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Chapter 20
All is Settled
Jada sat and waited for hours for the other two girls to wake up and when they finally did she told them what had happend.
"But, I don't understand, if you wanted to have sex with him then why didn't you?" Lisette asked, pointing the spoon that she was using for her cereal at her.
Jada blushed, she hadn't admitted this to them yet and was hoping they wouldn't ask," I'm a virgin, that's why. I was nervous ok."
Lisette had formed an o shape with her mouth, clearly shocked at what Jada had just told her," You're a virgin? Since when?"
"Since forever."
Paula sighed," All I can say is if your not ready then your not ready, but if you are, don't be embarrassed. Everybody has a first time Jada, we all go through it."
Jada sat and thought for a second, then said," Is it going to hurt?"
Lisette couldn't help herself and burst out laughing at that question," I'm sorry, it was just...I don't know."
Paula glared at her before answering Jada's question,"It will at first, but it gets better, especially if the guy is gentle, which I'm sure Dougie will be."
"Wait, wait wait," Lisette said," When did you become an expert on sex, Paula? Anything you'd like to tell us?"
Paula blushed and sat there looking uncomfortable," Well, I, I just..."
Lisette gave Jada a smirk," Guess she's not the Virgin Mary I thought she was huh?"
"What about you smartass?" Paula asked," You're not exactly perfect you know."
"Guys," Jada said, interupting before it got too out of hand," Just one more question. How do I fix this stupid uncomfortable silence between me and Dougs?"
Paula gave her a 'duhhh' look and said," Talk to him you idiot."
Dougie took a sip of his water and sat down on the couch in his dressing room. Him and the guys were just about to do an interview with MTV and he was nervous because he knew they were going to ask about Jada. Fletch had told him to really sell it today, whatever that meant, which just made him even more nervous. He was so caught up in his thoughts that he didn't even notice Tom come into the room and sit beside him until he heard him say his name.
"Hey Dougie."
Dougie jumped and looked to his right only to come face to face with Tom," Oh, hey."
"What's up man? What happend between you and Jada earlier?"
"What do you mean? Nothing happened," Dougie said, looking away.
"Dougs, I'm not stupid, and neither are the other guys, we know something's wrong," Tom replied, putting an arm over Dougie's shoulder.
Dougie sighed and looked at Tom," Something happened this morning when we woke up, and I'm scared that I really messed up."
"Ok, but what happend?"
Dougie blushed and turned away from Tom, looking at the floor," I think I went a little too fast with our relationship. I'm scared that it's going to push her away from me, that I messed up."
Tom was getting impatient with him now," Dougs, what did you do?"
"This morning when we woke up, I was...," he wasn't sure how to word this properly, he was embarrassed enough without having to explain it to Tom," I was horny, I guess you could say."
"Oh, um," Tom was trying to hide the smile that was forming on his face.
"Don't say it," Dougie said, the words dripping off his tongue like venom.
"I didn't say a thing," Tom said, raising his hands in surrender.
Dougie closed his eyes and leaned against the wall," I don't know what to do, as you can tell from this morning, she's really pissed. I went too fast, and I've probably ruined a great thing."
"Dougie, don't jump to conclusions man, she may be just as embarrassed as you are. Just talk to her," with that Tom stood up and went back into the dressing room with the other guys.
"Just talk to her, right, not as easy as it sounds."
Later that night, when the boys got home, they found the girls in the backyard on the patio. When Lisette and Paula saw Dougie standing there in the doorway, they stood up and went inside, leaving the couple alone to talk. Jada looked up and blushed as she looked into his eyes.
"Hey," she whispered.
"Hi," Dougie said, sitting down next to her.
"I'm sorry," they both said at the same time, then looked up at each other, both surprised.
"Why are you sorry?" Dougie asked.
"Well, I mean, I led you on this morning, I was just nervous, I've never done this before."
Dougie smiled at her softly and said," Jada, you shouldn't be the one apologizing, I should be. I shouldn't have pushed you so far that soon. I knew you were a virgin and didn't take that into condiseration when I should have. I wasn't mad this morning, I was embarrassed and regretting what had happened. I though I had pushed you too far and I though you were mad at me."
"I wasn't mad either, I was just embarrassed because I'm so...inexperienced," Jada replied, blushing.
"That doesn't matter to me honey, the only thing that matters to me is your happiness and making sure that you're ready to go that far. You obviously aren't and I'm so sorry."
Jada smiled and kissed him," What in the world did I do to be able have you. You're too amazing Dougs."
Dougie smiled and kissed Jada once more," I love you, don't ever forget that ok."
