Silently I sipped on the cup of animal blood they gave me. I was still thinking about it, what should I choose? I knew Edward and I could never be. In those five years, just those five years, something changed. Maybe everything changed because of my dead family.

I sighed... Well I made my choice. I stood up and drank the blood all in one-shot and threw the cup against the wall, making it shatter. "Well, where to now?"

Surprisingly, a knock came from the door. I opened it cautiously to see Demetri standing there, "What do you want Demetri?"

"Aro requests your presence in the dining hall," Demetri said with a serious voice.

I rolled my eyes, "Can't you just say Aro wants to talk to me? I mean what's with all the presense in the dining hall?" I could see Demtri's lip twitch upwards and silently smiled at myself for making at least someone smile a bit. "Okay, so where is this dining hall?"

Demetri motioned for me to follow and I swiftly followed his lead. His eyes silently glared at the few vampires that were staring at us. I didn't mind so I just smiled lightly at all of them. They just stared at me like I was an alien...oh well.

Aro opened his arms wide as he saw me, "Isabella! Have you chosen?" His eyes gleamed as he waited for my response.

I sighed. "I'll join...it's just...Would you mind keeping me a bit of a secret? Not let anyone else know?" I knew I was actually asking him to keep this from Edward and the Cullens...

Aro scrutinized my face carefully then sighed with understanding, "That will be hard. If you expect me to do that, then I need you to change some things about yourself..." Aro dipped his head an inch as his brothers came into the room and continued, "And I will need you to drink humans...the entire time."

"What? I thought you said only twice every month..." I glared at Jane as she joined int he room as well.

"Well, I will keep the Isabella Swan secret, but I need to represent someone else in your place...someone not vegetarian." Aro sighed, "So, I need you to change your habits and your name."

I thought carefully, if I did what he asked, Edward would never know or come and stop me... All I had to do was just drink from humans... I winced at the thought, drink from humans? Was I trully becoming a monster now, just to get revenge? "Your andswer Bella?"

Maybe I shoult just try it out... "I'll..." I hesitated, should I really? "I'll do it."

Aro clapped his hands twice, "Wonderful! Now, what would you like to change your name to?

"Vivian Hailee," I immediately answered. Vivian because it sounded hot, and Hailee as a rememberance of my family.

I saw a flash of recognition in Aro's eyes but he didn't voice it, "Well then Vivian Hailee. Welcome to our little family." Aro motioned for Felix, "Felix bring Vivian here some snack."

Felix's eyes glanced at me curiously but nodded and turned around and left. Aro looked over at me with the corner of his eyes, "Bella, dear, you don't mind drinking right now, do you?" I could tell this was a test. To test me if I was actually willing or not. I just nodded my head and I saw Aro smiled secretly. "Well then..."

Then, I remembered the real reason why I came here, "What about Elizabeth?"

Aro seemed a bit cheered, "Yes, that was what I wanted to say. I want you to take Jane and Demetri. You can use Demetri to track her down and Jane to just cause a bit of fun. Wouldn't you like that? I'll let you do anything with Elizabeth as a...welcoming present." Aro sighed dramtically. "This will cause her to stop hunting down my gaurds."

IT was that easy? Did I really have to join this stupid Volturi just to get some of his people? Did I really had to do this? Then I sighed, of course I had to. I looked to the left when I saw Felix coming in with a girl in front of him. Felix was smiling at himself.

The girl was that same girl from the plane, surprisingly. The one who told me to shut down my lap top. She seemed not to recognize me as she shivered and looked around with wide, scared eyes. Aro motioned for me, "She's all your Bella."

They all stared at me intently, watching to see what I would do. What would I do? I couldn't just kill and innocent human being... I just couldn't cause them the pain as I drank from them. Aro stared at me, tellin me with his eyes to continue.

I took a deep breath and rolled up my sleeves and held up my arms. Aro watched curiously now, as I walked towards the girl. I looked at her with pity and sorrow in my eyes...I had to do it. I just had to. Then, I braced myself as I focused, I quickly let out a thumping pulse. Aro chuckled slightly as he felt the room sorta beat like a heart once. The girl fell to the ground but I caught her and brought her neck towards me. This was easier, she could not feel the pain or know what happened to her.

"I'm sorry," I whispered to her so softly that no one heard but myself. And then...I pierced through her soft skin to feel the warm, thick liquid of blood rush into my mouth. I paused briefly until the sudden urge to finish her off came into me. I drank more and more faster, her blood still rushing towards me. It tasted sweet and dellicated, her blood sang with pure innocence.

I sighed as I dropped her bloodless body to the ground. A lower-ranked vampired rushed in and dragged her out. Aro came behind me, "What an interesting way to drink your prey..." I clenched my hands tightly as I tried to fight the urge to run out and take another innocent life.

"I'll...be in my room," I muttered, my voice expressing no emotion. Aro just nodded like he understood and let me go. As I reached my room, I immediately punched the wall with anger. I screamed with frustration, I had just drank from a innocent girl! I had caused her life to end! I turned and kicked down a table, was I becoming the monster that was feared by everyone?

"I'm..." I whispered to myself as I sat down on my bed, "I'm a monster..."

A/N- How was it? Did you guys enjoy? R&R