RAW

Jessica was sitting at her makeshift desk backstage Raw. She had her laptop open and was supposed to be writing her article. Brooklyn was sitting on the floor. Her father was supposed to stop by and pick her up in a little bit. She was working on a summer project that she wanted to do. It was for her Aunt Stephanie. Brooklyn looked up at her mother who was staring blankly at the computer screen. Jessica was thinking about everything that had happened in Mexico. She looked at the engagement ring on her finger and sighed. Was she doing the right thing? She was in love with Kevin but did she love him enough to marry him. She had gotten herself into a big ass mess. Almost as big as the one she had been in ten years ago. Well no this one was probably a bigger mess than that. There was something that didn't feel right to her. She smiled at Brooklyn and told her that she would be right back. Getting up Jessica closed her laptop after logging out. She walked out of the room as Shane McMahon walked in. She ignored the man and kept walking.

She walked out to the parking lot and inhaled the fresh air. She needed to figure her life out and she was hoping that he would understand that. After standing outside for ten minutes she went into find Kevin. She knew where he was going to be, the problem was they were all in that same damn locker room on Vince's orders. Taking a deep breath she walked inside and headed directly to the locker room the nine men had been assigned to. She saw Phoenix crying in the hallway and she still didn't stop. She soon found herself in front of the locker room. She raised her hand to knock when the door opened and she was face to face with Jeff hardy. They stared at each other for a second, then he turned and yelled to Thorn.

"Thorn, your fiancé is here." And with that he left the locker room. Jessica watched him walk and felt something snap inside of her. Kevin walked out of the locker room and she moved before he could touch her.

"Kevin…" Jessica sighed before continuing, "…we need to talk."

"Okay so lets walk and talk…"

"No Kevin here and now. I need to get this off my chest. I need time, alone, to think."

"Think about what?"

"Me, this…" she took the ring off her finger and handed it to him. "I don't know if I can marry you Kevin, something keeps telling me that I need time to think before I do something I regret. I do love you it's just that, I don't know if I love you enough to marry you."Jessica turned to walk away and noticed Phoenix staring at her like an idiot. Jessica walked and kept walking.

"Jessica, wait up."

"What in the hell do you want Phoenix?" Jessica said turning.

"Are you insane, you just threw away something none of us will ever get. You had a man that is in love with you and you tossed all that away."

"It is none of your business. Why don't you go away and leave me the hell alone?"

"I want an answer. Why did you throw that away?"
"Because I'm not in love with him enough to marry him. I love him like a friend." Jessica yelled. She turned and walked off in tears. She had mascara running down her face and it was leaving streaks on her face. She found the nearest ladies room and walked in. Closing herself in a stall she let the tears fall. She got up and opened the door walking to the sinks she cupped her hands under the running water and splashed water over her face. She grabbed a paper towel and added a little bit of soap to it and cleaned her face. After rinsing her face off she dried and looked up into the mirror. She saw her broken heart showing in her eyes. She left the bathroom and came face to face with Shane McMahon.

"What do you want Shane?"

"I told you that when you got back to the states that we needed to talk. I don't want Brooklyn around the things she is when she is around you."

"Since when do you care?"

"Jessica it is best that she isn't around you and your…err friends."

"What is wrong with my friends?"

"They are… how do I put this…Their Who…" He didn't get to finish his sentence because she slapped him hard across the face. She walked away fuming. Nobody called her friends whores and got away with it. She would see to it that the jerk would get what was coming to him. She walked back to the locker room the men where in and she saw Misty headed toward the room. Jessica grinned and walked to her friend.

"Hey Misty do me a favor and go knock on the locker room door and get Cena and Matt."

"Why should I do that, I don't want to cause trouble…"

"Shane called you a whore now what are you going to do about it?"

"I'll be right back." Misty walked to the locker room door. She didn't knock but opened the door and yelled. "Yo Matt, John come here for a minute." The two men stared at her but followed her out. Jessica had been joined by Jessicka and Phoenix. Even though Jessica had told her to go away. Matt and John looked at each other and John raised an eyebrow at Jessica who was standing there with no make up on her face and a look that could kill.

