"Derek's a Jerk." Meredith said as she stood in her kitchen baking as Izzie sat at the kitchen table.

"What did he do?" Izzie asked.

"He yelled at me this morning." Meredith said as she put ingredients into a mixer.

"Well, what did he yell about?" Izzie stood up and began cleaning her cereal bowl in the sink.

"Well, we're supposed to go to his mother's at noon." Meredith started.

"Oh yea, you're supposed to meet Derek's family." Izzie said. "Derek's taking you home to meet his mother."

Meredith rolled her eyes, "Not if his attitude doesn't shape up."

"Well, it sounds like you and Derek might be having you're first fight." Izzie said. "Good luck and have lots of makeup sex."

"He's not getting sex." Meredith said.

"Oh there will be sex." Izzie said. "I'm just glad I have to work."

"What time?" Meredith asked.

"I'm leaving now." Izzie said as she grabbed her purse and a Vitamin Water from the refrigerator. "See ya later."

"Bye." Meredith replied back.

Meredith turned the mixer off and began pouring it into the dish, then placed it into the oven. She heard the door open and Derek rounded the corner.

"Hey." Derek said as he sat his keys on the counter.

Meredith looked at him then walked over to the sink.

"You want to take a quick morning nap, maybe even make a baby." Derek said as he wrapped his arms around her. "Then we'll go to my mothers."

"I'm not going." Meredith said as she moved away from Derek's arms.

Derek laughed awkwardly. "Uh…baby, what do you mean you're not going?"

"I'm not going to go, so that would accomplish the not going." Meredith snapped back.
"What's wrong?" Derek asked.

"You're a jackass." Meredith said as she grabbed a mixing bowl for the icing.

Derek crossed his arms, "What did I do that has you so pissed?"

"You yelled at me this morning!" Meredith said.

"You were driving me nuts Meredith!" Derek yelled back.

"How? How was I driving you nuts?" Meredith yelled.

"You freaked out when I said I had to go in to do an early 911 surgery." Derek answered.

"I was not freaking out about that. I asked you when you would be back and you very rudely responded with 'I don't know.' Then I asked if you would be home by noon to go to your mothers and you yelled more." Meredith took the cake out of the oven and slammed it on the counter.

"Well, I wasn't planning on going into the surgery!" Derek yelled. "You just kept asking me about something I wasn't sure about."

"Well, I'm sorry that I was curious about when my fiancé would be back, because we had plans!" Meredith said. She turned off the oven, and then went into the bedroom.

Derek followed her into the bedroom. "I don't want to fight Meredith."

Meredith looked up with tears in her eyes. "I'm sorry."

Derek went and sat next to her on the bed. He put his arms around her, "Its okay and I'm sorry too."

Meredith began to cry.

"Hey, we survived our first real fight." He said as he kissed her forehead.

"Yea." Meredith said through her tears.

Derek saw that Meredith was still upset, but he knew that it was more than the argument.

She hasn't been the same since she took that test.

"Meredith, please stop beating yourself up over the pregnancy test." Derek said as he held her closer. "It usually doesn't happen for any couple the first time they try."

"But you don't understand." Meredith said. "I've already lost a baby. Do you know how bad that hurts?" Meredith wiped her tears. "I mean I don't know what I did. I took my vitamins, I ate well and I lift anything too big."

"I don't know, but I don't want you to worry." Derek kissed her lips. "But please don't blame yourself. It hurts my heart Meredith, honestly it does."

I fucking hate Finn, he blamed her for losing that baby and now my Meredith is a mess.

"I'm sorry." Meredith said, "I'm sorry if I don't get pregnant. If you don't want to marry me because I can't seem to get…"

Derek cut her off, "Stop that Meredith. Stop saying you're sorry about not getting pregnant the first time around. You can have babies, the doctor told you so. You know I could kill Finn for what he did. He made you miserable and you didn't even realize it until you wanted another baby."

Damn she's beautiful. I wish she would just get pregnant, so she wouldn't be so worried. But it will happen when the time is right.

"I love you." Meredith said as she kissed him.

"Mmmm I love you too." Derek said as she pulled her on top of him.

Meredith removed her shirt quickly. She ran her hands to the hem of Derek's shirt and lifted it above his head. Derek undid the belt on his pants as Meredith lowered herself down to his manhood. Derek pulled her back up to him. "No Meredith."

"Why not?" Meredith asked. "You don't want a blow job?"

