I know another chapter but I'm on a role. Need to get it out before I POP! Thanks R&R. Twilight no mine, it stephenie meyers. Story time. Alright we will have to swith POV's for this chapter and possibly others. Jakes and maybe Sam's.
BPOV
When I got home I just lay on the couch for what seemed like hours, but was probably only one hour. The doorbell rang then. I didn't want to get up but did anyway. It wasn't who I was expecting. It was Sam. Of course Jake wouldn't come over himself, he would blow up when he yelled at me for putting him in a situation like this. I was prepared for a yell when I opened the door, but instead what I got was a large hug. Lets just say I was a bit surprised, but I went on with the mental speech I had created for the person at the door.
"I'm not really in the mood for a fight right now so say what ever you're gonna say then please leave. But don't yell, please." I watched his face for even the tiniest trace of the anger I had prepared myself for, but there was nothing there but confusion and worry.
"What on earth are you talking about?" He yelled in a puzzled voice. I asked him not to yell, I knew it would put me over the edge. But did he listen to me? NO, he went and yelled anyway. I didn't know what I was doing but suddenly I went into a furious rage.
"I AM NOT IN THE MOOD FOR HIS RIGHT NOW. I TOLD YOU NOT TO YELL, BUT DID YOU LISTEN TO ME? NO. YOU WENT AND YELLED ANYWAY."I voiced my thoughts in a yell."I AM SICK OF BEING LEFT. BUT JAKE DOSEN'T EVEN HAVE THE COURAGE TO TELL HIS PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND HE'S BREAKING UP WITH HER IN PERSON. NO, HE HAS HIS pack,"I sneered that word like it was revolting to me,"LEADER TELL ME. OH, YOU ARE SUCH A MAN. You should be ashamed of yourself. You have a girlfriend too, would you want her to break up with you through me?"He shook his head and looked a little frightened." No? Didn't think so. Now get out. OUT." I pushed him out the door which amazed, all the time I was yelling relief was flooding through me at getting out my anger. I was crying but they were tears of anger and relief, not sadness.
All of a sudden I broke down and started to cry sadness. But I kept pushing on him, getting him out the door. I looked at his face right before I closed the door. What was there scared me, fear, anger, confusion, but most of all worry. He was worried about me, that sent a new wave of tears to me and I closed the door. I locked it for good measure, even though I didn't think he would try to talk to me in this state. I sank down on he floor and cried, I cried over the loss of 2 loves, of a great family, of 4 new brothers, and of the fact that I would be raising a child on my own. I knew I couldn't get rid of it, it represented all of my love, to Edward and now Jacob. I laughed to think I thouht Jake would have ever given me the time of day now that he knew I was having a kid. I sank into Zombie-mode, I thought I was over this. No, I knew that when I got involved with Jake. I knew if he ever left me I would die, not in the literal sense of the word, but I knew I would never be the same. I could and would NEVER love again. I would love no one but this child from now on, I promised myself.
JPOV
I sat there thinking about what she had said for about 10 seconds before running out of the house and changing. I called a meeting in a clearing about a mile from her house. I filled the guys in while they ran.
Guys, news. If ya'll are running you might want to stop for a sec.OKay, Bella is... pregnant. I told them and let it sink in. They all showed up at he same time and saw me on the ground, my clothes half shreaded. I must have looked like a wreck, I thought.
"Dude." Paul said, as surprised as I was.
"Whoa, man. So sorry." That was Jared, wait why was he sorry. I said so as much.
"Jared, what are you sorry for?"
"I mean, now you're gonna have to break up with her so she can tell the dad right?" He asked me. I laughed, I was so relieved. I wouldn't lose Bella to some oher man.
"Guys, you don't get it." I told them when they looked at me funny when I laughed."I'm the dad." I pronounced every syllable slowly, as if talking to a 5 year old. I lokked at here faces and saw different emotions in each. Sam was surprised and worried, Jared looked like he was about to pass out, Embry looked like Jared, just with a little more surprise, and Paul was beaming like he was a proud father."Paul, what are you smiling about?" I asked him, just as confused as the others.
"Dude, were gonna be UNCLES. I am going to have a niece or nephew. This will ROCK." He stated as he started dancing around like a kid that has to pee.