"Is there some reason we are all here?" Jessicka asked,

"Yeah, Matt, John do the two of you want to kick Shane McMahon's ass?"

"Uh Jessica why the hell would we wanna do that?"

"He called all three of us whores." Jessica replied tilting her head to the side.

"Wait a minute he called who a whore?" John asked staring unbelievably at Jessica.

"Me, Jessicka, and Misty."

"Misty isn't a whore…" John said and turned away walking off to find Shane.

"Just don't hit him in front of Brooklyn." Jessica called after John, and Matt who had followed the other man. Jessicka started laughing as a few of the other guys poked there head out of the locker room. The trio turned and walked away. They had to go get dressed for the show. They walked off in the opposite direction and to the room that they had been given. Once in the room they looked at the outfits and sighed,

"I am not wearing something this skanky." Misty said grinning.

"I would wear that black skirt with the red tank top, lemme have that skirt and you put the pink tube top with those jeans Jessica is holding and Jess can wear the white tank top with the black fishnet cover up and the baggy pants." Jessicka said immediately using her brain.

"Works for me. Ladies lets change." Misty said grinning. By the time they were done it was time for them to head to the ring. Jessica's long black hair was pulled back at the nape of her neck. The others wore their hair down. They made their way out to the ring and on the way they passed Shane McMahon. The girls tried not to laugh as they noticed his busted lip and black eye. Jessica ducked her head down and when they found their way down to the announce table they would be sitting at they grinned. Phoenix was already sitting at the table and she glared at all three women as they sat. They said nothing as they waited for the first match to begin.

"Ladies and gentlemen welcome to Monday night RAW. Tonight we have a very special main event for you. A nine man Over the top battle royal for the WWE Championship. But first introducing from Saint Louis Missouri, Randy Orton." Orton made his way to the ring and once he got there he waited for his opponent. "And now making his way to the ring Chris Masters. This match is scheduled for one fall." Lilian announced.

"Have the three of you ever noticed how fucking hot Randy is?" Phoenix asked

"No... No misty and I have not... because he is NOT fuckin' hot!" Jessicka said she couldn't believe what the bitch was saying.

"Are you fucking insane, looks like we all know how Phoenix got into this mess." Jessica said smirking.

Jessicka glanced over at Misty, and said "Jess has lost her goddamn mind!"

"You got that right... I mean... he obviously can't feel those teeny like wrestling briefs like he should..." Misty said nodding.

"Hey now I wasn't sayin' he was hot, I was agreeing that Phoenix was insane."

"Good... because I was about to set up an appointment with Lilz for you...god knows she'd have the ability to pick your brain apart."

"Hey now... we might need fucking therapy after that... I mean... do you really want to know what all goes through Jessica's head?" Misty asked Jessicka

"Good point... I have enough issues."

"Bitches…" Jessica said jokingly.

"But we love you and you love us!" Misty and Jessicka said at the same time.

"And even if you didn't you are still stuck with us…"

"Yeah" Misty said agreeing

"Would the three of you get over yourselves I want to see this match…" Phoenix said angrily.

"Oh shut up... no one wants to hear from your skanky stripper ass." Jessicka said

"Go find a pole or something." Misty finished. Jessica started laughing and watching as Lilian Garcia announced Chris Masters the winner. Phoenix laid her head on the table and rubbed her hand over her temples. She was getting a headache.

"The following contest is scheduled for one fall and it is for the Intercontinental Title. Making his way to the ring first Shelton Benjamin." Benjamin came out to his music and entered the ring. "And introducing his opponent and the Current Intercontinental Champion Johnny Nitro."

"Oh god... Johnny Nitro? I know five year olds that are cooler than that idiot" Jessicka said before anyone else could say anything.

"Benjamin is so gonna take him out... and what the hell is with that hair?" Misty asked.

"What about his hair? I like it. There is nothing wrong with his hair, just you dumb bitches." Phoenix said.

"I have a better question. How the fuck did he get that title? Bitches? Yes. Dumb? Not in the slightest. As for the hair... it looks like someone took a bleach kit to it as a prank" Jessicka said.

