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'But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong'
'Somewhere I Belong' By Linkin Park
-Chapter 4-
Three days later…
-Hisoka's point of View-
My name is Hisoka and Kurosaki and I'm currently stuck with an idiot.
Up until three days ago I've been alone, locked in a cellar actually. I've been hated, beaten, basically anything you can think of. I'm an empath. I'm cursed to forever feel other people's emotions. Mostly I feel emotions against my will, or else I would feel this constant pain. Basically it sucks. My whole life sucks.
Three days ago a man came to me. He said that he was an angel. I know it may sound insane, and maybe I am. Maybe, because of my loneliness my mind created someone- someone who actually cares about me.
But who would ever care about me? I'm a demon, cursed with this damn empathy. But whether I like it or not an angel named Asato Tsuzuki has entered my life. I can't say that I understand why exactly. He says that it's to ensure my future, whatever that means. Seriously what kind of future could I possibly have…
I can't leave the cellar, let alone the house. People are frightened by me. I'm hated in this town. I'm hated, a demon. What kind of future could I possibly have? I honestly don't know…
I suppose I'll play along for now. It'll end soon enough, as everything else good that has happened in my life. I'll deal with it, even if it's only because I don't want to be alone again. It's true, even though I'd never say that aloud. But Tsuzuki…
Tsuzuki is Tsuzuki- that's the only way I can describe him. Over three days I've come to that conclusion, productive right? But seriously there's no other way to describe the man/angel. Half the time I don't even know what he's saying- I tend to get lost during his ramblings. But I don't mind because it means that someone is here.
He's hyper, way too optimistic, sugar crazed, starved all the time, but fake…
I don't know how to say it, but there's something not quite right about him. He's hiding something from me, and it's hurting him. I just met the guy so I can't just ask him about it. But for some reason I get the feeling it involves me, so what do I do?
I have no idea…
-Tsuzuki's point of View-
Hello. My name is Asato Tsuzuki and I'm a sugar-holic.
Yes it's true. I know it's sad but hey I don't mind. Really I don't. Anyway…
I'm an angel. I know it seems hard to believe but it's true. I've been one for over seventy years. I died when I was twenty-six after being in a hospital for eight years. I honestly don't remember that time very well so it feels as if I was eight-teen when I died. But anyway… I've been around for a hundred or so years, but have never had to do anything like this…
Three days ago I was assigned to watch a boy named Hisoka Kurosaki. The kid has had a pretty screwed up life and his future doesn't look any better. I'm suppose to secure his future, when in reality that's the last thing I want to do. I wish I could do something for the boy, but I can't.
I've been with him for three days now and we've already had our ups and downs. He seemed so cold and distrustful at first, but it's understandable. I don't blame him. He doesn't really talk much and when he does he seems so much older than he is. He's thirteen and yet at times he seems to be the one who's almost a hundred.
I don't see how his family could hate him. I just don't get it. They'd probably like his future to happen- the sickos. I might have to take some action if that father comes down here again. To hell with the rules. And now I'm hungry.
They only feed Hisoka twice a day, and sometimes only once. It's the same maid every time. She runs down, drops the tray, and sprints out. That's it, no talking, no emotions, nothing… There isn't even much food on the tray, yet Hisoka still offers me some of his food. It's not good, he really needs to eat more. It's just not healthy, he's so skinny already. It's all so sad…
Every night he cries in his sleep. I honestly don't know if he knows it or not, but I know better than to mention it. When he does cry I usually stroke his hair until he's calmed down. Other times I embrace hi until he stops. He has yet to wake up when it's happening, so I'm still safe. Everyone should fear the wrath of an angry Hisoka.
I wish there was something I could do to get him to trust me. I know he still doesn't and I really want him to. I suppose I don't deserve it, considering why I'm here. I guess he shouldn't trust me…
I still don't know what to do about his whole future thing… I'm suppose to make sure it happens but I don't think I can. After meeting Hisoka and spending time with him I can't. I just can't. I won't do it. But then what am I going to do?
I have no idea…
-End Chapter 4-
This chapter was to give some insight into the characters' minds. And I wasn't sure what to write that would have happened in those three days. Sorry if this chapter didn't go where anyone wanted it to, but the next one will be interesting. I promise. Please review! And thnks for reading!