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Thanks: I got to thank darkfairy224 for fixing this chapter.
Note to my reviewer:
Liria Nai: Even thought now that the relationship out in to open, Harry still have a lot to learn. As for Ginny I just love her character. :) I always love to know what you think...
Potter's Wifey: LOL, Draco always get what he want. :)
Cheekyamericangrl211: Thank for the hug. :) and I'll try not to hurt Draco too much and your very welcome.
AngelikRebel: What could you possible be hinting...hehehe
xxpapercutxx: As much as I love Draco, I can't help but to hurt him a little bit more.
A note to all, I total SORRY for the long wait.
If I had known the reaction I was going to get by being Harry's boyfriend; I would rather it had remained hidden. Sure, Harry promised to protect me from physical harm, but he doesn't do a thing when they verbally abuse me. Sure, I dish out insults left and right to anyone who dares say something to me, but hearing the same things from sunrise to sun set starts getting to you.
So far, it has been a week since Harry kissed me in public, and everything else is mess. I had even started to respect and value the friendship of Weasley, not Ron of course (that git can die for all I care!), I meant Ginny and Charlie. Since I've gotten to know Ginny, I have been spending time with her brother as well. He has been teaching 'Care of Magical Creatures' since the beginning of the year. I just never mentioned him before because it wasn't important, but now since I have gotten to know him, he is starting to play an important role my life. Whenever I talk to him, I feel free; like I can be me and he wouldn't look at me funny or even care. Plus, I'm happy when I'm with him.
I'm not going to leave Harry, but I do realize how much my father has influenced me. Without him, everything seems so different from before. I never would have looked at Charlie without thinking that he was the wrong sort of person and now, by simply thinking of him I gain another cute older brother. When I see him, he always asks if there is anything wrong, it doesn't seem like much but it means the world to me.
Sure, people know that Harry and I are together, but Harry doesn't show me any affection in public after the kiss. Even though he seems to let everyone know that I'm his. He bloody marks me! I have this ugly love bite on my neck and he doesn't allow me to cover it me! I tried so many times to cover it up, but Harry always finds some way to uncover it.
I feel very foolish when he marks me, but the beginning of when we started to fool, around I felt as if Harry really liked me. It was the first time that I didn't protest when he started to strip me naked, I was so lost in the kiss that I didn't realize what he was doing until I was down to my boxer shorts. At first, I refused to be completely naked, but due that Harry promising not to do any more than just touching, I agreed.
It feels strange at first, I was completely naked, and Harry was looking at me like I was some sort of dessert! I tried to cover up, but Harry kept saying that I was beautiful. He removed my hand and just kissed me all over (and I mean all over)! I hope no one ever reads this, but it was the first time I have ever had an orgasm. I never felt the need to touch myself before and it felt like I was dying from pleasure and had been bought back to life.
At first, his touches were slow and gentle; it felt like he was trying to memorize my body by touching every single inch of me. There was this feeling that was growing within me, the more he touched me the more this weird feeling grew and become so strong that it exploded and I made a mess. I was afraid that Harry was going to be angry at me, but when I saw him lick it, I was so surprised! I asked him about it and he laughed so hard he fell off the bed and told me I completely destroy the mood.
I was too embarrassed to ask any more questions, and once Harry recovered from laughing he just got up and held me and told me not to ever change. I ended up going to the library and trying to learn more about it. I did try and ask Charlie, but he turned bright red and mumbled a few word and said he was busy. We're both guys so why won't anyone answer my question? Maybe I should ask Snape? He's the only other father figure I have, but it is kind of embarrassing…
I didn't even realize the love bite until Blaise pointed it out, when he tried to have a closer look Harry growled at him. The first words out of Harry's mouth was 'He's mine', and for some reason every time Blaise gets within two feet of me Harry either gives him a dirty look or snarls at him! I got him to stop by refusing to kiss him after he growls or is mean to my friends. Now he only growls at Blaise for hugging me, I tried several methods to stop him but, nothing worked, I even told him that Blaise already has a boyfriend. I guess I had to live with it. Harry's not the one at fault here; Blaise is having the time of his life getting under Harry's skin. I hope Harry doesn't do anything to Blaise; even though he may deserve it.
On the topic of friends, his side just sucks. The only people worth talking to are Ginny, Neville, and Charlie. Other than that, they are all a bunch of losers. I mean, I didn't plan to be with Harry! He was the one who started it all and they look at me as if I've turned Harry into some dark lord.
I can even hear them whisper about how I've affected Harry sometimes, but it's not my fault that he is a possessive git! However, even I can see how possessive he has gotten, and in some was it frightens me a little. I want to talk to him more about, it but I don't know what to say.
Both of us have been bombarded with questions left and right, we barely have a moment to ourselves without being interrupted. Our relationship isn't that strong yet and having people questioning our every move is not helping us. I also feel as if we are drifting apart as time go by.
There are some people who were freaking out, well mainly the Muggle born and half bloods, they seem to think that two guys together is wrong, I always tell them that 'The are several gay couples enjoying wonderful gay sex right now' just to see their faces all flushed as they walk away. I don't get why they believe that only the opposite sex can fall in love with one another. You don't fall in love with a person because they look a certain way, so why would their gender matter? To them there are even rules that say who and when you love, which I believe is pointless. The war is just around the corner and people can die at any moment! To refuse someone based on there gender is just plain stupid.
This lead me to the talk that Harry and I had, I learn that I'm not the only one confused about our relationship. He told me he has strong feelings for me, but like most Muggle born and half bloods, the idea of being with the same sex is foreign to him. The only thing that he's sure of is that he doesn't like the idea of anyone else touching me. He admits that he was jealous of Blaise and Ginny, but when I pointed out that he had Lisa hanging off him he said he was confused. Confused my ass! Sure, he told me the whole story but it didn't make me feel any better.
He says at first she reminded him of me, so that made me feel better. He was about to drop me just because there a female version of me. Then he added that he felt an attraction to her at the beginning, but as he got to know her, he realized that she was completely different from me. The more he spoke, the angrier I got. He was digging his grave and didn't even know it! Of course she was different, I'm Draco Malfoy, who else could be better then me? If I didn't love him, I'd curse his dick to fall off.
Damn! I can't believe I just wrote that. I, Draco Malfoy, am completely in love with the hopeless golden boy, Harry Potter; and all he has is just strong feelings for me! I have to talk to Charlie after this, I always feel better when I talk to him.
As for the purebloods, they think I'm destroying my family name. I'm the last Malfoy and if I don't produce an heir it will be the end of the Malfoys. There are even some news articles that about the history of Malfoys that question me about choosing Harry as my partner, some even demand that I marry a respectable female! Harry doesn't even try to help, he is happy knowing that I chose him.
Since the news is out, Mother has sent me a letter, which I haven't read it yet, I afraid of knowing what she wrote. I also receive a letter from Asher and Jayna, I don't which letter is worse, so I refuse the open either of them, at the moment the letters are at the bottom of my draw; and they have been there for the past week.
I have to go to the Slytherin meeting now, I hope next week is better; but I have a feeling that it going to be a lot worse.
Draco Malfoy
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Um...just want ask, is the rating okay? I don't think, I need to move it up but I just want to make sure.