"I do, but not now." Derek said as he stuck his hand at the waistline of her jeans and pushed them down. "I want to touch your ass."

Meredith giggled, "Really?"

"No." Derek said as he flipped her over. He began kissing her ankle and down to her inner thigh. He kissed each side of her thighs

"Oh, Derek." Meredith moaned, "Please, just do it."

Derek teased her with his tongue. Than began to kiss up her mound, to her stomach.

"Oh Derek, that is not funny." Meredith said. "You teased me….Oh what are you doing?"

Derek looked at her stomach and kissed it, "I'm going to try really hard Meredith to get you pregnant." He kissed it again, "I love you."

Meredith smiled, "I love you too."

Derek finished removing his pants, than place his hands on each sides of Meredith's head. "I want to make a baby with you."

Meredith smiled as the tears streamed down her face. She put her hands on his shoulders and kissed Derek passionately, lightly biting his lip.

"I want to give you this gift Meredith." Derek smiled and kissed Meredith's neck.

"It's the greatest gift Derek." Meredith said as she met her lips with his. She lowered her hand to massage his erection.

"Lets make a baby." Derek kissed her forehead, then thrusted into her.

"Oh my God." Meredith gasped as she threw her head back.

"You're so beautiful." Derek said as he slowly thrusted in to her. He made sure he did it slowly, because he wanted it to be romantic. He wanted the moment they created a new life to be romantic and memorable, even if it meant slow and sweet sex for a while.

As Meredith moved with Derek's body, she grasped onto the sheets as Derek kissed her neck. She moaned, "I love you."

I could say it a million times.

Derek's felt her back arch beneath him as her orgasm took over. "Derek…Derek…I ….oh my gosh."

"Meredith, oh my God." He kissed looked into her eyes as she closed her eyes and moaned. He kissed her chest as she came down from her orgasm. He was immediately turned on as she began thrusting, and massaging his penis.

"Come on Derek." She said as she whispered into his ear. She grinded her hips, which made him scream her name in return. She smiled and instantly felt him fill his warm and sweet essence into her. "Oh Derek…oh…"

As Derek came down from the high, he kissed her gently. They both had beads of sweat coming from their bodies, as Meredith spoke, "Thank you."

He kissed her lips as passionately as he could, "We better get cleaned up, before we have to go."

Meredith smiled and was still out of breath when she said, "If your mother asks what we did this morning, we should leave this out."

Derek laughed, 'Meredith?"

"Yes baby?" She said as she played with his curls.

I have a good feeling.

"Never mind." He said, "Let's go get ready."

"Okay." They kissed each other passionately and then got up. "Derek?"

"Yes?"

"I hope your mother likes me." Meredith said as they got into the shower.

"She'll love you." Derek said as he put is hands on her waist.

Derek drove into the driveway of a big brick house. He looked over at Meredith and took a hold of her hand, "Don't be nervous. My mother will love you."

"Does she know we're engaged Derek?" Meredith asked nervously.

"I told her I was proposing right before I bought the ring. Then I told her when you said yes." Derek kissed her hand. "She and my sisters are very excited to meet you."

Meredith took a deep breath, "Okay let's go."

They both got out of the car and walked hand in hand up the sidewalk. Meredith suddenly stopped. "Derek?"

"What's wrong?" Derek saw a nervous look on Meredith's face.

"Were not going to mention the whole baby thing, right?" Meredith asked.

"No, we don't need to. I mean, we'll just let them know when it actually happens." Derek kissed her gently. "The baby stuff is our business right now."

Meredith smiled, "I feel much better now."

"Good." He moved a strand of hair out of her hair and led her up the steps of the home. He walked right in, "Mom!"

Meredith looked at Derek and smiled. A moment later she heard a sweet woman's voice come from the kitchen. "I'm coming."

A little girl ran around the corner and into Derek's arms, "Uncle Derek!"

"Hey Bella!" Derek said. He kissed her on the cheek then looked at Meredith, "Bella this is Meredith."

"Hi, Meredith."

"Hey Bella." Meredith said with a smile on her face. Before she could speak another word to women came into the kitchen, one older and one younger.

"Hey Mom." He said as he kissed her cheek. He hugged the younger girl, "Hey Jenny."

"Hey Derek." Jenny said back.

"Mom, Jenny and Bell, this is Meredith." Derek said as he pulled Meredith closer. "She is my fiancé."

"I'm Derek's mother." She said as she hugged Meredith tightly. "Welcome to the family."

