MY BIGGEST REGRET IS FALLING SO HARD FOR YOU...
Alexander
His name is Alexander Nyx, my half-vampire ex.
I thought he was perfect in every way: A sweet and seductive voice, loving golden eyes full of so much adoration that you could get lost in them forever, and a smile that could make any girls heart stop beating. He was intelligent, sexy, funny and I was completely in love. He had this strange ability to look deep into my eyes and know exactly what I was feeling. Every time he looked into my eyes it seemed as if he could see the very depths of my soul.
I was 16 when I met him. We were both at a party that a mutual friend was having for valentines day and we were both bored out of our minds. While everyone else was dancing and drinking we were both sitting on a couch. I was thinking parties are completely pointless and he caught me off guard by voicing my thoughts. I replied to him with "I was just thinking the exact same thing" and our conversation went on from there. We talked all night about the most random things and found that we actually had a lot in common with each other. After that night he asked me to accompany him on a trip to the movies the following Saturday and I wasn't really sure what to say. I had never been on a date or even been interested in a boy but there was something different about him that called to me and I said yes. I couldn't help it. He was different from anyone else I had ever met and I had to admit, I liked him.
After that night we spent almost every waking moment together. My mother didn't mind me having a boyfriend she was happy as long as I was happy. And I was happy. He was the sweetest most caring person I had ever met and I loved him unconditionally, so when he told me he was half-vampire I didn't really mind.
We had gone to the park and were sitting on a bench looking at the moon when he asked " will you always love me no matter what?" I nodded, slightly confused by his random questioning until he said " I'm half vampire, my mother was a human and my father a vampire, I live off of animal blood when I need feed and I felt horrible keeping this from you, I love you and if you are to return that love you should know about the real me and choose to love me or hate me considering im an unholy demon" he said sounding almost ashamed .I didn't like the little nickname he had giving himself, and made sure to voice my thoughts completely " you are not an unholy demon!!" I replied frustrated " you are wonderful and I love you completely human or not" I said staring strait at him so he would be able to look into my eyes and understand that I meant it. Naturally I had a lot of questions, considering I hadn't known about the existence of vampires until that moment. He told me all about whole vampires and where he differed from them, like he didn't sparkle in the sun like they did but gave off a slight glow instead and that his heart beat and he wasn't immortal. He also told me that he had their thirst, speed, and strength. But I didn't care about all that because I loved him and I thought he loved me too, he had even given me a ring that night. It was a simple silver band with one diamond but within it's simplicity lied it's beauty.
"It's a promise ring" Alexander stated, as he slipped it on the same finger an engagement ring would be on. " I promise to always love you and in return I ask that you never remove it from your finger because once it is taken off our bond will be broken." so I promised that I would not take it off because taking it off would be "breaking our bond of true love" and it was true love, or so I thought. Everything changed a little after a year of us being together, one night everything went downhill.
