A/N; Ok so I don't own evangelion but i have found a place to buy them for only 10 bucks each oohhh good deal oh it's Bestbuy.

Evil voice: SO whats next fer this story

Me: I really don't know I'll just have to free fer all it.

A/N:End

Shinji had stayed up all night his eyes were blood shot and his hand kept clenching. Asuka had came to his bed late that night and thought Shinji was asleep and went to bed with him. Shinji had stayed up the whole time thinking about Mana how she left him when he needed someone when he needed someone most now she lived in his house right next his room. He looked over at Asuka who was still seeping peacefuly . She was there for him though she never showed it she was always there and when Mana left him she helped him out of it. He smiled as he looked at her she was now there with him now that he needs someone she's here.

Shinji got out of bed and did his best not to disturb Asuka with his leg and all. Misato didn't want to put Shinji in the hospital with because SEELE might try and get him there so she bandaged his leg to her best knowledge. Shinji limped to the kitchen and began to make breakfast. Shinji looked out the window and saw it was another over cast day. He started to cook breakfast and lunch because he hadn't the other night. It was still very early only 5:00 but Shinji thought he might as well get started with everything before he forgot. He was already done with the breakfast when he began to hear Asuka come out of his room and into hers. Shinji had to listen carefully but he still heard Mana falling out of Misato's bed. He also heard Pen-Pen squack.

" Well there all up." Shinji said as he began to set the table. He had a diffucult time with the lunchs though he was trying to stuff his and Mana's lunch into his backpack but he had so much stuff in it he ended squashing his and making just enough room for Mana's but now his backpack had a large bulge.

(YAAWN) " Err damn it's to early." Misato said as she entered the kitchen and pulled out a beer. She was surprised to see that breakfast was already set and it was still hot. " Shinji when did you get up?" Misato asked as she sat down.

" I've been up all night Misato I know Mana's living here I ...found her in the..err shower last night." Shinji said as he turned around to face Misato.

" Shinji I'm sorry... I couldn't let her live out on the street...I had to give her some place to live." Misato said as she looked at Shinji and tried to see his emotion.

" Misato I understand that and I... I'm ok with it I just didn't really expect it." Shinji said as he took off his apron.

" Umm well Shinji why are you up so early we don't have school today it's the teachers day off." Misato said as she decided to change the subject.

" Err really dammit." Shinji said as he began to turn everything off. " Misato why didn't you tell us?" Shinji asked as he put the lunch in the fridge.

" Hehe you never asked." Misato said as she grabbed out another beer from the fridge. Asuka decided to join them with the extra company of Pen-Pen. She to wasn't really dressed and looked at Shinji quizzicly.

" Shinji why are you dress up we dont have school today." Asuka said as she sat down.

" I umm I..." Shinji was about to continue but a thought came to him. " I'm going somewhere I need to do something." Shinji said as he limped quickly to the door.

" Umm ok Shinji.." Asuka and Misato said but he was already out the door and walking down the steps.

" Misato where's he going?" Asuka asked as she kept her gaze at the door.

" I don't know." Misato replied as she took another gulp of beer.

Shinji had let something slip his mind for so long he was sure they were dead. Kaji had once asked him to take care of his melons Shinji agreed but hadn't. Shinji kept running and stumbling till he got to his destination. He was surprised to see that the melons had grown big and were ripe and colorful. Tokyo-3 had been having rains latley so they must have been watered. Shinji picked up the water can and began to sprinkle the melons. He remebered what Kaji said about this spot.

" Other than in between Misato's melon this is the place I want to die."

Shinji recalled this thought and chuckeled at Kaji's comment. To tell the truth Kaji wasn't the least bit of a bad man he wasn't perfect but he wasn't a bad person. Shinji lowered himself down thinking about all those days and looking back at he fun times of those years. Shinji was so deep in thought he didn't notice Asuka had sat down next to him. She looked over at Shinji who had his eyes closed while thinking. She had already knew about this place and somehow knew that Shinji would come here. She laid down next to him and closed her eyes to as she thought about those same days.

Meanwhile

Back at the apartment Mana was sitting at the table with Pen-Pen as Misato finished off her breakfast. Mana had a question flying around in her head for along time but just couldn't get it out.

" Misato." Mana said softly.

" Yeah Mana whats the matter?" Misato asked as she put her dish in the sink.

" Misato if everybody hates me than why did you let me stay here with you guys?" Mana asked sounding as though she was about to cry. Misato sat next to her and actually began to cry.

" Mana I've done so many awful things to Shinji just because somebody higher than me told me to. I never liked seeing Shinji like that but just cause my damn job told me to I did it. But you know what he always came back to me with a smile it killed me knowing that he had to go through that and just coming back to me like that. I thought he might forgive you though and maybe do the same to you as he did to me." Misato said as she stood up and walked into the living room leaving Mana alone at the table.

" I hope he does..." Mana said as she to began to cry.

Meanwhile (Again)

Shinji and Asuka lay sleeping next to each other they had been thinking for along time and the sun made them both drowzy they only saw each other once before they both went to sleep. Shinji was in a room of white and a picture came up to him he dropped the picture and moved back a little . It was the picture of Eva 01 when the beast was set free in it. He looked at the picture for a long time then it turned into the time when he was fused with the Eva. A hand came up to him and touched his cheek a certain feeling told him it was his mother and he came out of the Eva with a feeling of calmness. He thought of Asuka then he somehow got into his own Pesonal Hell ( That train where he talks to random people.). Asuka was there sitting in front of him she didn't say anything she just sat there looking at Shinji with a smile on her face.

