As I lay here thinking about everything, I wonder if maybe I should go back to LA and tell her these things and clear some things up between us. I smile at the thought of maybe if I do she will realize us separting was a big mistake and she will be back in my life. Yet I know that it would never be that easy. Never could it be so simple nothing ever is for me. But would it hurt me to try? I need her in my life and I dont see me continuing it with out her in it. She is my one and only true love and Im gonna everything in my power to have her back.
The next morning Spencer woke up espically early and made a call to the airlines first thing. She booked the next flight to LA. After she hung up with the airline she began to pack her things quickly and nearly sprinted out the door to her car. She sped her way to the airport even though her flight wasn't for another four hours. As she waited for her flight she began to get nervous and second guess the entire thing. Maybe this is wishful thinking? What if she is with someone or married I would look like a fool? She about lost her nerve when they called for her flight. With her palms sweaty and her head in a million diffrent places she boarded the plane to LA. The flight was long and it gave her plenty of time to think of a plan of how to get Ashley back. But everything she thought of she would declare it stupid or make an excuse up in her head for a reason it would not work. All she knew was that she had to get the questions in her head cleared up and Ashley was the only person that could do that for her.