda sent me to deliver a cookie order to the Catholic school down the street." Izzie said as she washed her hands and began to ice sugar cookies.

"Hey, girls I just added a mocha cookie to our menu and they should be out of the oven in ten minutes." Miranda said as she waked in with the new stack of brochures.

"Yum." Meredith said as she boxed up the cake.

"So, how is the sex with McDreamy?" Izzie said as she airbrushed the color on the cookies.

"Listen, I don't want to hear about your sex lives." Miranda cut in. "All you girls think about is sex, you nasty."

Meredith laughed. "So that phone call I got after my date to the water park from some one saying, 'did you guys do it in the water?' was what? A wrong number?"

"Okay, so I do want to know. How is the no-sex, bright and shiny combo?" Miranda asked as she pulled a stool up to the counter.

"There hasn't been any. Not sense the first date." Meredith said.

"Meredith!" Izzie said stunned.

"What?"

"You guys have been dating for almost three months. You spend so much time together and the eye sex is insane. I mean you guys either sleep at our place or his almost every night and no sex?"

"Nope." Meredith said with a smile.

"You don't have sex." Izzie rolled her eyes.

"What do you guys do?" Miranda asked.

"We talk, make out, eat, and watch movies…make out. We enjoy each others company." Meredith smiled. "I'm happy.'

"Aww, you guys are too perfect for each other." Miranda said. "Izzie how are things with that Denny guy?"

"Wonderful, I mean he is so laid back and manly. I love it." Izzie smiled.

"Izzie and Denny sitting in a tree…" Meredith sang.

"Oh shut up." Izzie said back.

"Well, its off of work time for me." Meredith said as she stood up. "Miranda, the Klosterman's said that they will be on there way for this cake by three-thirty."

"Alright, have a good day Meredith." Miranda said as she took a cake out of the ove.

"Have sex Meredith." Izzie encouraged.

"Bye Izzie."

"Bye."

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Meredith was walking down the streets of New York when she received a call from Derek. Her ring tone for Derek was "You and Me." By Lighthouse. She got a special ring tone him when she realized that "She's Everything," by Brad Paisley played when she called him.

"Hello?" Meredith answered with a smile on her face.

"Hey there." Derek said back. "How is the most beautiful woman in the world today?"

Meredith laughed. "I don't know, when I see Heidi Klum I will ask her." Meredith laughed. "How are you?"

"I'm good. I just finished up my last surgery. I've been at the hospital since ten last night and I was just wondering if you wanted to get some sleep with me?" Derek said.

"Don't you think you'll get more sleep if you have a bed to yourself?" Meredith repled. She wanted to see Derek, so she had hoped that he would insist on sleeping together.

"But Meredith, you have been at work since four and I haven't seen you since yesterday afternoon." Derek could tell she was smiling on the other end. "Please."

"Derek…" Meredith groaned.

"I'm doing my sad puppy face" Derek smiled. "You know you can't resist it."

"Okay, come on over." Meredith turned the corner to walk some more of the trip home. "I'll see you in a little while."

"Okay, have the covers pulled down, because I am ready to crash." Derek said.

"Oh I will." Meredith yawned as she walked up the stoop of her building and got into the elevator. "Bye Babe."

"Bye."

Meredith unlocked her door and sat her stuff on the table in the entrance. She took a sigh of relief to be home and slid off her brown pumps. She walked in and turned on more lights and sprayed some air freshener that she had bought had Bath & Body Works just last week.

She walked into her bedroom and slid off the Tiffany's blue dress she had been wearing since early this morning. Miranda didn't really care what they wore to work as long as it was spring colors or another color that matched with the season. It also had to be appropriate and nothing 'whorish'.

Meredith went into her room and stripped down, to climb into a Yankee's sweatshirt and blue sweatpants. She put her hair up and waited for Derek as she drank some water.

A little while later she heard a knock at the door and when she opened it Derek was there.

He came in and instantly wrapped his arms around her. They leaned against the counter and held each other for a few minutes before walking into Meredith's bedroom.

"I am so tired." Derek said as he rubbed his hand along his five o'clock shadow.

"Me too." Meredith got onto the bed. Both of them fell asleep as soon as there head hit the pillow.

About two hours later Derek woke up and looked at Meredith. She was so peaceful when she slept. He kissed her forehead gently and got up as she stirred for just a moment. He walked out into the kitchen and grabbed a water, then went to the couch to watch CNN.

Another hour later he looked at the clock and decided to wake Meredith up. He walked to the back of the apartment and went onto the bed. "Meredith."

She stirred but didn't move. He kissed the side of her lips , "Meredith, wake up Baby."

"No." She growled as she wrapped her one arm around her him and put the other on his shoulder.

He began kissing her neck. "Come on Meredith."

"Derek, no…I want to sleep." Meredith said as she continued to keep her eyes closed.

He lowered her covers and climbed under them with her. "But we could get dinner and hang out."

"But I'm sleeping." Meredith groaned.

Derek leaned and turned the light on. "Get up Meredith. I want someone to come play with me."

Meredith laughed. "Fine, I'm getting up."

"Good."

"Yea, yea, yea."

He kissed her neck. "Get up, we'll order in tonight and watch a movie on Pay Per View."

"Okay." Meredith stood up and went into the restroom. "I'm going to shower. Will you order and I should be ready and have my hair dry by the time it gets here."

"Sure."

She walked back out leaned down and kissed him quickly. "Now go."

Derek laughed and Meredith smiled as her idea popped into her head.

