Author's Note: thanks for all the reviews guys, it made me feel loved.

So heres some wonderful disaster that ends up with some Addisex!!!!!! Whoot

Alex and Izzie ate dinner at Meredith's house, talking mostly about work and surgeries. Alex really couldn't think of anything else to talk about. He would talk to her and see Addison. She would flip her hair and he would see a flash of red. Before the night was over, he was begging his pager to go off. It wasn't that Izzie was boring, she just wasn't Addison.

When dinner was over, Izzie had apparently enjoyed his company more than he had enjoyed hers. She sat on the couch and motioned for him to do the same. Alex figured they were going to watch some TV. But when he sat down, she kissed him. Not a friendly kiss, a kiss with tongue. He was caught completely off guard. He pushed her away slightly.

"Addison," he sighed. He didn't know he had said it out loud, but he felt like kissing Izzie was somehow cheating on Addison. God, him and Addison couldn't even talk to each other without flinching anymore. There was no reason. So when Izzie exploded, he was ready.

"You did not just call me Addison!" she exclaimed furiously. She stood up and glared down at him with her hands on her hips, and Alex was reminded forcibly of a mother looking down at her child when he had misbehaved.

"You're right," he said, dodging the impending argument. "You're just hearing things."

"Alex, you asshole!" Izzie screeched. "You have a thing for Addison. So why did you ask me out tonight?"

"I…well.." Alex stuttered.

"I was your second choice, wasn't I?" she said. She was losing control with every word she said. "There should be a rule about going after Addison. She cheated on her husband, Alex! Do you really want to date a cheater?"

Now Alex was angry. He stood and stared Izzie right in the eyes. "Don't you dare," he seethed. "Don't you dare bring Derek into this. Don't you dare bring her horrible marriage into this. A marriage doesn't make a person Izzie. Just because her husband was an ass doesn't mean she is too. He completely ignored her. How would you like it if I ignored you for days at a time if we were dating? It would piss you off wouldn't it?" Izzie's face softened, but Alex couldn't stop himself now. "So she wanted to be appreciated. So what? She went to the one man that had ever shown her attention. So she picked the wrong one. She came here to make the marriage work, and Derek flushed that all down the drain. You saw her at Joes that day. She was a wreck. That was not a cold-hearted woman. She is still not a cold hearted woman. She tried, Izzie, and that is more than Derek could say. So back off of Addison."

Izzie stared at Alex, motionless. She had never heard Alex say so much of Addison before. Come to think of it, she had never even heard him call her Addison.

"Fine," she said. "Go get her then, Alex."

"I cant," he said, defeated. He sat down again and put his head in his hands. "I already blew it, and there's nothing I can do."

"So get your ass up and go get her," a harsh voice reprimanded. Christina and Meredith were behind the two of them, watching everything unfold. "Get up off your lazy lying ass and go apologize. One of us should have a happily ever after, right?"

"What about George?" Izzie said bitterly. "George is married."

"You mean Bambi? Bambi doesn't count. He went to Vegas. Happily ever after with a preacher that looks like Elvis? I don't think so," Christina rolled her eyes and walked up the stairs. "Oh, here." She tossed a piece of paper down to Alex. "That's Montgomery's cell number. I swiped it off Dereks phone. Use it well." She nodded to Alex and continued up the stairs.

He sent a text to Addison quickly. It said, "Im sorry. -Alex"

Then he turned his phone off because he was afraid of the reply.

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Addison's phone beeped and she flipped it open. Mark was kissing her neck.

"Alex?" she whispered.

"You did not just call me Alex!" Mark exclaimed, getting up.

"Oh, boy," Addison whispered, her head in her hands.