Meredith smiled, "Thank you. You have a lovely home."

"Well let's sit down for lunch." Jenny said as she walked towards the dining room.

Meredith sat next to Derek. He held her hand mostly through lunch. "So was Derek a good kid."

Derek's mom laughed. "It depends."

"Mom!" Derek said.

Meredith laughed as his mother answered, "He was a very sweet and kind little boy. No there was one time where he refused to take a bath and I had to chase him down the street. He got all the way to the end of the street wearing absolutely nothing."

"Oh Mom, why did you have to say that?" Derek said as Meredith laughed.

They talked and laughed at the table for a few hours.

"Well, I'm going to clean off the table." Jenny said as she stood up.

"I'll help you." Derek said.

"No honey, I can do it. You stay and talk to your mother." Meredith said as she kissed him lightly. She took a few dishes into the kitchen.

"Hey." Jenny said, "So were you surprised by the ring."

"Well we talked about it briefly, but I wasn't expecting it. So I was really surprised." Meredith said, "You have a great brother."

"Thanks." Jenny said with a smile. "He's a great brother."

"He's just great." Meredith said with a smile.

"Can I ask you a question?" Jenny asked. "If you don't want to answer you don't have to. And I also mean it in a very sweet sway, so I hope you don't get offended."

Meredith was a little nervous, but she nodded her head. "Sure."

"Are you pregnant?" Jenny asked. "I mean you just have a glow in your face."

Meredith smiled, "No, I'm not. At least not that I know of."

"Sorry I know I'm butting in too much." Jenny said apologetically.

"No, no you're fine." Meredith said, "I don't mind. So what kind of brother was Derek?"

"He was great and very protective. I mean, he used to get the names and addresses of the boys we dated." Jenny looked at Meredith who was fiddling with a towel. Jenny instantly felt a connection to Meredith. "Derek's going to make a great Dad. He's going to be very protective of his little girl."

Meredith smiled, "Really?"

"Yes, I mean he has experience with kids too. He had younger sisters, nieces and nephews." Jenny said, "I mean Bella's first Halloween where she could go trick or treating my husband and I came down with the flu. So Derek dropped everything and took her." Jenny took a deep breath.

Meredith smiled, "He's a sweetie."

"Meredith, my brother went through a tough time with the divorce and all. I have never seen my brother this happy in years, not even when he was married. I know you for a few hours and you fit." Jenny said.

Meredith felt tears come to her eyes, "Thanks."

Jenny put her arms around Meredith, "In two weeks, take a test."

Meredith laughed, "What?"

"You might not know it yet, but you have got to be pregnant." Jenny said, "You're very emotional and you're glowing."

"I don't think I'm pregnant." Meredith said. "I mean I wouldn't mind, but I don't think I am."

"Meredith, if you aren't pregnant, then I will name the next child I have after you some how. Maybe even a middle name." Jenny said as she popped a grape into her mouth.

Meredith laughed, "Well you don't have to do that."

"You're so pregnant, that or you had some really great sex." Jenny said teasingly.

Meredith laughed and Jenny laughed as Derek came into the room. "So, how are you two doing?"

"We're good." Jenny said as she walked behind Derek. She made belly symbols to Meredith until Derek turned around. "So Derek are you going to stay tonight and play poker with the guys?"

"No, I don't think so. Meredith and I have to go soon." Derek said as Meredith yawned.

"You tired Meredith?" Derek's mother asked.

"Just a little bit." Meredith said.

Jenny mouthed silently to Meredith, "Pregnant."

Meredith laughed as Derek and his mother turned around and looked at Jenny who started laughing too.

Jenny made me feel good, but I'm not pregnant. I already took a test.

They finished talking, then Meredith and Derek left. When they got into the car Meredith kissed Derek sweetly.

"What was that for?' Derek asked.

"For being a good guy." Meredith said as she snapped her seatbelt.

They sat in silence the whole ride to Derek's apartment, as they held hands. They needed a change of scenery since they always stayed at her place.

As they walked into the apartment Derek gently pinned Meredith against the wall. He kissed her hard and passionately then leaned his head against hers. "My mother and sister loved you."

"Really?" Meredith asked.

"Yes." Derek replied as he kissed her neck.

"Love you." Meredith put her arms around his neck.

"Love you Pinkie." Derek said as he kissed her cheek.

"Pinkie?" Meredith laughed.