"Oh yet ya'll can sleep with a guy with skittles for hair?" Phoenix said grinning

"And like u didn't?" Jessica shot back

"Besides...the rainbow hair is hot. And its not splotchy like that thing in the ring's is..." Jessicka said grinning.

"You know if I was single... I'd date Shelton." Misty said shocking them all.

"You are single aren't you? I mean didn't you decide to take a break and take some time to think?" Jessica asked.

"Oh…yeah but still…"

"Okay we all have issues and we keep missing the damn matches, but hey who the fuck cares I only want to see one match tonight." Jessica said.

"No kidding... and i want to see Shannon Moore get his ass kicked during said match" Jessicka said still pissed.

"I bet you do." Jessica said sympathetically

"Can we please leave that in Mexico?" Misty asked

"Hypocrite…" Phoenix muttered

"Shut the fuck up no one asked you."

"Besides your one to talk." Misty replied

"Yeah you were sleeping with Edge while in a relationship with Jeff." Jessicka said. Jessica's head snapped quickly around to face her friend.

"Let's not talk about Jeff please."

"Okay then..." Jessicka said staring at Jess suspiciously.

"What the hell is everyone staring at me for? I didn't do anything wrong this time."

"Are you sure?" Misty questioned

"What in the hell is with all the personal attacks?"

"You broke off your engagement..." Phoenix butted in

"Again nobody asked you to put your two cents in." Jessicka said angrily

"It was just a question so but out." Misty said glaring at Phoenix.

"Here is your winner and still the Intercontinental Champion Johnny Nitro." As the two men exited the ring everyone prepared for the last singles match of the night. "Ladies and Gentlemen introducing first from Richmond Virginia, Mickie James." Mickie made her way to the ring. "And her opponent from New York, Ashley." Lilian stepped out of the ring.

"If that skirt she's wearing gets much smaller we'll need a microscope to see it" Jessicka said.

"Yeah I agree can we say whore?" Jessica grinned

"Ya never know maybe Trashly will trip and die." Misty laughed

"That would make my day." Jessicka said grinning.

"You guys are so mean, you do realize though she is Matt Hardy's ex-girlfriend right?" Phoenix said.

"Shut up Phoenix" Jessica said

"Don't remind me... i like to ignore that fact and pretend he was drunk off his ass for a few weeks or however long that lasted"

"Awe looks like somebody is in love...Matt must have a thing for whores phoenix continued"

"Speaking of… Jessicka said glaring at Phoenix

"Here... this should cover the night of work you're missing to be here." Misty said and threw a few dollars at Phoenix

"Ya'll just realized that we missed another match right?" Jessica said as Mickie James' hand was raised in victory.

"Oops?" Jessicka said grinning.

"Our bad…" Misty said.

"Are you guys ready for this?" Jessica asked.

"Ready for what exactly?" Jessicka questioned

"The match you dimwit." Jessica said smacking her friend over the head

"Cause if you're talking about the match i think you're talking about..." Misty trailed off.

"Leave me alone it isn't my fault I swallowed stupid pills this morning. People shouldn't leave those things lying around." Misty stared at Jessicka strangely.

"Ladies and Gentlemen the following is the nine man over the top battle royal…" the crowd erupted into a loud roar and Lillian's words were lost underneath all the noise.

"Do I have to watch this match?" Jessica asked.

"You can leave if I can."

"And ya'll are not leaving me here with Phoenix so no one is leaving." Misty cried out.

"No one said anything about leaving you here we'd drag you with us."

"You wouldn't have to drag me Jessicka, I'd go willingly."

"Too late…" Jessica said staring at the ramp.

"Dammit" Jessicka cursed.

"Ladies and gentlemen please welcome first to the ring, The WWE Champion John Cena." Lilian said. The girls all watched as Misty's face paled. John walked the ring and took the microphone he was handed. He turned in the ring so that he was facing the girls.

"why does he have to talk... can't he just let the other guys come out so we can get this over with and go home?" Jessicka groaned.

"Come on this is Cena we are talking about."

