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Chapter 10

Feel Better?

Jada stayed at the boys house for the rest of the day, not caring about school because she didn't really want to face everyone there. She knew everyone would ask questions, she only hoped that Paula and Lisette were going to be ok with everyone knowing that they were her best friends. Fletch had thankfully tracked down that reporter, she was from some gossip magazine, and threatend to file a lawsuit if they printed the interview. Jada smiled when he told her that they were burning the interview and firing Cynthia. After about an hour of being at the house with the boys she was already feeling better because all of them were doing crazy stuff to make her laugh and trying to make her feel better. Currently they were having a pillow fight in the living room, and Jada decided to join them. She grabbed a pillow off the floor that was still there from their little sleep over last night, and started to wack Danny over the head.

"Hey, what the hell, we're trying to make you feel better and you go and hit me in the freakin' head!" Danny said, smiling.

Jada responded with a smile and another blow to the head with the pillow. Danny retaliated and pretty soon everyone was hitting everyone else again, even Fletch had joined them. They had a full on war for abou twenty minutes, until Jada got tired and plopped on down on the couch, just watching the others. She couldn't believe how much energy these guys had, they worked nonstop and still had time to have fun like this. She use to envie them at times but now that she was getting a taste of their life, she wondered how htey put up with it. Dougie looked over at her and smiled, watched here for a second, until Tom came over a smacked him wtih his pillow. Dougie hit him back and then walked over to Jada, sitting next to her, and smiled.

"Tired?"

Jada nodded, her smile fading with each second, and looked at the guy sitting next to her.

"What you thinking about," he asked her, knowing something still wasn't right.

"How, do you do it, Dougs? How do you put up with all of this, how do you have the energy to go on and on, how do live like this?"

Dougie thought about it for a second, before smiling and standing up, taking her hand, and led her up the stairs.

"What are you doing?" she asked him.

"I want to show you something," he led Jada to his room and sat her down on the bed.

Jada watched as he walked over to his closet and pulled out a loose board from the floor.

"I don't like letting he guys see this stuff."

"What is it?" she asked, craning her neck a little to see what he was doing.

He stood up and walked back over to her, holding a little box in his hand," You see, when the band first got famous, I didn't know how to handle it either. I would think about how I was getting the chance of a lifetime, being famous for doing something that I loved, but that only got me so far. What really helps me get through it, are these."

Dougie opened the box to reveal hundreds of pieces of paper. Jada gave him a confused look and he motioned for her to read one. She picked one out and started to read it, smiling when she realized what it was.

"These get you through it all huh?" she asked, still reading the fan letter in her hands.

"Yea, knowing that I inspire them, I help get through tough times, knowing that what I do makes a difference in their lives, gets me through all of the bad things. I love reading these when I get a chance. It reminds me that I'm not just doing this for the fame or the money, I'm doing it for them."

Jad asmile at him and said," Too bad the the only letters I'm going to get are hate mail."

Dougie's smile faded," It's not all going to be bad. I mean, Paula gets lots of letters telling her that they're happy for her and Danny."

"She told you that huh?" Jad looked down at her lap.

"Well, yea, I mean, she does, doesn't she?"

"No, Dougie, she doesn't," Jada said, looking into his eyes," She just tells Danny that so he won't be upset. She gets hate mail all the time. I think she has gotten one letter that said they were happy for her."

"Oh."

He didn't know what else to say, and Jada could tell he was uncomfortable now.

"I'm sorry Dougie."

"It's ok, you were just telling the truth, but lets not tell Danny about this," he said , finally smiling again.

Jada smiled and the two of them walked back down to the living room to find the rest watching The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.

"You're watching the turtles and didn't tell me?" Dougie said, shocked that they would do such a thing.

"Eh," Harry said," You were with your new "girlfriend" up there. We didn't know what was going on and didn't feel like disturbing you two love birds."

Dougie jumped on Harry and playfully started wrestleing with him on the couch.

"Oi," Tom said," If you're gonna do that, get off the couch."

"Tom, you're such a girl!" Danny said, joining in on the fun.

"I am not," Tom said, then Danny pulled him into the fight and he had no choice but to join in.

Jada laughed at the four of them. How did they always cheer her up when she was in a bad mood?