The New Beginning
Chapter one: reality and Dreams
(disclaimer I do not own twilight or new moon they belong to Stephanie meyer who is my idol)
Edward wrapped his hand around mine, his cold skin sending electric shocks through me. "So Bella, I believe today a year ago is when we met." his voice purred as he spoke. I always had trouble with coherency around him. " yes I believe so." how could I not remember that a year ago is when I happened to look across the Forks high cafeteria and see the most beautiful boy I have ever seen. Forget the fact that the first time we met he absolutely hated me. Something like that seemed unimportant now. His thumb traced shapes on the back of my hand. Even now trying not to harm me in anyway. It was always so hard for him I mean, all I am is a frail human. We walked toward the school together when I noticed that everything was getting darker…
"Edward? What's going on?" I flashed my eyes to his face I could barley see him.
"EDWARD!!"
I sat up in my bed with a jerk. blinding light was pouring through my window. I rubbed my eyes and looked outside. I gasped at what I saw. Lines of cookie cuter houses lined up one with a cactus on it's barren front yard.
I threw off my bed sheets and raced down stairs only to be met with my mom's living room. "mom?" I wasn't sure what was going on. René hurried into the room. "Bella," her face looked worried. " sweetie what's wrong?" "what I am I doing here?" my mind wasn't able to wrap around what was going on. Where was Charlie? Why was I still in phoenix, and where was Edward? "what are you talking about honey?" did you have a dream?" I almost laughed at that. How could something so beautiful and extraordinary be just a dream?
Then it hit me.My mind, and my heart stopped. I had always thought Edward was a dream with in a dream. I never thought that was literal. The love of my life, my sun, was nothing more than a figment of my imagination. My blood ran cold. How could this happen surely all that happened couldn't of been a dream. I needed something, something to prove that it wasn't a dream. My mind flashed to a few months ago…..James….the bite.
I brought my hand to my face.
There was nothing but my pale skin staring back at me. I felt my legs buckle under me. My knees hit the floor with a soft thud."Bella?!" René rushed forward and grabbed my arm. "Bella are you okay? What's wrong?"
she helped limp me over to the couch and we just sat there for a while. I was fighting back tears while we sat. a million things raced through my mind but I couldn't hold on to any of them all they were was blurs of the dream running through my head. I loved the fact that René was here comforting me but I really needed to be alone . " mom?" René 's worried eyes flashed to my face. "what is it Bella?"
"I really don't want to go to school today if that's okay with you." I really hoped my track record for not lying about being sick to get out of school held up because I just really needed to work out my thoughts.
In my room my thoughts over flowed and I crumpled on my bed in sadness. I had lost the love of all loves and he wasn't even real! Edward, the Cullens…a whole year in Forks!!!
Wait….Forks was still there…..
It sounded insane even to me. The one who was thinking it. If forks was real then maybe the other things that I had dreamed about were real too. I mean you hear all the time about people who see things before they happen…I mean out of all those reports at least one of them had to be true. Not everyone in the world was completely insane. Like I felt.