Beast Boy

5/31/05

More normal night. This emotion didn't wiggle around at all, so I was able to sleep. She wants to tell me something now.

That makes sense, I guess. This "emotion" is the real Raven. The one I slept with the other night was one of her emotions. She won't tell me who it is, though. She says I have to find out on my own.

The cuts and bruises she has are healing faster than normal. It looks like she's going to have some scars on her face, but they actually don't look all that bad. They make her look a bit creepier, but in a good way. It'll definitely increase her image as the Titan that shouldn't be made mad.

Her and the emotion, who I'm assuming is the It Raven was talking about, are talking. I don't know what they're talking about, but they seem to be planning something.

Hold on, what if It is also the It that Trigon is talking about? That would explain what he meant when he said It was already starting on me, or whatever. Could It be doing whatever it's going to do to make us lose? Maybe I should talk to Raven about this.

Okay, they just told me what they were talking about. They're planning to attack Trigon tomorrow. I'm not supposed to know the plan, because I can't shield my mind from him, or something. I guess it makes sense. I also got the feeling that they don't really know what my part in the battle is going to be. There's too much mystery about all this for me… kinda making me nervous.

I got a chance to talk to Raven about what Trigon said. She just said that he is trying to confuse me. The It they were talking about was the same It, though, she says. I asked her if we should be careful of It, but she just laughed. Something about us needing to be more careful of It than anything else, even Trigon. Not really a good thing, but then she said It would make us fall, but it wouldn't be in the way Trigon implied. I have no clue what that means, but I guess I'll have to find out. If I knew what It was, it'd probably be easier for me to know what this all meant. So I guess I better get to thinking. Or sleeping, since it seems like tomorrow is going to be a long day…

Raven

5/31/05

I told Beast Boy that I'm the real Raven. He seemed to accept it well, but wasn't all that happy when I refused to tell him who Love is. He has to figure that out on his own.

Love and I spent all day planning how we were going to defeat Trigon. We still aren't completely sure, since it all really boils down to Beast Boy at this point. We can't even tell him the little amount we've planned, because Trigon could just pluck it out of his mind.

After that, he told me about some times he's heard Trigon since we've been in here. It seems that my father has been saying bad stuff about Love. The good news is, Beast Boy says that Trigon has seemed scared when he talks about Love. That's our main advantage, at this point.

Beast Boy figured out that Love and the thing that Trigon was talking about were the same thing. He thinks we should be careful of her, but we don't have to be. He says the main point of all of Trigon's messages has been that she will cause us to "fall". I still don't know what that means, exactly, but I do know that if we do, it will be a good thing for us.

As things stand now, we're all pretty much preparing for tomorrow. I hope Beast Boy is able to do whatever his part in this is. If not, we're all dead.