Beast Boy
5/28/05
Well, something went wrong. I woke up this morning, and Raven was laying next to me. And I mean next to me. As in, she was curled up against me. It was kinda cool, though, because she was, well, cool. I always thought she'd be warm, but she wasn't. Well, she was but… Oh, now I'm confused. Her body was warm and cool. Not like, a neutral temperature. Like I could feel both. Really weird… wait, why'm I talking about this?
Okay, forgetting about that, It was gone. Figures, huh? All Raven's told us is that we need to be very careful now. She's acting like a mix between the old Raven and the new one. She is a lot more quiet and reserved than she was yesterday, but she seems afraid to let me leave her sight. And she keeps walking real close to me, which is kinda… no, really… odd for her.
Anyways, we scouted for It, and for Trigon. No clue where either of them are. Raven says It is probably in Trigon's "care". She says he'll probably attack sometime soon, and that, without It, we may not be able to defeat him. Not a good thing.
Trigon came and spoke to me. I haven't told her, cause I know she'd flip out. While she was trying to contact the others, I kinda fell asleep, and there he was, talking to me. He said that It would be the downfall of both Raven and myself. He said It could possibly destroy the entire team. I don't wanna believe him, but how can I risk having the team get wiped out? As soon as I woke up, I looked for him, or It. All I found was a bit of hair. It was the same color as Raven's, but I know for sure that she isn't misisng any hair. So where'd it come from?
I have no clue what's going on, and I hate it. Hopefully I'll get some answers soon.
Raven
5/28/05
Hell. That's the way to describe today. I woke up and Beast Boy was feeling me up. I don't mean, like, he was holding me against him. I mean, he was freakin caressing my body. If it wasn't for the fact that I loved him, I'd kill him. Maybe I'll injure him for that anyways, I don't know. He'd deserve it.
I guess it was kinda my fault, though. After all, I was the one to lay down with him. I should have been more responsible. But I didn't think he'd actually do that! Both Love and myself thought that he didn't like me like that!
Love… that's why today's been so chaotic. She's vanished. I am willing to bet that Trigon has her. If he does, we're screwed. I can't believe it. Just when things begin to go right, that happens. Well, with any luck, she'll be able to get away. If he attacks us now, we're screwed.
Back to Beast Boy, then? Well, I don't know what to say, mostly because I'm new to this whole love concept. I love being me. I'm the only person in the world who could get away with saying that, ha! I guess, I kinda worked myself into a corner, then. I know what I'll do, though. This time I'll curl up with him while he's still awake to see what he does. But I'll warn him that I'll cut out his spleen if he does anything perverted. Until I get used to Love and her different facets, I think I should wait before I let things get out of hand. That'd be great, huh? We're here to defeat Trigon, and we're trying to be somewhat stealthy… then Beast Boy and I go and give into our uh… instincts. That would NOT be good. Entertaining and informative, perhaps, but not good.
Well, that said, goodnight. I've got a long day tomorrow.
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Okay, folks, there you go. I would like to point out that this is NOT going to be a lemon, possibly to someone's disappointment. To that, I say go to google and look for erotic stories there, not here… although I know that there are SOME of them here, and I will not go into detail about how I know this. At least not beyond saying I stumbled into a slash BB/Robin one, and it made me want to hurt myself. I believe gays should be allowed to marry and all that, but that doesn't mean I wanna read about them having sex. Now I will let the matter drop, before it makes me want to hurt myself again.