"Well I'm Impatient." Jessicka retorted. He began to speak.

"Tonight I asked Vince McMahon for this match tonight. I have put my title on the line against eight other men tonight and I intend to fight like hell to keep it." Cena threw the microphone down and watched as the men walked out as their name was called. There was no entrance music tonight just fighting.

"I can't watch this…" Jessica said laying her head on her arms.

"I don't want to... but i want to see Shannon get his ass kicked so i think i will..."

"You really have it out for him don't you." Misty grinned

"Of Course she does. Ooo there's the bell."

"No not at all... the bastard only slept with me and never told me he had a FUCKING WIFE!" Jessicka yelled sarcastically.

"Edge is gonna win…" Phoenix said.

"Right... and I'm the tooth fairy" Jessicka said sarcastically. Not paying attention to what was really being said. She was watching Matt as he shoved Shannon into a steel ring post. With the help of his brother they performed a double DDT and then threw him out of the ring. Misty literally burst out laughing and caused everyone in the ring to stop and stare at her for a second.

"Yes!" Jessicka said jumping up from her chair and clapping. This caused Jessica to go into a fit of laughter. The action in the ring started again and Jessica noticed that Kevin Thorn was pounding on Edge. Misty looked at Jessicka. "What? That made me very happy." A grinning Jessicka said.

"I bet it did Jess." Misty grinned back and rolled her eyes and watched as Thorn tossed Edge head first out of the ring.

"I hope he gets stitches." Jessicka remarked.

"Shut up Bitch." Phoenix said and got up to see if Edge was okay.

"Did she just go see if that ass needed any...oh shit." Jessicka started to say as Brian Kendrick and Paul London were thrown from the ring simultaneously. Carlito soon following after them. "This is bad…"

"Fuck…" Misty exclaimed

"Dammit" Jessica yelled.

"I don't wanna watch this anymore…" Jessicka said. Cena and the Hardys all turned on Kevin Thorn together. The three men went after Thorn together.

"Do u wanna go to matt as soon as he is thrown out of the ring?"

"No..." Jessicka said looking everywhere but at Jessica.

"Liar" Misty said.

"Why won't you look at me? Look at me Jessicka."

"Nope... the floor is pretty interesting ya know?"

"Misty is she avoiding me all of a sudden..."

"She's saying the black mats on the floor are interesting...what do you think Jessica?"

"I think that sexy skittle haired man in the ring is sexy...I mean interesting."

"Right...and I'm not head over heels for Matt. Wait did I just say that out loud?" Jessicka said

"Awe sweetie that is so sweet." Jessica told her friend.

"No not sweet...bad, very bad I just announced it to millions of people and he doesn't even know!"

"Oh shit Jess, you're right." Jessica said.

"Yeah I know I'm right." Jessicka watched as Cena and Matt worked together to remove Thorn from the ring. The funny thing was Jessica didn't feel an ounce of remorse when the man was thrown from the ring.

"You have nothing to say about that?" Misty asked.

"Uh no…"

"Besides like two minutes ago she called Jeff sexy... I think she's hiding something from us." Jessicka said.

"Hey now since when was this…oh shit, I'll talk to you guys later." Jessica got up and went to see if Jeff was okay he had ended up landing partly on the steel steps when John threw him out of the ring.

"Ouch that looked like it hurt Misty."

"Ya know Thorn ain't gonna be happy about that…"

"About what…?" Jessicka asked looking around to find Jessica, "…oh…"

"Yeah 'oh' twenty bucks says he tries to kill Jeff."

"We shouldn't make bets like that... but you're probably right. I Say Jess steps in and stops it though."

"You're on."

"We're going to hell for this…"

"Like we aren't already?'

"Good point Jess." The girls watched as Matt was lifted into the FU and Cena threw him over the top rope, onto the mat.

"Here is your winner and still the WWE Champion John Cena!" Lilian announced. Misty watched as Jessica helped Jeff the rest of the way up the ramp. She watched as Jessicka sat there in shock and then got up and walked to Matt. She crouched down next to him and touched his hand with hers. Moving carefully he sat up and then she helped him stand. Looking Matt in the eyes she began to speak.