Meredith decided to use this time to drive Derek crazy. She had given him blue-balls in the theatre after he pinned her against the movie seat and put ice down her shirt. She had groped him in the hospital cafeteria when she went to visit him on his lunch hour. This was a game between them and tonight she was going to drive him wild.

She took her shower and made sure to clean herself with sweet floral scents, instead of perfumed scents. She got out from the shower, blow dryed her hair and ran a lavender scented mouse through her hair to make it curly. She sprayed it, and then applied a natural layer of make up. She decided to use her Dior lip gloss, which she only used for special occasions. She went into her closet and locked the door as she looked through her drawers on lingerie. She had several items that still had the tags on them and she bought them over the years, but bought even more when she started dating Derek. She rummaged through them and settled on the perfect one. She picked out a lacey thong to go under it.

She slid on a pair of black of black stilettos. She rubbed lotion on her legs and body, that had a hint of sparkle to it. As she heard Derek getting things ready in the kitchen, she teased her hair up a bit more and retouched her makeup. She heard the doorbell ring. "And so it goes."

"Meredith, the pizza's here! Can you answer it, while I grab the wallet from my pocket." Derek shouted.

"Sure" Meredith smiled and walked towards the kitchen. Derek didn't notice because he was faced with his back towards her. She walked and opened the front door. "Hey."

The pimply faced teenage boy went white in the face with a boyish grin. "Hey there."

"Alright, how much is..." Derek stopped as he saw his girlfriends back as she talked to the teen pizza boy. His draw dropped and instantly his pants felt smaller as she saw her as coming out from the tiny nightgown.

"It will be umm...the pizza is um.." The pizzs boy struggled to get the words out. "Fifteen dollars."

"Thanks," Meredith smiled. She turned to Derek and said in a seductive tone. "Aren't you going to pay him."

Derek jumped back to reality. "Yea." He walked over and pulled Meredith into his waist and stood in front of her. He wanted to keep her as covered as he could.

As he payed the pizza boy and took the pizza. Meredith put her hands around his waist and began massaging himn through his jeans. She then looked around Derek's shoulder, "We would love to stay and chat, but I really want to see my boyfriends cock and then maybe I'll get fucked."

Dereks eyes almost bulged out of his head. He put his hand around Meredith's waist and moved her to behind the door.

"Keep the change." Derek said to the pizza boy as he hurried and shut the door. He turned to Meredith. "What the hell do you think you are doing?"

"You told me to get the pizza." Meredith said innocently, as she pulled him closer and slipped a hand down his pants. "I did my job."

Derek pulled her hand out of his pants, trying his best to fight off his erection. "Meredith I can't believe you. I just..."

"You don't like it?"

"No, I love it." Derek said, "But it drives me crazy when men look at you."

"But it was a teenage boy."

"I don't care if it is a ninety five year old man. I still want you to myself." Derek said.

"I'm all yours." Meredith pulled Derek, by his tshirt and into a kiss.

"Meredith.."

"Shut up." She sat back on the kitchen table and pulled Derek closer. She stopped kissing him him just for a second. "You're mad."

"I'm not mad." Derek said as Meredith kissed his neck. "I just love you and I don't want anything to happen to you."

Meredith stopped kissing him. "You what?"

Derek smiled at what he had said. "I love you Meredith."

Meredith smiled. "I love you." She pulled his shirt over his head and through it on the floor. Luckily there was nothing on the kitchen table except for a few magazines and napkins, because Derek took everything out with one hand. He kissed her neck then moved down to her breasts as she pushed his jeans down.

Derek stepped out of them then pushed them to the other side of the kitchen. Meredith stuck her hand down his boxer briefs and rubbed up and down his shaft then gently squeezing his balls. "Meredith..Oh God...Meredith."

She smiled as she gently massaged, then went faster and faster. "Derek, you've been very patient." She began kissing his neck then gasped as she felt his fingers dip inside of her. She smiled once she caught a grip.

"Meredith, I want you." Derek moaned. "Please just let me."

"I want you too." She moaned as he moved his finger around and his thumb grazed her clit. "Derek, I need you."

She arched her back as he used his other hand to gently lower each strap her of her night gown. She let go of him to pull the straps completely off and lower the nightgown under her breasts as derek took one into his mouth. He flicked them with his tongue. "Meredith.."

"Take me for a ride Derek." She moaned has she dug her hands into his back. "Please get inside of me."

She lifted her ass off off the table and slid her panties down. He teased by leaning over her with his penis grazing her clit. He finally kissed her passionately and entered her on full force.

She gasped and dug her fingers in deeper. "Oh Derek."

She arched her back as he playfully removed himself then entered her again. "Derek!!"

She grabbed on the sides of the table as he thrusted in and out. She lowered on hand and slid her finger over the begining of his erect penis and grazed it with the edge of her nail, sending a jolt through his body. It was almost like his was gasping for air. He was so focused on pleasing her that his orgasm came at the same time.

"Oh s.shit Derek!" She screamed at he filled her.

He moaned out. "Oh my Meredith."

He collapsed over her. They held eachother and caught there breaths before he removed himself from her.

"Derek.."

"Yes baby?"

"We might want to clean this table, before Izzie comes home." She said as she ran her fingers through his hair.

"Yea."

A few moments later, they sat on the floor of her apartment naked. Meredith had fully slid the nightgown off before they decided to eat their now cold pizza.

"Did you mean it?" Meredith asked.

Confused Derek asked back, "Mean what?"

"When you said you loved me." Meredith stated.

"Yea. I love you Meredith." He said as he stroked her face, "I love you a lot and I don't want to scare you, but I think about the future with you."

A tear came to Meredith's eyes, "I love you."


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