What If…

He mumbled a quick sorry before turning from her and leaving the room. Feeling numb with nothing but pain Kelsi walked over to her bed and sat on it. Fighting the tears that wanted to spill down her cheeks Kelsi tried to figure out what happened. It seemed like everything was fine, yet somehow Troy had stood in front of her and broke up with her.

Finally allowing the tears fall down her face Kelsi took in the soothing feel of the water on her skin. It was over, it was really over. Troy Bolton didn't love her anymore, and it broke her heart more then anything. There were plenty of times in her life that Kelsi felt lower then low, but none of those moments came into comparsion to this one. She was crushed, not wanting to be loved was the worst feeling that Kelsi could ever experience.

Kelsi jumped lightly as her door opened and Troy walked back into the room. "I forgot my hoodie." He mumbled walking over to Kelsi's desk chair. Kelsi watched him silently as he peeled the fabric off the chair, and as he walked towards the door Kelsi jumped off her bed.

"Wait Troy…" She pleaded with him as tears still spilt down her face.

"Yeah?" He asked turning to face her, he looked sad and Kelsi could tell he regretted his decision but she couldn't figure out why. They were happy, Kelsi always thought they were. It didn't make sense to her, and she needed answers.

"What if it was all different?" She asked and she didn't know why. The words spilled out of her mouth before she could think about what she was asking.

Troy lightly shrugged his shoulders and kept his eyes off of Kelsi's. "I don't know. I can't live by what ifs Kelsi. I just can't." He finished mumbling the last words and Kelsi barely heard them.

"That's stupid Troy." She told him flatly, it was the truth. She couldn't understand why Troy was doing what he was doing. It wasn't fair.

"Sorry." He mumbled again and Kelsi sighed.

"I don't get it." She admitted taking a step closer to Troy and he flinced at her movement.

"Sorry." He said again and the repeat of the word erupted anger inside of Kelsi. He was making no sense and he was being beyond normal.

Sighing loudly Kelsi took another step towards Troy and kissed him on the lips. She pushed her lips against his hard, she wanted to get through to him. She wanted him to realize what an idiot he was being.

But it didn't work.

"I'm sorry Kels." He whispered lightly shoving her away. "We're over." He added and then he walked out the door.

Fighting the tears back again Kelsi went over all the what ifs in the relationship. What if she was better? What if he loved her more? What if? Turning from the door Kelsi threw herself on her bed and she cried herself to sleep.