"Matt, I came to realize something to day. I told you I needed time, but looks like all I needed was a week. I love you Matthew Moore Hardy, and nothing is going to ever change that." Misty knew she still needed time so she took the quickest exit she could ignoring the fact that an arena full of people and John watched her walk away from him. He made no attempt to go after her. But he could've sworn he felt his heart break into pieces.

A/N—thanx to Jc for help with this chapter. She helped me with the dialogue

xxPaperHeartsBleedxx
2007-05-13
ch 10, reply
OMeffin'G! Yes that is my reaction to this chapter. I loved it so much that it's ridiculous! From start to finish! As if that wasn't obvious, because we all know that i wouldn't read just half this chapter and stop then review... because that would be really dumb of me. It'd be really dumb of anyone actually. But yeah to that reviewing thing that i'm supposed to be doing here instead of rambling about pointless shit that doesn't even matter all that much, YAY FOR LONG ASS CHAPTERS! Lol, they're my favorite and you know it! And this one was abosoposatively fantastic! I loved it so so much! I already said that didn't I? Oh well... revetahw. Poor Jessica... i feel bad for her... she's got a lot to deal with there. She can't figure out what to write, she's engaged, she's pregnant... that's a lot of issues to deal with. And all are just about as important as the other. Oh... is she reagretting that engagement? I think she is. But i think i'd be feeling the same considering. I mean it was pretty sudden and all... and it just happened so fast that she has every right to start questioning her decision if you ask me. Blah Shane McMahon... poor Brooklyn. I wouldn't want him for a daddy. Actually i wouldn't want any McMahon for a daddy... that'd suck so hard. What the hell... why is Phoenix crying? I mean really? She's got nothing to cry about as far as i can tell right now. She's got her fish-eyed freak... I mean Edge. No wait... fish-eyed freak was more accurate. Confrontations with Jeff... joy. That moment was sufficiently awkward. And he only managed to make it worse when he said the 'F' word. Nope... not fuck... FIANCE. What snapped in Jessica? I don't think it was snapping so much as breaking... i think she's harboring more than 'just friends' feelings for a certain rainbow colored Hardy. OH DAMN! SHE GAVE BACK THE RING! I can just imagine that Thorn is standing there looking dumbfounded. Though he totally has every reason to do so. Okay really now? WTF is with Phoenix? Doesn't that girl know when to to leave people alone? Apparently not. And not only that but what business is it of hers that Jessica gave the ring back? Seriously? Its no one's but Jessica's and Thorn's... and who ever they decide to tell and involve in it. Grr... Shane. I only have one thing to say to that dude... Crawl in a hole and die. Whores? HE CALLED THE MOTHER OF HIS CHILD AND HER FRIENDS WHORES?!? He deserves to get kicked in the balls for that! HAHA! Jessica smacked him! That's what that bastard gets... he had no right calling the girls whores! Lol, Jessica made Misty get the guys for her from the locker room. I'd have probably done the same. Lucky thing Jessicka wasn't around right then, otherwise Misty woulda probably made her do it. "Do you want to kick Shane McMahon's ass?" Well that was blunt... but they should want to. GO! DEFEND YOUR WOMEN DAMMIT! Aww and there they go, doing so. Yay for them. LMAO! I love how Jessica just told them not to hit him in front of Brooklyn... after all she doesn't need to watch her father recieve a beat down like that. Because let's face it... he's gonna get his ass handed to him. Oh god... of course WWE would give three pregnant girls skanky clothes to wear at ringside. Well that's one way to get around it... switch certain articles of clothing so they don't look like whores. I'd definitely have done the same. Oh joy... the girls get to spend a good two hours with Phoenix. Bet their excited about that. rolls eyes Oh well i'm ready for a bitch fight. Or even just a lot of swearing, and name calling and picking on Phoenix... cause god knows the girls are gonna. Actually i even already know what they say... cause i helped write this part... and my god was it fun. Now i just wanna repeat myself for the 400 thousandth time... RANDY ORTON IS NOT, I REPEAT, NOT FUCKING HOT! In fact... he looks quite a bit like an ape. Aw... good natured cat fights are fun too! I love the exchange between the three girls all while Phoenix is