"Just go with it, you called me Boo Boo Bear earlier. So Pinkie is my name for you." Derek said as he led her to the bedroom. "Let's go watch a movie."

"Okay." Meredith said as she yawned and followed Derek.

I love you always and Forever.

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It had been a little over four weeks since Derek's family had met Meredith. The day after lunch with his mother, Meredith met the rest of his sisters, nieces and nephews. She had also met all of the husbands, she loved his family and they loved her.

Meredith woke up and felt slightly disoriented. For the past three days she had felt ill and today was no different. She sat up, ripped her covers off and ran to the restroom. Today was no different; she ran to the restroom and emptied the contents of her stomach. She leaned against the wall.

What is going on?"

"You might need this." Derek handed her a pregnancy test box. The last time they went to the store they bought a few and put them in a drawer in the bedroom.

Meredith looked up at Derek, and then bent over the toilet again. He held her hair and fixed the strap of the pink lace camisole that had slipped off of her shoulder. "Don't get excited its just the flu."

Derek knelt down and wiped her face with a wet cloth, "The flu that goes away by noon?"
"I don't know." Meredith said with a tear in her eye.
"Take the test. I'll be waiting on the bed." Derek said and then kissed her temple.
Derek walked out and Meredith held onto the box pondering what she should do.

Meredith walked out of the restroom and sat next to Derek.

Derek put his arms around her. "Three minutes."

"Three minutes." Meredith repeated. She took a deep breath and said, "I took three. I urinated of three of them, so that we would definitely know the results."

"Yea?" Derek asked.

"Yea."

Derek kissed her cheek, "Two more minutes."

"Two more minutes." Meredith replied.

They sat and waited in silence. Meredith felt like it was the three longest minutes of her life. She didn't know what to do so she just stared at the picture on the dresser. It was of her and Derek at the mall sitting on Santa's lap at the mall. She had to talk Derek into doing it, but it was their first Christmas together and she really wanted to.

Derek sat and looked at the same picture. He remembered how Meredith talked him into sitting on the mall Santa Clauses lap. He remembered that Meredith wasn't into Christmas at end of November, but by the end of the month she was excited.

I just want us to be happy.

"Derek, how much time do we have?" Meredith asked.

When he looked over at her, she reminded him of a young child. There was something so innocent about the look on her face, "Ten seconds."

"Okay." Meredith said.

"Meredith look at me." Derek said.

Meredith looked over and Derek and he kissed her passionately. "Whatever happens Meredith, I love you. Everything is going to be alright."

"I love you too." Meredith took a deep breath. "Its time isn't it?"

"Yes." Derek said as he patted her back, "Go get them babe."

Meredith stood up and took a deep breath. "Okay."

She walked into the restroom and grabbed all three of the sticks. She made sure she didn't look, but walked slowly back to Derek.

Derek watched as Meredith walked out of the bathroom.

She's so beautiful. Please let this be it.

Meredith walked over to Derek and sat down next to him. "Here."

Derek took the tests into his hand. "You ready?"

"I guess so." Meredith looked down at her hands. She began fidgeting with the bracelet on her wrist.

Derek double checked the directions, and then looked down at all three tests. He took a deep breath. "Mer,"

I can do this.

"Meredith…" Derek said again.

"Yea?" She said quietly.

"All three of them are positive." Derek said happily.

"What?" Meredith asked as she looked up.

"They're positive." Derek said with a smile. "Meredith you're pregnant."

Meredith smiled as tears filled her eyes. "Really?"

"You're pregnant baby." Derek said as he took her into his arms.

Meredith burst into tears. "We're having a baby."

"We are having a baby." Derek held her as she cried tears of joy. "I love you."

Meredith moved her head up for Derek to kiss her. As they kissed, he moved her back onto the bed, so that her head rested on the pillows.

"Derek…"Meredith said.

"Yes?"

"I want to take this slow, so that I can try my best to make sure everything turns out alright." Meredith said.

Derek knew what she was referring to and he cuddled closer to her. "Meredith we will take you to the doctor's tomorrow. Then have you checked out and get everything we need to."

"Okay." Meredith said. "Derek, I'm going to get really fat."

"I can't wait." Derek said as he placed his hand on her stomach. He leaned over and kissed her belly. "I can't wait to meet you my baby."

"You just talked to my belly." Meredith said laughing. "That was cheesy."

"Get used to it Mommy." Derek said as he kissed her lips.

"Fine Daddy." She kissed him back before they fell asleep.

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