Title-And So We Danced
Author-Angel-With-Clipped-Wings
Catergory-Outsiders
Disclaimer-I do not OWN any Outsider character's, however… OH, IF I DID, All us smut/slash ladies would be very happy.
A/N-Yea...Sorry it took so long. I just moved:( and I hate my new school. Thanks again 2 iluvthecheat for betaing this chapter.The whole edit chapter stuff and working and I cant put a line through-out this whole chapter.:(
'thoughts' "Talking" Dreaming
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I sat there for a while until I got myself together. Thoughts swarmed my mind as I considered what Dallas had said.
"You are mine".
I am his? I thought the other night he had said that we needed to quit seeing each other secretly, but if he's getting upset because I'm trying to do what he wants... then what DOES Dallas want? As much as I loved thinking about how complicated Dallas was... it didn't help the situation. I walked out of the shed and towards Darry's house. I couldn't go to the places Dallas might be, because Soc's like to hang around there, and I'm not the toughest guy you meet .
As I walked on the sidewalk, I tried to think of happier things than what just happened between me and Dally. Nothing that popped in my mind got rid of the painful stab in my chest. I don't even understand why I'm upset. I should be happy he even CLAIMED me as his, and he wants to keep this relationship going. But is it really what he wants? Or did he say that in the heat of the moment? Before I knew it, my feet had taken me to the front door of my house.
Before I could even turn the handle, I heard screaming and shouting. Pressing my ear to the door, I could hear bits of my mom's voice, another woman's voice and my father's heavy breathing. Seems my mother finally met Eliza, my father's lover and it didn't sound very nice. I took my hand off the doorknob but was pushed back as someone ran out of the door. Looking up, I saw Eliza running down the street, clutching her clothes, make-up sliding down her cheeks.
Turning back to my house, I saw my father raise his hand at my mom. With her form crouched over, I ran over, and got in front of her just as he hit my cheek. She may not be the best mother, but she's mine... and I wasn't about to let her feel the pain my father is capable of. My cheek stung horribly.
"Waddya doin' here boy? Move it so I can teach your mother a lesson! I said move it!" my old man bellowed as I moved my arms outward so that they were in front of my mother's body as if to protect her. She was crying behind me, and I could feel her body shaking even though we weren't touching. I looked my father in the eyes, and shook my head. I knew it was going to get bad now... but I can't let him hurt my mom. I'm not going to live with that guilt when I already have enough problems.
"Oh, so now you're going to protect her, huh? Well than, you can take her place," and with that my father knocked the wind out of me with a fist to the stomach. My mother gasped and tried to pull me up when my body hit the ground with a thud, but I brushed her off. Looking at her, wincing as I moved so that I could stand up, I told her to go get some help. I knew before long my father would strike again.
She didn't move quickly and I couldn't hold him off long. Like I said, I wasn't the toughest guy you'll meet.I didn't get the chance to see her leave before my father grabbed my hair and banged it against a side-table that was close by. Searing pain exploded though my head as I tried to push his body away. The only thing it did was make him angrier causing his blows to be more powerful and the pain to become more unbearable.
Managing to move my feet, I got him to twist his around and fall to the floor. He landed with a grunt, giving me the chance to make a run for it. He however saw me beforehand and grabbed my foot and pulled me down beside him. He punched my face and stomach over and over, and soon I could feel myself slipping before darkness overtook my senses.
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Night drapped the skies and stars twinkled as we walked hand-in-hand to our shed. His voice was calm as he moved us into the shed, shutting it softly behind me. I closed my eyes with a sigh as he wrapped his hands around me from behind and kissed my neck. Even if this was just a lust relationship, I still felt loved. His lips left my neck and sucked my earlobe, making me moan as he licked the inner part.
I was already a pile of goo by the time he finally got to my lips, but he soon awoke my senses when he bit my bottom lip hard enough to make it bleed. His tongue licked the blood, asking for entrance to my mouth at the same time, which I quickly complied to.
We both battled for dominance but I soon loss due to the pleasures he was working with his hands on my jeans. I knew he was smirking when I moaned loudly once his hands reached inside my pants.
I almost came right there as he suddenly ground into my hips. But then there was nothing there. No lips, no hips.. .just air. I grabbed out in front of me to feel nothing between my fingers. I looked towards the door, and saw Dallas looking at me with heated eyes, making me confused as to what I had done wrong.
He grabbed the coller of my jacket and pulled me to him so we were looking face to face. Grimacing, I looked at his eyes trying to show him the confusion going through my head, but he just punched me in the gut. Crying out my body fell to the floor and tears leaked out of my eyes.
I saw Dallas spit on the the ground beside me and say, "Never again Johnny, NEVER again will I let you hurt me," before walking out of the shed and disappearing like he does so well at times like this.
Tears slipped to the floor and I could hear my sobs through the echoes of the shed. Why did he do that? I wondered as I took my sleeve and brushed off the few tears trailing their ways down my cheek. What could I have done to make him go away?
I once again moved my body out of the shed, silently reminding myself to stop ending up like this after each fight I had with Dallas. Except there wasn't going to be any more fights. Dally had left.
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As I started to wake up, I could hear some voices talking urgently around me.
"How could he do that..."
"I'm going to kill that asshole next time I..."
"Did the doctor say he was going to be okay? I mean I..."
"Shucks, I think Johnny going to be fine, I mean he IS a greaser..."
"I knew something was up… he has been.."
Seems the whole gang came. Just great. I wasn't in the mood to see anyone after my little dream, and besides that the fight me and Dallas had earlier didn't exactly go well and seemed to also float around in my mind. I think Pony was the first one to figure out I was waking when I tried to sit up because he yelled out "He's waking up!" and ran over to help me. After I opened my eyes, I saw everyone's face and it scared the heck out of me.
I had never seen Two-Bit face all scunched up with worry because he's always laughing, I'd never seen Soda look so heated. He looked as scary as his older brother. Reminding myself to never get on HIS bad side, I smiled up at Pony who was fussing over me like a mother hen.
"I'm fine guys, don't worry about it," I tired to get out, but it came out as a choked whisper. Darry shook his head and patted me on the head with a smile before grabbing Pony by the shoulder's and pushing him out of the room.
"We'll let you rest a bit, and get a bite to eat, okay? We'll be right back," Darry said, but it was obvoius he was trying to take Pony home. I waved them off then looked over at everyone eles to find Two-Bit dozing in a chair, and Steve bitting his nail as if he's nervous around me or wants to tell me something.
"Steve, what is it?" I asked looking at him. Steve NEVER got nervous, and it's creeping me out to see him so...uncomfterable. He looked up at me, and sighed before opening his mouth.
"Dallas is missing."
And I think I might have fainted or just was too tired to reply to him because I didn't remember anything but black again. How tuff was that?
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Ok thats it for now. Um...I know this is sooo off topic, but can someone PWEAASSE send me some links to some good, sort of unpopular Drarry(Harry/Draco) fics? I seriosuly need some of those right about now..and can't find any pouts. Pleeeeease?