bitching and telling them to shut up. Like we're gonna listen. I still absolutely love what Misty says to Phoenix about going and finding a pole. She deserved it anyway. You'd think that the girl would learn not to fuck with those three.. but noo... she just can't get it through her skull. Not my problem though... if she wants to start the name calling its already been made apparent that either Misty, Jessica, or Jessicka will finish it. Hehe... dissing Johnny Nitro... oh i could do that for hours. Throw Melina into the mix and i could go on for days. I still laugh every time i think about when her fake eyelash got pulled half off and wasjust hanging from her eyelid. I fully admit that i was pointing at the television screen and laughing the entire time. DID SHE JUST DISS THE RAINBOW HAIR? Oh hell no... Jeff's hair is cool! Besides she must have liked it... she was dating him! Lol... yeah Mist went for the random factor with the Shelton statement huh? Lmao... yes, Jessicka is apparently still very pissed off at Shannon... still can't say that i blame her though. I'm still pissed off! Lol i love how Misty and Jessicka can ask all the personal questions but the minute Phoenix starts in on the conversation they quickly shut her out of it. After all... who knows what she'd do with the personal information. Probably use it to fuck one of the girls over royally... after all she was practically out for Jessica's blood when she found out about her and Jeff. Oh YAY! ITS TIME TO MAKE FUN OF TRASHLEY! That's one of my favorite past times really. Oh if only she'd trip and die. Grr... why did Phoenix have to bring up the fact that Matt dated her... gags Just the thought makes me wanna vomit. I mean just... no... its wrong on so many different levels. And where does Phoenix get off callin' Jessicka a whore? That's like the pot callin' the kettle black. Its okay though because Misty got her back with the dollar bills thing. Yeah... i still find that highly amusing too. But you can't blame me honestly... its funny! Stupid pills... don't ask me where that came from... cause i really couldn't tell you. Oh joy... the match... well this should be eventful to say the least. Hehe... Jessicka's right. Why does Cena have to talk? Can't he just keep his mouth shut this one time and let things get started. Why prolong it and torture the girls when its unneccessary? Lol... i can't believe Phoenix actually thought Edge would win... the girl is DELUSIONAL! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Shannon got eliminated! Hehe... i love how Jessicka stood and clapped (mostly cause i would have done the same thing). Edge... stitches... we can only hope. Hehe... Jessicka is bad at trying to hide things, well at least when it comes to her hiding the fact that she'll run ringside the second Matt get's eliminated to see if he's alright. Yeah... when all else fails just avoid eye contact... that always works... right? Oops. Did she really just say that she was in love with Matt on live television? Oh god... way to go... cause she's right... its bad. CAUSE MATT DOESN'T KNOW YET! smacks self in the forehead Oh well.. guess he'll find out soon enough. Heh... Thorn got eliminated... good thing Matt and John realized just how important that happening was. But now things get ugly. The only three left are Jeff, John, and Matt... that's a bad thing. Lmao... aren't Misty and Jessicka ever the great friends? Betting on how long it takes Thorn to try to kill Jeff... that's wrong. So very very wrong. well at least John kept the title so there's not fighting over that. But poor Matt! Hehe then again his consolation prize was pretty good. Afterall, Jessicka did tell him she loved him. Poor John, he got his belt... but not Misty... that girl is stubborn! Seriously... suck it up and TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM! If Jessicka can do it... then she can! Hell if Jessica can end things with THORN of all people... then she can tell John she loves him. Let's face it... thats a walk in the park compared to the Thorn thing. Okay now... i think this thing is pretty long... and i know you're waiting to post the next chapter... so yeah... i'm leaving here now. I'm not gonna even bother to say can't wait for the next one... cause i'm pretty sure that i can actually wait the whole ten seconds it'll take for you to post it. Hehe... anyways... i'm outta here now.

Jess

xXBXx
2007-05-13
ch 10, reply
aww poor John please let them end up together
luvin the story
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