Hi, new chappy! I love Madonna! This will be manely in Bella's point of view, but may be in one of the pack members. heheheheheheheheehehehe, evil Anissa. Now onto el story, oh. Twilight no mine, it belong to Stephenie Meyer, if I owned it would I be writing this? I think not.
BPOV
I think I sat there for a good hour or more. Charlie went on a fishing trip this morning, so I wouldn't have to worry about him for a couple. I assumed he was going to tell Billy and his other friends I was pregnant. I went into the kitchen and grabbed an apple from the basket on the table, and took it with me to my room. I had forgotten to lock my window and it was open letting in a cool draft. It felt wonderful against my hot skin. The room was unusually hot, like there were extra bodies in the room...
I spun around to face a sad Jacob, a slightly shook-up Sam, and a somber Paul. I ended up dropping my apple in surprise. They were standing in front of my door and my closet. I couldn't figure out how they all fit in here, or how I didn't notice them when I walked in. They all stood there, hands behind their backs, just satring at me. My knees were going weak and were shaking, my mouth felt like sandpaper. I thought about jumping out the window, about how much it would hurt. I knew why they were here, they were going to kill me. I had burded them, Jake their brother, with such a weight that they wouldn't stand by and let it happen. Breaking my heart again wasn't enough, they had to break the rest of me too.
"Please do it quickly." I begged. I watched their faces for any sign of mercy. Maybe Paul would just break my neck and get it over with, or would Jake want to prolong the agony and make me suffer. He never loved you, you knew that, you were just a toy like with Edward, a distraction, You knew he would leave you, just like Him in the end. You should have never gotten attached again. The rebel side of me said. It was right, why should I have gone and fell in love again, I knew how much love hurt. "Please." I begged again.
I watched Jake's face the closest, he looked extremely sad but showed no mercy. The same was with Sam and Paul, they just looked at me sadly. Jake took a step toward me and I whimpered a little and took a small step back. He looked angry now and was about to step forward, within arms reach, when I screamed. It was a bloodcurdiling scream, I don't know weather it was in fright, fury, or plain sdaness. I screamed with all the emotion inside me. Jake looked at me in agony, Sam looked surprised, and Paul was scared. I stopped when there was no emotion left in me.
"Well, are you done now?" Sam asked me in a playful voice. I looked at him in surprise, my heart had stopped beating. They wanted to play with me first before they killed me. They wanted to be cruel, but I guess I deserved it. I should never have fallen in love with Jake, never went to the beach, and never told him I was pregnant.
"Please, just do it. I deserve whatever you're gonna do to me. But please do it quikly. I had my heart broken once, now twice. I just want to die, so do it quickly." I pleaded. I looked up and saw fury written in all their eyes, I had said something that made them mad. The whole exchange had lasted just a few minutes. I wouldn't be getting the quick ending I wanted now. Jake walked the short space toward me and...
JPOV
After Sam told us what happened at Bella's house we desided to go to her house in 20 minutes.
When we got ther we got into the house through Bella's window, she really shouldn't leave that open, I thought as I climbed through the threshhold. The room looked different than the last time I saw it, darker, more mysterious. We heard footsteps on the stairs and leaned against the wall that had the door on it.
She walked in with tear stained, bloodshot eyes. Her clothes were all crumpled and she had an apple in her hand. She looked like she was marveling in the coolness from the open window, then realization dawned on her face. She spun around and dropped her apple when she saw us standing there. I didn't know what my face showed but I felt suddenly sad. Sam looked shook-up and Paul somber. She watched us for a few seconds then her eyes flickered over to the window, I think she was thinking of jumping. Why? Then she looked at us and sad realization dawned on her face.
"Please do it quickly." she begged. Do what? We all thought that question at the same time. She reached up and touched her neck and then shivered. "Please." she begged in such a scared, but believing tone that it saddened me to the core. She was watching my face the closet, and what she saw there scared her. I took a step toward her and she whimpered. SHE WHIMPERED. That made me so mad, she was afraid of me. But WHY? I started to step forward again when she screamed. It was a bloodcurdling scream that sent my hackles up. It sounded like it held all the emotion she had in her. Fright, fury, or sadness I couldn't distinguish between. She screamed until it looked like there was no more emtion left in her.
"Well, are you done now?"Sam asked in a playful voice. She looked at him in surprise, I think her heart stopped beating. She looked like she was putting something together in her mind.
"Please, just do it. I deserve whatever you're gonna do to me. But please do it quickly. I had my heart broken once, now twice. I just want to die, so do it quickly." She begged us in a quiet voice. She looked up and must have seen the fury in our eyes that was burning our hearts. We weren't shaking though, this was a different kind of fury. Not a mad fury, but a scared fury.
I walked the short space to her and took her in my arms in a gentle but firm hug. She struggled to get loose but I held firm, not letting her move so much as an inch.
"Oh, Jake..." She said into my shirt. I patted her on the back gently, hugging her to me. "I thought you didn't want me. You were so quiet when I told you, i thought you wanted me to leave. I was heart broken. I love you Jake, maybe as much as I loved Him. I thought about killing myself when I came home, then I remembered the baby... Wait did you tell them?" She said all this in a rush. The only thing that really clicked was that she said that she loved me as much as Him. I had just caused her as much pain as he had, I felt like a monster.
"Shhh. It'll be okay. I'm sorry I didn't answer you at the house, but you have to admit that it was a shock to hear I'm going to be a dad. Yeah, I told the whole gang. Paul is so happy to be an uncle, he started dancing around when I told him. They all are, right guys?" By now we had moved down stairs into the living room and the rest of the guys had joined us.
"Dude, Helll yeah. I mean I don't have a sister 'cept yoiu so HELL yeah." Paul said to Bella. The others said the same, I just told her that we needed to talk privately, soon.
Okay, what ya'll think? Five reviews!!!!! I need a new title if this satory goes differently in the end, we'll see at the end. Now, i'm thinking of discontinuing this story. I thought about making this chappy 2 but it wouldn't sound right, and I couldn't prolly remember who said what and when.;-p
