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Chapter 14

Dear Journals,

I had lunch with Mother today, it was different to what I expected. I was lucky that Charlie was with me, I was so nerves that I didn't even want to go in the end. When I first saw her at the restaurant, I notice that she looks same as before. The war didn't seem to change her at all, I guess that Mother for you. No matter what the situation she always looks perfect, dressed in the latest fashion and her hair is never out of place.

She was sitting in the center of the room and had everyone was focusing on her. She was simple drinking her tea and with her head held high, as if she was looking down on the people around her. I still don't know what roles she played in the war. Father in the past had talked about his Dark Lord but Mother never gave any hint about what side she on. She either very good at hiding any evident that connect her to Voldemort or she was on the right side all along. I would never know.

The moment I enter the restaurant Mother had notice me straight away. Her eye seems to stare directly into my soul. I use to remember when I was a child I thought her eyes was one of the most beautiful thing in the world but now all I can see the coldest in her eye. I wonder what I did to make her detest me so much.

After I greeted her and sat down, I introduce her to Charlie who sat down beside me. She simple look at Charlie as if he was dirt under her shoe and then ignore him during the whole meeting. We sat in silent for a few minutes, I hadn't seen her in so long and yet I didn't have a thing the say. Mother had first broken the silent and talked about why she wanted to meet me in the first place. It was about Father's Will, he has basically given everything to me but the Manor in France and 50 million dollar which he has given to Mother.

I didn't know how to react, Mother said that she expect Father's Will and is going to move to France. She told me that seventeen and is an adult I could look after myself now. Basically she wanted to tell me I was on by own now. I know that Mother and I were never close but I feel as if Mother is abandoning me for the second time.

Before she left she made me promise her that I would at less try for an heir once. I don't know what I was thinking, being in her present make me too nerves to think straight. How an I going to have an heir if I'm with Harry? I guess my hand was shaking because Charlie had to hold my hand to clam me down a bit.

The important thing that happen during the meeting was Mother last words. She looked directly into my eye and for a second her eye soften and she apologies for being a bad mother and praise me for growing up to be a strong person. When she kissed me good-bye on the cheek she whispered that she was proud of me.

If Mother and Father was so dame proud of me why do they always leave me?

I don't remember leaving the restaurant or pretty much anything after that. As a child I use buy things to making me feel better but now I realize that no what I buy I still don't feel better. I know that it most likely the last time I will ever seen Mother again and I really don't know what I should feel.

I found myself holding onto Charlie after the meeting. I didn't cry on his shoulder but I feel like I need to hold on or he will leave me too.

Draco Malfoy

Note: Sorry it short, and the long wait but I am in Japan and it hard for me to find a computer.