Barely A Mistake
Chapter Five
Ignorance Is Bliss.
"You do crazy things when you are in love"
Finn read that once somewhere. And as soon as he read that sentence he closed the book and burned it. Why?.
Because finn- being that macho man he is- didn't believe in that type of bullshit. It was all too cliché, and way too black and white for his liking; to explain all the stupid things you did, just because you were in love.
It was just plain idiotic.
But now he had new found respect for the metaphor .
He was in-fact going crazy.
All because of a girl.
He could rember when he was little; his father had told him that his mother had left for good. Finn swore to himself, that he would never depend on a another woman again. But then rory gilmore entered his life, every wall he had built up over the years had come crashing down with just one look at her. And his dreams of being a playboy for as long as god would let him were long gone, along with, (apparently) his dignity.
Flashback
"Finn... i..i... don't even know how to tell you this" collin mumbled, pacing up and down.
"Mate, just calm down, sit, what's up?" finn said patting on the spot next to him.
Collin stopped pacing to look at the Australian in front of him. And started back up again.
" finn, i just want to let you know that i wish i wasn't the one to tell you this. And that i shouldn't be the one telling you this."
Collin took another deep breathe, and glanced at his watch.
Which made fiin do it too.
It read 10:00.
"collin man what are you talking about??" Finn asked his voice showing his insecurities.
"its... its... it's.. about rory"Collin barely got out.
Immediately finn's heart started to race.
"what's about rory?, what's happened to her, is she alright?"
"no, no, she's fine, its got nothing with her health" Collin said quickly his head shaking with his voice.
Finn let out a breathe of relief
"don't ever do that to me again"
"finn, logan... logan and rory... rory is... she's... sleeping with logan"
Finn blinked his eyes a few times.
"i'm sorry, was that a joke?, cause thats a sick joke man"
At that moment collin looked like someone had just shot his dog.
"finn... i.. i'm.. so... i''m... sorry"
"Collin stop it" Finn's voice breaking.
"This isn' funny anymore, stop it"
Collin went to take a step forward, his hand reaching out to grab finn's shoulder.
"Finn.. i didn't want you to be humiliated"
Finn quickly dodged Collin hand.
"your lying i don't believe you"
"finn I'm not lying"
Finn took a deep breathe.
"Get out!, get out, now, i don't want here, so just get out!'
"finn-"
"GET THE FUCK OUT!"
"Finn, you know i would never lie to you, not about this"collin whispered before he turned on his heel and left.
Logically Finn knew that collin wasn't lying.
And if he didn't feel like his whole body was shutting down slowly, he would have mustered up the courage to feel sympathy for him.
But unfortunately, he did feel like he was dying a slow and painful death.
He refused to believe collin. Didn't want to listen to him.It couldn't be true. Rory wouldn't do that to him. She loved him, promised she would never leave him. They would stay together forever.
His heart twisted painfully as he reminisced of everything he had done with that girl, all the things he gave up, all the things he sacrificed.
He was not losing rory this way, he was going to shove it in the back of closet, and never think about it again; he was going to pretend like he didn't know anything,. because there was nothing to know.
He looked at the gold platnium ring in front of him.
Everything will be ok, he would make it ok.
ende of flashback
Yeah, finn knew ignorance was probably not the best way to handle this situation.
And fuck, if they ever did tell him, he would rip logan a new ass hole.
But she said yes.
They were going to start a life together.
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One hundred and eighty missed calls from the Rory Gilmore.
Thirty- six hours, he hadn't left his hotel room.
That was five calls every hour.
And he still hadn't answered the phone.
Why should he?
So she can feel better, so she can have everything , while he was left here, rotting.
Logan got up from his bed and went to the mirror.
He looked like shit.
He had dark circles around his eyes, and there was stubble growing on his face.His hair was askew, and he smelled like a freaking skunk.
So this was life without her.
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He asked her and she said no.
He asked her if she was cheating and she said no.
In the back of his mind he knew she was lying.
But right now, ignorance is bliss.
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A/N- anyone confused?, cause if i was reading this i would be too.But it all comes together. If anyone was wondering who the last pov as, it was finn, before he asked rory to marry him. Hope that was clear.
Sorry i haven't written in a while, lot of stuff has been going down, and i was thinking of just leaving this story be, and maybe even deleting it. But then i saw that i wrote a tad bit for this chapter so i just kept writing and found my inspiration.
AND sorry if there a lot of mistakes, i didnt send it of to my beta.. which i probably should. Cause she rocks.But i'm not a patient person,and sending it to her would mean that i would get it out a day later then i was meant to, and again, not a patient person.
But ill send her the next one!, so i hope she's reading!
Thanks to everyone who reviewed!, they like seriously they make my day,so please, keep telling me what yo think.
Sorry for this a/n i, personally hate them. But i just wanted to give you a explanation.