Rating: PG-13 for now
Summary: Draco Malfoy's Live Journal for his 6th year. Second part of the User: quidditchlovrhp series.
Warnings: Slash (later chapters, none now) and swearing.
Pairings: RW/HG, NL/LL, HP/GW, HP/DM
Disclaimer: Not my characters, no harm done, no money made. All characters are owned by the great JKR.
A/N: A journal entry will not be present in this chapter. Draco's entry will be posted sometime next week, along with Harry's entry. And now, on with the cookie :)
This is ridiculous. Actually, no, that doesn't even begin to describe the situation I've gotten myself into. This is utterly horrifying. First of all I, a Malfoy by name and birth, agreed to meet a boy from Ravenclaw on a date of sorts.
Second of all, I agreed.
And third of all, oh this really stirs the cauldron, I agreed to actually wait for the imbecile at a designated location.
I hate myself for agreeing to this. The boy I'm with right now, sitting next to actually, isn't a shy one. Oh no. He's already shown up late (and without any apology or explanation), he ordered my food without considering my tastes, and he isn't wearing any socks.
He's managed to make me utterly loathe him in a matter of minutes. That must be a record.
Hmm... Actually, I guess that isn't a hard thing to do though... I hate quite a lot of people... Not necessarily enough to kill them of course, I mean who wants to bother with that and-
"Draco?" a voice interrupted my thoughts.
I looked up, and slightly blushed. I had been staring at the tablecloth, absorbed in my own thoughts.
He grinned a bit, revealing teeth that... Well I won't even bother thinking about them, "What were you thinking about just now?"
I sighed and looked away, "Nothing really. Just that I'd like to move on to dessert and get out of here." Preferably minus the dessert, and right on to the get away from you part.
Out of the corner of my eye I saw him lean a little closer, "We can get out of here right now if you'd like."
"Yes that would be nice-"
"And move on to dessert a little later." he said in a way I could only assume was meant to sound sexy. Or maybe not. Maybe his comment is really of an innocent nature, and not meant to-
The boy lifted his eyebrows and grinned.
Ok, scratch that. He does want me.
"I don't know..." I said trying to search for some excuse as to why I couldn't see him later, "I have some stuff to do." Well, isn't that a lame excuse.
"Oh really," he said, "Busy boy, eh?"
"Yes." I nodded, trying not to roll my eyes, "I am."
It was then things started to go downhill. Scratch that, things simply fell off a cliff.
"I'd like to help you." he whispered softly, leaning closer.
"That's nice, but I really have to-" I was caught off guard, and stopped mid-sentence when he grabbed my face in his hands and rammed his mouth against mine. It all happened so fast, and I really only remember that his teeth hit mine and I thought he was trying to eat me. But somehow, for some reason, I went along with the kiss anyway...
'Oh Merlin, I hope no one I know saw him kiss me-'
"DRACO?" a familiar voice broke through my thoughts, and I pushed the Ravenclaw away when I realized who it was. Oh no, oh no, this isn't good...
"Hermione." I said, voice cracking, "How nice it is to see you."
I looked at the Ravenclaw, wanting to hit him. He was leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, with a cocky look on his face. 'Bastard.'
I quickly stood up, pushing my chair in. I reached into my pocket, and tossed at him a few coins. "Hope that covers the cost." I turned to Hermione. She was watching me with an eyebrow raised, and some indecipherable expression on her face. I merely shrugged and walked away quickly before anymore damage could be done.
"I'll owl you later." I heard the damned Ravenclaw say as a walked away.
I could hear Hermione right on my heels, and waited till I was out of sight of the Ravenclaw before I turned and acknowledged her presence. I looked at her right in the eye, crossing my arms, and waited for her to say something.
"You were just kissing a bloke Malfoy."
I sighed, "Yeah, so I noticed."
Raising an eyebrow, "Since when does Malfoy kiss blokes?" she said.
"Oh don't worry, Malfoy kisses the opposite sex as well." I said, grinning innocently.
"You know what I mean Malfoy. How long has this been going on?"
"Um... well..." I looked away, "I don't feel comfortable telling you everything... but um... For a while."
She looked at me in anger, "And I thought you liked Harry. Guess you really are a slut."
"Hey, I'm not a..." I said before completely processing what she had said.
'Oh Merlin, she knows... How did she- who told her- when did she- why didn't she tell...' I closed my eyes briefly, trying to calm the flurry of thoughts racing through my brain. This is not good. Harry must know then, why wouldn't she of told him?'
Looking at my hands, "So how long has Harry known then?" I said softly, utterly defeated.
"Good thing for you... and him, he doesn't." she said.
"You didn't tell him? Why didn't you-" I said as she cut me off.
"I figured it wasn't the right thing to do. You're the one who likes him, so you're the one to tell him." she laughed, "He knows where your journal is at anyway, it wouldn;t be very hard for him to read it you know."
"Yes but... he said he wouldn't and..."I sighed, "I guess I believed him."
"Touching." she said, "But that doesn't mean other people won't read it. Me for instance."
"Yes, true." I glance at her, and then away, "And now I guess you think I'm the world's biggest idiot for going with this bloke and..." I frowned, "Now you actually saw him kissing me."
"Yes, that's the basic gist of it." I looked at her, "And I guess you're not going to listen to me about anything, right? I mean, I am a Malfoy. There's no reason for you to trust me. You might as well just tell Potter, get my humiliation over with, as you're never going to believe-"
She cut me off by shoving her hand against my mouth, "Just shut up, OK? Listen to me. I know you like Harry, and in more then a 'friends" way. Alright I'm fine with that. I know all about your family's problems, namely the up and coming Deatheater thing. I'm OK with that, as I know how to help you. I'm even OK with the fact that you might want to um... Have sexual relations with my best friend...
"What I'm not OK with is the fact that you were just kissing another bloke, when you like one of my best friends. Now what I'm going to do is meet with you tonight, and we can discuss everything. You're going to agree, and everything will be solved."
"Um I... Uh..." I felt like a fish out of water.
'Can this be happening?'
She smiled, "A simple nod will do."
I nodded, still in shock.
"Good. Now let's set up a meeting place..."
I listened as she explained to me where to meet her, how to get there, and when. I was about to walk away when she hit me with the big one, "Oh, and I'm bringing Harry."
I turned around, mouth open wide enough to catch flies. 'IS SHE SERIOUS?'
She still had that stupid grin on her face as she waved goodbye, and walked past me. 'Oh this isn't good. This is not good. I am not meeting her. Nuh-uh no way in hell.'
"If you're not there, I'll tell him everything." she said casually over her shoulder.
'FUCK.'
I really hope you all don't hate me for not updating in a really long time... Umm, I'm not even sure any of my original readers will read this, although I hope they do...
Well, thank-you to everyone that R&R's!
Until next time, TBC...