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A/N:I hope you will like this...It´s kind of short but...
Handling difficult situations
2.Regret
When Sam woke up she needed a moment to remember what had happened the night before. She wasn´t aware of the fact that Jack was still holding her. He gave her a kiss onto her shoulder, pulling her close to him. Suddenly everything which happened in the last few days came back to her mind and when she turned around facing Jack , she wished it had been a dream. Martin was in hospital and instead of being at his side she had slept with their boss – again. How could she have been able to make a so damn, big mistake? Jack had broken her heart and she had still been willing to search his proximity…
Jack hadn´t slept that much. He had preferred to watch her sleeping form and had thought about them – their past, Martin and a lot of other things. He was sure at least about one thing : he would fight for her this time. She had been the only thing he had thought about in the last time. He remembered the dream he had that one night. He had talked with Liza about it. She had told him that he seemed to have still feelings for Samantha and, well, she had been right with that…It had broken his heart when he had found out about her having a fling with Martin. Had she loved him? Oh god, please not! He would not be able to handle that, especially not after what happened between him and Sam last night. Why had it to be so complicated between him and her? The first time he had been married and when Maria had left for Chicago she had suddenly been with Martin. What had she actually seen in him? He was a Fitzgerald…When he had told her nearly three years ago that Martin would join the team she had laughed about the idea, they had made even jokes about him…She never had wanted a serious relationship with someone at least not with a guy like Martin!Well, she had wanted a serious relationship with him... Had she really changed that much? How he wished to have been able to stay with her, telling her about his feelings, but he had to do the right thing for his girls, right? They would have never been able to forgive him if he had left them to live a happy life with Samantha. But now he was wishing he had never ended things between them. Why had it taken him so long to realise what he was feeling for her?
When she turned to him he stroked her face softly with his fingertips, tracing tenderly the outline of her beautiful face. She didn´t shied away, even when he bend down to kiss her. He wasn´t sure at all what he would have done if not in this particular moment his cell would have started to ring…
They had a new case so they had to get up and ready for work.
At the bullpen :
It was awkward silent for a while before Jack started the briefing. It was hard for him to focus his attention on the case and not onto Sam´s perfect looking, slender form, or her lips. He was aware about the fact that he wanted her, there and then. Again he was asking himself what he would do at the moment, if Danny was not there…Jack decided to give his thoughts a break and to focus onto work. They started the briefing and all thoughts about his night with Samantha had vanished from his mind.
Sam was watching Jack now for a while. She wondered what it meant for her what happened between them the night before. She knew that her feelings for him had started to grow again but she had also still feelings for Martin. God, she felt so bad for having done this to him – exactly the same way she had felt after the first few times she had slept with Martin, having found out that Jack would stay…Now she felt so conflicted, she wanted to be at the hospital, spending time with Martin. But she was too afraid he could notice what she had done…
Tbc
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