Rating: T
Author: Freeing Alys
Disclaimer: I don't own HSM or any of the charectors that we already know. Anything that you don't regonize, I own.
Summary: Kelsi was always the quiet and distant one. The only thing she has going for her is her composurers. And maybe the guy she always wanted. Kelsi centric. Trelsi?
Author's Note: Okay, here's the thing. I just want to make sure that people are actually reading this story and following it. So for this chapter I'll need to have 5 reviews, or I'll discontinue it. It's just that I have lots of ideas for other chapter stories and such, and I don't want to waste my time on something that no one likes. So review please if you want to see more of this story! Thanks guys! Oh, and sorry for the bad writing if it is there! I just needed to write this!
CHAPTER FIVE
After Kelsi's Dad left for good both Kelsi and Troy traveled up the stairs to her room. Sitting on the very edge of her bed Kelsi watched Troy walk around her room and take in the belongings on her desk and vanity. "I like your room." He finally comment as he turned around to face Kelsi.
Kelsi lightly smiled at him and nodded her head. "Thanks." She said and clutched both of her hands tightly in her lap. Butterflies were swarming quickly around her stomach and her heart was definatly beating twice its regular speed. Being with Troy did that to her, and it really did it to her after she confessed her secret about him to him in a moment of complete sadness. "I really tried hard to make it look nice." Kelsi added trying to keep the conversation going. She hated the silence between her and Troy more then anything else. Sound was what she needed when she was with him, silence left to much room for unwanted phrases and ackward glances.
"You did well." Troy replied walking over to Kelsi and he sat next to her. "You really wrote that song after me?" He asked her looking deep into her eyes. Kelsi liked the feeling, but at the same time she hated it.
Swallowing her thoughts down hard Kelsi slowly nodded, hardly having any knowing of what she was doing or saying. "Yeah, I did. I've liked you forever." She blurted out, and oddly enough didn't regret it. Kelsi Nielson had never been the one known to speak her mind or come free to who she was or what she felt. But it had to stop sooner or later and at the moment Kelsi was picking sooner.
Troy nodded slowly just like Kelsi and leaned a little too close to her, for someone with a girl friend. "That means a lot to me." He told her, his voice barely above a whisper.
Kelsi flicked her eyes from Troy's eyes to his hands and everywhere inbetween. "Why?" She asked wanting to know exactly what was behind Troy's eyes. For the first time in three years she actually had him to herself to talk to him. She'd been waiting for this moment for so long, and she'd dreamed up this moment so many times. And it was here, and with it Kelsi was changing who she was. She wanted to talk to Troy, she wanted to pick his brain, she wanted to be like Gabbi, she wanted everything that came with it. She wanted it all, and she wasn't going to let something like self-questioning to get in the way of that. She wanted it all.
"Because…" He started looking even more deeply into her eyes, if that was possible. Kelsi stared back and saw nothing but him and this moment. It was possible to her, he was looking deep into her eyes and she was really loving it. "I didn't know you when you wrote that song. And you wrote it liking me that much. It's really cool, I've never known anyone to do something like that for me." He admitted and Kelsi cracked a wide smile.
"I first saw you in the ninth grade. I really liked you, then you got popular and I knew you wouldn't want to see me." She told him loving the fact that she was talking to him, really talking to him. Telling him everything.
"You're right about that one too. I fell into being popular. I wish I hadn't." He told her and then he leaned even closer to Kelsi's face. "I really like you Kels." He whispered and Kelsi's face went a light shade or red. He's going to kiss me. She realized.
"Gabbi…" She whispered out, feeling it was her duty to remind him of his girlfriend.
Shaking his head Troy leaned into Kelsi face. "I don't care. She's not who I expected her to be." He told Kelsi and lightly pressed his lips against Kelsi's.
Kelsi pushed her lips back against Troy's with the same amount of force. And when he slipped his tongue into her mouth casually she welcomed it nicely. Bringing her hands to his shoulders Kelsi adjusted her self on the bed and then she felt both of them lightly fall onto the soft twin bed. Pulling her tongue in and out of Troy's mouth rythmitcally Kelsi felt herself falling into him and nothing else. And she was falling hard.
Kelsi felt as Troy's hands touched her stomach and her sides, and her legs. And she loved every minute of it. Pulling her tongue from Troy's mouth Kelsi started to kiss him quickly on the lips and then he lightly shoved his tongue back into Kelsi's mouth. Pinching her eyes tightly Kelsi let Troy's tongue roll over hers and her teeth. Nothing in the world felt better then what she was feeling at that moment. "Troy!" She suddenly heard Gabbi shriek and she pulled away from Troy quickly, wiping the loose spit from the sides of her mouth. Kelsi glanced over at Troy and saw him staring at Gabbi guiltily. "What are you doing?" She asked in a more normal voice.
Kelsi looked into her eyes and saw the tears rising to the top. And that's when she felt really guilty. What did I do? She asked herself taking in the picture playing out before her. "Gabs…" Troy started but Gabbi was already bolting out the door.
Scooting off the bed Troy walked to the door and turned to face Kelsi. "Just let me go break it off with her." He said casually and slipped out of her room.
Sighing a big sigh Kelsi leaned against the wall next to her bed and ran her fingers through her hair. I've completely lost the only friend I've ever had in high school. Kelsi realized and she shut her eyes trying to take herself back to the moment before, when she was kissing Troy and nothing else in the world mattered.
Sighing again Kelsi laid across her bed and waited for Troy to come back. As guilty as she felt for what she did to Gabbi she really didn't regret it. Gabbi had never been much of a friend anyway. She picked her up and dumped her off again whenever she felt like it, that wasn't a real friend. All Gabbi had done during the course of the year before was string Kelsi along, and it was probably just a musical thing. Opening up her eyes Kelsi took in her room and smiled for the first time that night.
Then her bedroom door opened again and Troy stepped in looking half guilty and half relived. "Hey." He said walking over to the bed and laying next to Kelsi and she smiled at him.
"You broke up with her?" She asked him and he nodded his head while smiling at her.
"Yeah. I did." He replied and then he started to stroke her hair lightly.
"I feel bad. I just lost my only friend I've ever had in high school." Kelsi said, confessing her thoughts. And she loved the feeling, it was something that Kelsi hadn't been used to doing since the start of high school.
Troy shook his head. "Don't feel bad. She didn't even want to come here with me when I came. That's how she let me down. And that's how I knew I really wanted you." He explained to Kelsi and she felt her heart lift a little with his words.
"Really?" She asked hoping it was all true, she wanted it to be true.
"Yeah."
Then he inched his face closer to hers until their lips locked again. Rolling his tongue into her mouth Troy kissed Kelsi greedily and Kelsi enjoyed all of it. Moving her lips with Troy's she allowed herself to move her hands up and down his back. Falling into every kiss of his lips and sweep of his tongue Kelsi fell into him. She was falling hard for Troy and she loved the feeling it gave her. Even if this ends in heartache I'll always love it. Kelsi thought to herself as she pulled Troy's shirt over his head and then let him slip her shirt over her own head and discard it in a pile that was left unknown to them until later that morning.