day 2
well you know what i give up now she's in a relationship in other words no longer able for me to try and reach out to her i guess i'm just going to have to be her friend cuz thats all i can be at this precise moment. i kinda hope the relationship will fail, but on the other hand i don't, because i would hate for tears to take away her happiness, so i cant jus hope that they jus go horribly wrong because, i would be even more down if i saw tears on her face or even hear her cries of sadness so i'm kinda stuck in a bind because on 1 hand i hate to see her in a relationship but on the other i would hate it even more if i saw her sad or mad all the time. i dont think i can take it anymore though because i feel as though i lost my chance with her i'm done writing for now i cant take it