Beast Boy
6/7/05
SHE'S AWAKE!
Well… kinda. I mean, she woke up for about 30 minutes, but wasn't really there, if you know what I mean. After that, she went back to sleep. But still, Raven woke up!
That was the highlight of my day, I guess. I did think of something to mess with Cyborg. Wait… if he's reading this, he'll figure out what my plan is… okay, not cool!
Me and Raven are still gonna get him if he is, though. He can count on that.
So it's been a very slow day. I talked to Raven while she was awake, but she was too weird to actually have a conversation. She seemed happy, though, so I guess that's good.
Robin thinks he knows why Slade attacked. He thinks that Slade heard rumors of Raven's illness, and he was checking to see if they were true. Basically it was just a scouting mission, I guess. But then why didn't he just send some robots to find out?
Starfire's been here since Raven woke up. That was a few hours back. The constant babbling is even getting on MY nerves… Well, if anyone can put up with annoying stuff, it's me.
Raven looks completely healed, except for the scars she got from Trigon. They're fairly hard to see, though. I hope she wakes up again soon. I wanna hear all that important stuff she had to tell me. I wonder if we should tell the rest of the team about what happened. Probably… I mean, they are pretty much family to us now. I don't see why we couldn't as long as we didn't let the news leak out…
I'm gonna get to sleep now, but I'm right next to all the computers. If Raven wakes up, they're programmed to beep, and that'll wake me up.
Raven
6/7/05
Wow. It's been awhile since I've written in here. I was able to wake myself up for a tiny ammount of time, but I don't know how long I'll be able to keep this up. I feel so weak.
I beat Trigon for now. I don't think he'll be coming back any time soon, either. After I saw Beast Boy's body, I just lost it. I went after him, and we fought for a long time. I don't know exactly how long, and it doesn't really matter. But in the end, he said he knew how I could save Beast Boy.
I had to sacrifice myself, and then my soul would essentially "feed" his. I didn't trust Trigon, of course, but Love said it was true. If I was willing to give the ultimate sacrifice, I'd be able to bring Beast Boy back.
I don't know why Trigon would've told me this. I guess it was because he thought I'd be too afraid or self-centered to do it. Or maybe he thought that I'd end up dead, and he'd be able to take over my body. Whatever he thought, I went insane on him, completely intent on dying. I actually had him beaten, and could've killed him normally, but instead I threw everything I posessed at him. My emotions flew out of me, ripping me to shreds in the process (or so Love has said). It also badly injured Trigon. Love said he was still alive, and somehow fled.
And, consequently, I am led to believe that there may, in fact, be a god. I don't see how I could've survived if something wasn't protecting me.
I'm starting to get drowsy now. The rest of it, I'll tell him when I'm actually awake… He can't understand what I'm saying now. I guess my coma messed with my mind a bit.