Beast Boy
6/4/05
I have no idea what's going on. If it wasn't for those other entries I've made, I'd think the rest of that was a dream. Nobody's been able to tell me what happened.
I remember fighting Trigon. Then he attacked me, and I felt enormous pain, then nothing. I think I died… but then how am I here? I woke up about half an hour ago and was back in the infirmary at the tower. Cyborg said I went into a slight coma, but other than that was fine. He said Raven flat-lined about when I came back, then her heart started back up. She's floating above the bed now, healing. That's a good sign.
I wish I knew what happened. I wonder if she and Love were able to defeat Trigon. I'd say probably, since she's alive now. That still doesn't tell me how I'm alive though… Would you rather be dead? No, I wouldn't, but… wait, Raven? It took you that long to realize you were responding to me? What happened? How am I still alive? I don't know that. But I did defeat Trigon. How? … I'll tell you later. I kinda need to talk to you about that face to face. Uh, okay. Do you know when that might be? I don't know for sure. I'm able to heal myself now, but it may be up to a week before I actually wake up. Oh… well, I hope it's sooner. I hope you get better soon hugs … You're such an immature little freak… But you love me anyways, ha! Yeah… unfortunately for both of us, I do. What's that supposed to mean? Actually, believe it or not, that's not an insult. How could it NOT be an insult? Simple: now I need to learn how to love. That's not all that easy for a person who blocked every emotion she's ever felt. I guess you have a point, there. Next, that's going to complicate things in battles and stuff. Yeah… and don't expect me to go easy on you in Robin's training exercises! Oh please, like I actually need you to. Ouch. That one hurt! And finally, if Slade found out about this, he'd use it to his advantage. Didn't think of that. Wait… this is just clicking in. So you really do love me? … Yes. I really do. I'm not able to show it as well because of circumstances and my natural behavior, but I am. Give me some time to get used to it, and I'm willing to bet I could give you a run for your money. … I'm wondering how you meant that. Maybe I don't wanna know. That's right. Now, I'm going to leave you alone so I can continue healing. Talk to you soon, okay? Okay. Uh, Raven? Yeah? I love you, too. You know that, right? I hoped… thank you for telling me. Yeah… bye then.
I swear, if Cyborg knew about that last part, he'd give me hell for it. And no pun intended about hell and Raven. I hadn't thought about that, though. We may have to keep this a complete secret, from everyone. That includes even the other Titans. I hope it doesn't come to that. I don't want to only be able to be with her at night or something. I wish we were just normal teens. That'd be so much more easier… I think.
Well, Cyborg says he figures my bones aren't going to be affected by my powers. He's letting me go play Gamestation. I told him I'd rather be here, in case something goes wrong with Raven… so he's bringing the TV and Gamestation up here. I guess he got bored with single-player over the past few days, lol.
Raven
6/4/05
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