Everything came back to Shinji at once his whole time with Asuka good and bad. He didn't hate her for that he just shrugged it off and went on with life still trying to help her though it was always shoved in his face. He went back to the train and once again saw Asuka there sitting there smiling at him. The old face gone from her no more anger no more hatered for others just a smile.

" I..love you." Asuka said as the train turned all white and Shinji woke up by someone rolling over him.

" Ahhh..Asuka..oh that was wierd." Shinji said as he sat up and looked over at Asuka who was still asleep. " I love you to." Shinji said as he saw Asuka was coming about.

" What Shinji...what was that?" Asuka asked as she got up and looked over at Shinji

" Nothing Asuka lets go home were late to make dinner." Shinji said as he got up and help Asuka up.

Shinji and Asuka had only began there trip back to the house when they began to talk.

" Shinji what do you think the world would look like if the thrid impact had happened?" Asuka asked as she looked at a passing bird.

" umm. I really don't know i guess there wouldn't be any of these building and maybe only two people left er something like that." Shinji said as he walked over a broken bottle.

" Who do you think they would have been?" Asuka asked again as she trailed a little behind Shinji

" Umm I dont know maybe the ones who started it.. I can't really say but it didn't happen so lets just drop the subject I really dont like thinking about that day." Shinji said as he remebered as he hid under the stairs.

" Ok...Ahh!" Asuka yelled as she fell down on a curb.

" Asuka are you ok?" Shinji asked as he helped Asuka up.

" Ow my leg it hurts." Asuka replied as Shinji got down and looked at it.

" Well I think it's only sprained but I wouldn't walk." Shinji said as he turned around and knelt down.

" Shinji what are you doing?" Asuka asked as she turned all red.

" Well you can't muchly walk so I'll help come on get on my back." Shinji said as he waited for Asuka to get on.

" But your le..." Asuka was about to reply but Shinji cut her off

" Look i'm fine come on get on." Shinji said a bit impatiently. Asuka was hesitant but she knew she couldn't walk on her leg and got on Shinji's back

" Err...ok lets umm get home." Shinji said as he began to walk . He hadn't carried her at all and wasn't used to her weight and the gunshot in his leg contributed but he maneged to make it look like he wasn't carrying anything.

" Shinji are you ok I mean I can walk the rest of the way." Asuka said as she tried to get down but Shinji kept a tight grip.

" Nah Asuka it's ok I don't want to hurt your leg more." Shinji replied as he walked into the elevator. He waited for the "Ding" and then walked into there apartment. He took a little longer and walked Asuka over to her bed and laid her down.

" Ok Asuka don't get up for a little bit I'm going to make dinner ok." Shinji said as he began to half walked and half limped out the door.

" Ok thanks Shinji." Asuka said as she watched Shinji walk out. " And I love you to." She said as she looked up at her light.

Later.

Shinji was finishing up dinner and was setting the table.

" Ok then well it's all ready. Hey Misato." Shinji said as he looked for Misato. She came out of her room and closed the door silently.

" Yeah Shinji." Misato answered

" Hey umm it's time for dinner." Shinji replied.

" Oh ok . Hey Shinji what were you and Asuka gone for so long not doing things that you might regret in oh I don't know the future." Misato teased.

" NO we weren't we were um sleeping." Shinji answered as he turning red

" Oh yeah toghther I bet." Misato countinued as she ate.

" Ahh dammit Misato why do you have to tease me?" Shinji asked

" It's just so fun thats why." Misato answered as she took another bite. Shinji turned around and mumbled some stuff that made Misato giggle more. " well hopefuly you to don't take so long bonding tommorow you two have school." Misato said as she laughed as Shinji turned bright red again.

" I know." Shinji answered as he went back to the kitchen. Asuka walked out of her room limping and sat down next to Misato.

" Damn Shinji Asuka has a limp how hard were you two doing it." Misato said as she burst out laughing when they both turned a even brighter red

" SHUT UP MISATO." Both of them said as they each threw something at Misato.

Shinji and Asuka had not noticed how long they both slept and Shinji was tired out from carrying Asuka so far. It was about 9:00 when they finished there dinner and Shinji went to bed and fell to sleep almost instantly. Asuka on the other hand stayed up a little longer thinking she looked over at her open door and into Shinji's room.

" I love you to." Asuka said as she said as she pulled the covers over her head.

A/N; Well there's another chapter done so I guess ...

Evil Voice: AHH shut up and make them do it already I know you want to.

Me: NO no not yet dammit fer that matter why should I

Evil voice: Because you know you want to and I want you to the world needs a Asuka Ikari and a baby and you know you want to

Me: Well Asuka Ikari does have a little catch and a baby does sound...No no dammit stop it. I know it sounds good but no not yet or never it's my choice you stupid figment of my imagination

Evil voice: Yes but don't forget I persuade most of your desicions in life along with the pansiey

Good voice is asleep and wakes up.

Good voice: Hmm what

Me: Nothing just go back to sleep and umm don't mind them I'll make the desicion based on how the story unfolds ohh either good thoughts or dirty thoughts how fun this is to guess well leave in the reviews how you want it to end later.