More MOre MOre! Okay, heres another chapter. First part in Edward point of view. I know, bella as pack leader, not very realistic but I thought it was a good gesture as trust and faith from Jake and the pack. Plus, whos says she'll stay for long... :-B feeling of impending doom arises in you. muhahahaha Really long!!!
EPOV
"Would you marry me?" He asked her. She looked too stunned for words for a moment. I was gonna kill him, he thinks he can take MY Bella? Uh-huh! I started to get up but Jasper pushed me down.
"She wants to. I can feel the emotion conimg off her, she loves him. But i can tell their is somehing wrong with her emotions, like they're forced, not hers entirely. Almost more then she loved you. Sorry, not to say I told you so but you did this to yourself. You left her in the first place, she moved on. It took 18 months, but she did. You wanted her to. I feel the emotion coming off him too, he's in love with her just as much, maybe more-so, than you. Sorry bro, you waited too long." He told me in my head. I knew he was right but it still doesn't make it any easier.
I got up and strode to the door. I only looked back once and I saw her face, sad and desperate, and even anger flared there for a moment.
Dude, her emotions are whacked out! She loves him more, but still wants you and us as friends. Don't leave, it'll break her heart. She doesn't know you still love her anymore. So the most you can DO IS BE CIVAL. He told me all this in a rush. I opened the door and...
BPOV
"Would you marry me?" He asked me this, his head down, cheeks ablaze. I was too stunned for words, I knew he loved me but that much? I knew I was waiting too long to asnswer, he was getting fidgity.
I saw Jasper push Edward down in his seat. He looked like he was listening to something, then he strode over to the door. When he got there he looked back at me. I must have shone every emotion in my face that I was feeling at the moment. Pain, desperation, betrayal. He was leaving me again, no that wasn't right, he was leaving at the most cruical moment of my life. Didn't he even have the guts to stay for an explanation, he had caused me so much pain. He didn't deserve to be able to walk out of here without anyone to stop him.
"NO! STOP!" That was Sam talking to me through my head. The whole pack looked about ready to jump up a tackle me.
"Don't move from where you are." I told them all calm, but sternly. They had to listen to me, I was their pack leader and I just gave them a direct order. I turned to face Edward, he was staring at me with confusion in his eyes, then pain. Jasper!, he must have felt the betrayal, anger, pain coming off me because he doubled over in silent sobs. I was hurting Edward, by hurting his family. I knew it was wrong and I would regret it later, but I don't care at the moment. As long as I caused him pain, the rest could suffer for the moment, the way they had made me suffer. Alice had gone into a trance and come out sobbing. She must have seen what I was going to do to Edward, and anyone else who got in my way. Carsile looked like he was going to faint, Esme, I couldn't think of my almost-mom it would make me freeze in regret. Emmett was suddenly at his brothers side, looking like he didn't like what he was about to be forced to do. Edward must have seen Alice's vision too, and felt Jasper's, no my, emotions. He looked about to either pass out, or fight. I was hoping for the latter of the two, though I would settle with insulting him to death oday. That's what I had planned.
"Emmett, move. This is Edward's and my battle." I spoke with such controled rage that he shrunk back a gainst he wall a little. "Thank you. Now Edward, I have just one little, tiny question. Who do you hink you are?" I wasn't yelling, but my voice was filled with icy rage, enough to make him, and my pack look at me funnily.
"Bella, how are... you... keeping your... shape... with all... that anger... inside of you?" Jasper asked between gasps. I didn't know so I just shook my head, never moving my eyes off of Edward.
"You walk into my house, where I'm speaking to my family," I jerked my thumb at the rest of the pack, "and decide to come back into my life by kidnapping me. I was finally getting my life back in order and you have to come back. Coward. You said you didn't love me anymore, what happened? Did your little distractions get boring? Did you decide that you would come back and play with your little human toy?" I sneered at him in a mocking voice. He just look pained. "Sorry Jasper, but I need you to convey these feelings into Edwards mind." At that I sent as much of the pain I could remember of the last 18 months into the air, into Jasper. He jerked up, and screamed in pain That's Jasper, not Edwad, yet. I was still sending that pain into him when someone tackled me. I flipped them off of me and got on top of them, Jasper was still screaming. Edward was just getting a bit of the pain now, but he was still dry-sobbing. It was Alice who had tackled me, just protecting her husband. "Sorry Alice but now Edward and Jasper both know how I felt. In the end I had Jake to help stop hat pain but not for the first 6 months. Thats where all that pain is coming from." By now everyone had a taste of the pain I went through, Jasper was letting go of his emotional blocks, letting the emotion into the room. "Nobody ever really understood what pain I was in did ya'll?" I asked the room., but I was directing it toward Edward the most. He just looked at me in horror, his face a contorted mask of pain and agony. I had stopped feeding my pain to Jasper so nobody was screaming anymore.
"Bella, I'm so sorry." Edward told me in an awed voice. "How you ever dealt with such pain? I didn't deal though, you did. I just dug myself a deep hole and wallowed, again I'm sorry. But please, you must understand..." I cut him off with my hand over his mouth. I walked up to him and stage-whispered in his ear. I knew everyone could hear, but it was just for effect.
