Chapter Three : trying to win

(this chapter will be in third person sorry )

disclaimer I do not own twilight or new moon they belong to Stephanie meyer who is my idol I don't own the song 'Tiger Lily'either.

Bella awoke from a light sleep to her alarm clock buzzing loudly next to her. Her hand reached slowly out from under the comforter to tap the top to make it stop. "ugh…" she managed to roll herself out of her blankets and land on the floor with a thump. "OW! Stupid wood floor…." rubbing her back she got up then went to her window stairing out of it momentarily. Then she remembered what day it was. "oh crap!" she yelled as she realized it was her first day to Forks High school. She ran ro her closet and threw on a blue sweater and a pair of baggy jeans. She grabbed her bag racing down the stair , managing not to trip, and out the door with a granola bar grabbed from the kitchen counter.

She jogged to her truck yanking the door open and hopping in. she was very hyper today and yet very nervous. She didn't want to get her hopes up but it was hard not too. Her fingers drummed against her steering wheel as she drove down the road. She switched on the radio to calm her nerves.

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.

She gripped the wheel. She thought about how she and Edward sat in his car in her drive way while he quizzed her on the most random of questions. How she loved sitting there watching his expressions.

the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.

His musical laugh. The way he always made her feel like she was never alone because he was always there for her.

and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)

He would hold her at night singing her to sleep how the last thing she would feel before she feel asleep would be his stone arms around her. And how she would wake up to him watching her from across the room smiling.

as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."

The day in the medow. The best day of her life when she rested her head against his chest and told him how she really felt.

and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

And how she left to get away from James. How she had felt empty and lost.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

How she felt she didn't need anyone else. Just him. Forever.

Tears slowly started to brim in her eyes. And she whipped them away quickly.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse. (any worse)
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
'cause i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse

She sighed as she pulled into the high school parking lot in front of the office. She jumped out and tried to even her breath out as she opened the door and walked up to the counter.

"umm, yes my name is Bella Swan." the secretary looked up and smiled at her. " oh we have been expecting you ! Here.." she pulled out a paper from under neith her desk and handed it to Bella. "this is your scedulal and your map is on the back. I hope you have a good day." Bella smiled and nodded before turning around and walking out the door.

She got in her truck and drove over to the student parking lot. She didn't feel the need to look at the map because the school looked like it had in her dream.

\it was there pulling into an empty stop that she noticed a shiny silver Volvo sitting a few cars down with a young boy leaning against it.

Sorry this is so short and that I havn't done much in awhile but please still read it. I promise that I will update it as much as I can.

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