"Paul," that was Sam and he sounded proud?,"Stop that before he," here he pointed to me,"turns pink as, well, Bella." He told him. To me he said,"Turn wolf and tell us everything, no show us." He ordered me.
For the next half hour i showed them everyhing, everything except that night.
"I think I should go talk to her." Sam stated. I was about to protest when he talked to me directly."She doesn't seem to happy with you right now. I think she thinks your gonna leave her and she can't handle that. She thinks your doing to her, what Edward did to her a couple months ago. I bet she regrets ever falling in love with you, that she should have just stayed in Zombie-mode and she would have been safe. You remember how she was when he left her? This will be twice as bad if thats what she thinks. If she thinks she's lost him and you, she will kill herself. Not by jumping off a damn cliff, but by rasher means, cutting her wrists or shooting herself with her fathers gun. We need to act now." He told me and he ohers all this in a starined voice. I knew he thought of her as a little sister, they all did. It would kill them if she hurt herself, or me on purpose. We all gasped in fright. She's been alone in that house for almost an hour, she could have done anything she wanted.
"Sam, go. Please." I begged him. I bet I looked like a lost puppy, my eyes were watering and my hands were shaking, not from anger, but fright. I was scared, as scared as I think i'll ever be in my life. He looked at me like I was his little brother and I had just asked him to do the obvious. He did something I hadn't expected him to do. He hugged me. He took me in his strong grip and hugged me with such a fierceness, I just hung my head and cried. I didn't know when, but the other guys all hugged me around my shoulders at the same time.
"It'll be alright, little brother." Sam told me as he raced off into the woods to her house. The guys just looked at me with an ancient sadness in their eyes.
"Sams right. It'll be okay, little brother." They all told me this as they walked out of the clearing to give me some privacy. I could tell they were'n far. They didn't want to leave me alone, so I don't do anything rash.
"Thanks." I called into the woods, and heard 3 howls in reply. I sat on the ground and thought till I saw Sam come through the woods with the others behind him. He looked scared and worried. "What happened?" I begged him. I was crying again and wiped at the tears on my cheeks.
"She's alive for now. I never want to see another preganant woman again if they all act like that." He told us with an impish grin.
SPOV okay his is Sam's pov. not too good but hey. :-
I walked up to the door and rang the bell. I heard her foot steps on the floor and heard her sigh. When she opened the door I hugged her. With such a hug I tought it would kill her. When I put her down she looked surprised but was getting ready to speak.
"I'm not really in the mood for a fight right now so say what ever you're gonna say then please leave. But don't yell, please." She was watching my face as I calculaed what she had said. My face must have said something because she looked at me in a funny way.
"What on earth are you talking about?" I yelled in a puzzled voice. I thinkI shouldn't have yelled a her. She looked ready to go off the edge.
"I AM NOT IN THE MOOD FOR HIS RIGHT NOW. I TOLD YOU NOT TO YELL, BUT DID YOU LISTEN TO ME? NO. YOU WENT AND YELLED ANYWAY." She looks like she had thouht about this. ."I AM SICK OF BEING LEFT. BUT JAKE DOSEN'T EVEN HAVE THE COURAGE TO TELL HIS PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND HE'S BREAKING UP WITH HER IN PERSON. NO, HE HAS HIS pack," she sneered the word as if it tasted bad. I was geting scared,"LEADER TELL ME. OH, YOU ARE SUCH A MAN. You should be ashamed of yourself. You have a girlfriend too, would you want her to break up with you through me?" I just shook my head. I was getting really scared. "No? Didn't think so. Now get out. OUT." She started to push me out the door. I wasn't even thinking, I could have stopped her but I was in shock. All of a sudden she started crying, hard. I waned to help her, comfort her but she kept pushing me. Before she closed the door she looked in my eyes, and what she saw there was fear, anger, confusion, but most of all worry.
If you lika el story please R&R. 5 reviews and will update. I am putting my other story, September, 1918, on the back burner while I write this story. Sorry to those who were reading it. But when I finish this 'un. I like this 'un more. Now I know it is very FLUFFY, but it will get more CONFLICT, AMANDA.
