Beast Boy
5/30/05
She's doing this on purpose, I swear she is! What happened to the Raven I knew? She'd NEVER have done any of this stuff! Not that I'm complaining, but she's driving me CRAZY!
Okay, so I'm laying there, trying to get some sleep, and she lays next to me again. Leans back into me. I've kinda (not really) gotten used to that. Then she says she can't get comfortable and starts wiggling against me, still pushing into me. That was, uh… interesting. I lay on my back that it's less interesting… and then she lays on top of me, kinda. So then I turn around so I'm facing away from her, and she wraps her arms around me and pulls herself into me again. No sleep at all. The only thing I remember thinkins is "not nice", "so soft", and "Must resist stupidity impulses. Must not be maimed."
The weirdest part is, despite two nights of next to no sleep, I'm not tired. I guess I've been sleeping out of habit.
I didn't move after she grabbed me, because I didn't want to wake her up. When she finally did, she just laughed a bit. We talked a little, then she said she'd tell me what happened later. EVIL! PURE UNSATURATED EVIL!
I walked off around noon to try and, uh, compose myself. Then Trigon spoke to me again. He seemed scared. Why, I don't know. But he was.
He said pretty much the same thing, that It would be Raven's and my downfall. He said It's already started on me.
I have no clue what it's all about. Raven's trying to revive the other, but so far there's been no real success.
Well, it's been a couple hours since I wrote that. The other Raven is awake. They've been talking for a while. It looks like a mild argument. I wonder what they're talking about.
Confusing. Raven says she's going to watch over us tonight. She thinks I should stay with the one who was injured. It's weird, cause she still hasn't gotten her cloak back. I don't know what emotion this new one is, but she wants to sleep close to me. Is it a relative (is that the right word?) of Timid? I dunno. What's with Raven and her emotions wanting to sleep with me?
Raven
5/30/05
Poor Beast Boy didn't get any sleep last night. He's so cute, it's almost painful. But that's why I love him. Course, I can't not love, it's who I am.
We talked a bit today, mostly about unimportant stuff. I think that me and Raven may have been wrong about how he feels about us, though. Some of the things he said seemed to hint that he thought a bit more about us than it seemed… Or about her, I should say.
Beast Boy went out walking, and when he came back he seemed a bit odd. I'll have to watch him and make sure nothings wrong.
I'm going to try and wake Raven up now, she seems to be a bit better.
It's Raven now. I can't believe what Love did last night. At least she didn't let things go any further.
When she woke me up, she told me that Beast Boy thinks she is me. She said we should probably keep it that way, because it will make him think better of me. But I don't want to lie to him, and even he will eventually realize the Raven he slept with that night didn't have cuts on her face when we go back to reality. For tonight, though, we're going to pretend I'm one of the emotions. I'll tell him in the morning. I'm not going to tell him who Love is, though. He has to find that out himself.
There's not much left to tell. My attempt to save Love was obviously successful, if it didn't work out quite as planned. All in all, it could've been worse.