Beast Boy
5/27/05
Raven, are you there? Okay, I guess not, since it's been about twenty seconds. I wonder how she's gonna put Cyborg to sleep. What is it? Man, it's times like these I wish I was a bit smarter. I wish you were smarter a lot. Raven! Someone seems happy to see me. Why wouldn't I be? Didn't you ask that last night? Wow, that could sound disturbing, Raven. … Sick pervert. Sorry, Raven, I didn't mean it like that. I swear. Okay, I'll believe you this time. Thanks, I knew you would! hugs What'd I tell you about that? It's immature. Yes. But I noticed you didn't make any comment about the action itself. So? So, I just hugged you… kinda. Yes, Beast Boy, kinda. And even the daughter of a demon needs hugs sometimes. Wha? Oh, grow up. No, really. I never thought I'd hear you say something like that. You never heard it, Beast Boy. You typed it. Well… yeah, you know what I mean. And you made me type it. Point. What? Nothing. I'll tell you later. So, when were you going to take Cyborg out of commision? Wow, that was a big word, Beast Boy. Be careful to not hurt yourself. Ha ha ha. Very funny. Curtsies, with a broad grin because I know this'll irritate you a bit Yes it was. … Grow up. Wow, did you just tell me to grow up? That's a first! Ha, yes it is! So, when were you going to have Cyborg pass out? Turn around. Why? Oh, smooth. I didn't even hear him hit the ground. That was partly because I had control when it happened, but thanks anyways. Now get in here. Allright. And don't forget that laptop!
Well, it's been a long day. I still haven't seen "it". Raven's been acting a bit differently from usual. She talked to me a lot today, and we walked around Nevermore. True, we were scouting for Trigon, but it was still fun walking with her. We don't really worry about stealth, since there's really no point for it. He knows exactly where we are. He didn't do anything to stop us, so this is the weirdest fight I've been in. Well, I think we're going to sleep now. I haven't seen any emotions. Raven says It will guard us. Hopefully It has decided it likes us and doesn't change it's mind, or we may be in trouble.
Raven
5/27/05
Surprisingly enough, Beast Boy was able to get this thing into Nevermore. I wonder what the effects of this'll be in the long run… hopefully nothing too catastrophic.
Well, I should probably go over what's happened. That thing that I sensed, the one that was kidnapping my emotions, was another emotion. It hasn't been kidnapping the others, it's been assimilating them. It's composed of all of the others, including Rage. I still haven't been able to fully grasp this new emotion. It's too hard.
This new emotion is love. It finally revealed itself yesterday when it came to attack me when I was talking to Beast Boy. It was never trying to attack, though. It was trying to break through my barriers to get to me.
I don't have any idea how I'm going to break the news to him. He'll probably flip out. And I don't blame him. I probably would if I was in the same situation as he. I'm kind of surprised that he hasn't figured it out yet.
Anyways, Love is out watching us right now. I feel really bad. I think she does, too. I mean, after all this trouble it's gone through to bring itself to full power, and then to reveal itself to me, we've both been forced to realize that the uh… 'target' of it's affections doesn't feel for me. He likes me as a friend, but not more. That figures, huh? I can't even say it.
I have to though. Love and I have spoken, and both of us understand what has to be done if I want to get out of this mess. I'm in love with Beast Boy, and somehow he's supposed to save me. I guess it makes some sort of perverted logic. The funny, immature one and the sarcastic, most mature one. The scary thing is, he's only infatuated, and I'm the one that's in love with him. I don't get how that works.
I've been thinking about the meeting of Love and Beast Boy. I mean, she looks exactly like me, except she doesn't have a cloak. All in all, I think I would've rather had her wear one. I've realized that a leotard probably isn't the best thing to wear all by itself. And what if Beast Boy gets obsessed with her? He'll be in love with my emotion! And Love is in love with him, and that makes me love him. Or is it I'm in love with him, which brings her into being and also directs her affections? Now I'm confused about all of this. And I'm jealous of my emotion. That's gotta be an all-new level of pathetic, there.
Well, that's all of it, I suppose. Beast Boy's asleep. Much as my old self would've hated to admit it, he's really cute laying there. We're in Happy's old field, so it's nice and comfortable. Wow, I've really gotten soft. Stupid wonderful Love. And I'm not sure which of those adjectives was the sarcastic one. Maybe both. I don't know.
Oh yeah, and the last thing. Love is all things dealing with love. Infatuation and lust are also parts of love, so I have to be VERY careful of her. Speaking of those two, I think I'm going to curl up next to Beast Boy tonight. I'm sure he wouldn't mind. I'll tell him I got cold if he wonders why I'm laying right next to him. Well, I suppose that's all for tonight. Write more tomorrow.
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Well, there it is. Love is loose. And to those of you (and I know there'll probably be some) who say I'm being predictable, I say that I just predicted your comment on my predictability. Now who's more predictable? And you'll probably say that that was just a once-in-a-lifetime foresight or something. OH, WHAT NOW? Okay, I'll leave you alone, lol. I'm gonna miss writing these like the chats. That was highly amusing for me to do, even if it wasn't for any of you. There's going to be a couple more of those, I think, but not for a while.
If anyone wants to criticize my portrayal of anything in this, and specifically I'm referring to my portrayal of Love here, please feel free to comment. I'll have a reply to you with the next update, and it won't be the generic "I'm right, you're wrong" thing or the "I'm the author, I say how it goes" thing. I will actually think out a defense against what you say, okay? I'm looking forward to at least one good debate, so please don't disappoint me!
As I've said countless times before, review, please. Review, or I shall recite the duck salesman conversation.