"Edward Cullen, you ruined the last year of my life. So you know what no more. I will hear no more of your excuses. Edward Cullen I am through with you, I have a fiance now. Go to Hell. I don't want to see you or your family, not because I don't love them. It would just be too hard on me and you, for me to be around. Leave Forks, screw the treaty. If you're not out of here in 24 hours I will come hunt you down, personally." With that said I walked out of the room, the pack right behind me. Charlie just stared at me in horror, at my words or my pain I couldn't tell. "And Jake, the answer is yes! Love ya!" I broke into a run and changed into a wolf in a spilt second.
I could sence someone following behind me. Vampire not wolf. I sniffed he air more closly identifying the person, Emmett. I slowed to a jog, then stopped completely. He zoomed right past me for another hundred yards before he stopped and eyed me carefully. He walked briskly back to me. I could see all his muscles, almost as thick as my head in places. I didn't think I could win a fight with him, easily. Maybe without killing him. I knew thats what he had planned by the way he flexed his muscles, getting ready for the pounce.
I growled the most menacing I could. He looked staggered for a moment but regained his composure.
I pounced on him, claws digging into his granite-like skin. He tried to throw mr off but I flattened him to the ground. He flipped us over onto my back and I heard a snap as one of my paws broke under his weight. He staggered off of me when it broke. Wrong move, I thought as I pounced to his left, missing him on purpose. Then I lunged in a side circle and bit into his neck, it tasted so bad I almost spit it out. Like salt, but more concentrated. I flung my head side-to-side, and did a death role like an alligator.
I noticed there were figures standing around us now, 4 big dogs and 8 smaller ones, 2 were Billy and Charlie. They were all grim faced, Rosalie looked stricken. I would be too if some vampire were trying to rip my husband to shreds. Nobody ried to stop us though, didn't want either of us at an unneeded disatvantage. They might be scared of me though, I thought with a barking laugh. That startled Emmett, that I was laughing in the middle of a 'dog-fight'. With one last burst of energy I slammed him on the ground. He must have passed out because he just lay there, not moving. I was on a rage-enduced tantrum. I ripped him to shreds, the only way I knew how to kill a vampire. You were supposed to burn the pieces after, but I tore him into CD sized pieces.
Someone grabbed me from behind, Jake. He was pulling me back from the shreds. I changed shape and picked up my dress, which I knew to take off before morphing from Jake. I walked over to Edward and poked him in the chest with my index finger. It still hurt, even being a werewolf, to poke him in the chest.
"Now you know how it feels to have someone ripped from your life without supposing theyre gonna barge back into your life after 18 months. Live with it. Rosalie, sorry I had to do this. I thought of him as a brother. I loved him, if you have to burn the pieces do so in the 'baseball field', that way the smoke won't alert the cops." I must have still been on my rage-high because I said this part calmly.
We stood there just thinking when it really hit me with what I had just done. I had killed my 'brother', torn him to shreds. I didn't feel so brave now. My head was spinning, I started to slump toward the ground when a strong granite arm snaked around my waist.
"I read his thoughts. He was going to kill you, for causing that much pain in his wife and me. Then he was gonna kill me for causing his little sis' so much pain. The last thought he told me was, "Tell her I don't blame her, I blame you! If you hadn't left she wouldn't be in this position, if I went to kill her then she has every right to kill me. But tell her she needs to work on her coordination." He wanted you to know that if he died, it wasn't your fault. You wolves have anger issues anyway, on top of what has all happened the last 18 months, in my opinion, that was as pretty much the calmest you could have been. It was his fault too, he started it. He just didn't think you would beat him. I will miss him though." He told me all this in a whisper, and started sobbing in the end. I was crying too, not only for Emmett, but because I had just forefiet a family. One that I had come to love. Edward hugged me close, I hadn't forgiven him and he hadn't forgiven me, but we were grieving in the most natural way. With each other. I only stayed in his arms for a moment, then I went to satnd in Jake's arms.
"I'm sorry love. Oh, Paul has a girlfriend. Her name is Taylor Wallace. Sweet girl, just moved here from Dallas, Texas about 4 months ago. Lives in the old Parkins house, right down the street from you, actually. They met at the supermarket when he went with Em. They ran into her shopping cart. You'll have to meet her. You didn't see her at school? Oh yeah, you've had a lot on your mind lately. Hahahaha. We'll meet her tommorrow." He was trying to cheer me up a little bit, Paul had a bad temper and I didn't think he would ever meet someone who could handle that part of him. Maybe things weren't all that bad, I still had Jake and the pack. School was doing fine, but I would have to tell my 'human' friends about the babies.
"Oh Jake, it's twins." I leaned up and kissed him full on the mouth. Leaving him no time to answer to that.
Okay guys, I don't know if to make that he last chappy. I will do a sequal!!!! I have to, way too many ideas floating around in my imagination. If you want a sequal then review and say sequal, if you want another chappy then review and say chappy! Won't write either sequal or chappy till I get atleast 10 reviews. Till next time,
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