A/N: hey people. I am going to thank my reviewers again. I've been sick this weekend so I have had lots of free time so I can write so that is why I am updating more now. I might not until like Thanksgiving because I have two major projects going on in school right now and then I have my Japanese exchange student coming for 10 days and I probably won't be able to update, sorry, but I definitely will the weekend after Thanksgiving. Anyways, here are my thanks to my reviewers.
call me brit please don't cry kneeling on the ground begging, I will update hands up in the air and shouting in defeat!
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Here goes chapter 4!
Chapter 4: Confessions Of A Broken Heart (Daughter to Father)
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me dying and
These are, these are the
Confessions of a broken heart
- Lindsay Lohan
Sometimes you might find yourself starring at one person for so long that you forget what is around except for them; the world fades into black while that one person shines brightly through. All this time though you might not realize that that person is smiling back at you.
I spent the whole rest of the thinking about him, about how stupid I had been to run over there. I just keep running in the wide open fields by the house. I am running away from my life, my problems; I am running away from everything. I am alone outside, running away from everyone, and then I see him.
He just sits there in the field cross legged, starring directly at me. He stands slowly, and begins to speak, "Please don't run away from me I am not trying to hurt you." He puts his hands up in front of him, meaning he means no harm to me.
For the first time since I've seen him I finally notice what he looks likes. He's pretty tall, lean and muscular. His hair reminds me of my father's, it is a messy black mop of hair that's pretty short. His eyes are piercing blue orbs that look cold when you first look at them, but when you take a second glace, you can find speck of amber and love in them. I can't stop starring at him.
"Are you ok?" he asks me.
I stare dumbfounded at him for a second before answering.
"Yes, I am. Um…who…who…are…you?" I manage to get out of my mouth without stuttering too much.
"Oh…right…you don't know who I am. Yeah, I am stupid. My name is Dan (A/N: I always loved that name, and I didn't name him that because of the actor who plays Harry) and as you know I am your neighbor. May I ask the same of you?" He asks me. He keeps starring at me with his perfect blue eyes.
"My…my name…my name is…um…Anna and I am one of you neighbors I guess," I said. I don't know why I am so nervous around him.
"Anna, that's a pretty name. Come sit I don't bite, I promise," he says kindly, sitting down in the grass.
I move slowly over to him even though my legs are aching to run. I sit down next to him.
"So," he says, "Anna, let me ask you a question. I have seen the rest of your family, and you look nothing like them. I know that kind of is none of my business but I kind of need something to take my mind of my own damn problems."
I just stare at him trying to take in everything he has just said. I begin slowly.
"Please, I don't want to talk about it," I say, tears now coming down my face, "and I would prefer if we didn't talk about me. I can't deal with anything right now!" I now realize I am sobbing. I feel his arm around my shoulders, soothing me, not asking any questions, he's just there to listen, not talk. I think I know consider him a sort of friend. He is holding me tightly now; I am curled up in his lap crying, but I feel like I am safe, safe from everything. He is keeping me safe.
Dan walked me home after my little crying episode. I ran all the way upstairs to my room before anyone could ask where I had been or who I had been with.
I found the diary and flipped to a random page and looked at the entry, it was a single line, only two words and her name.
Help me.
Hermione
A/N: ok, I know this chapter is shorter but I kind of have to go to bed because I am sick and my dad is getting mad at me. Sorry! Anyways I know I didn't explain the whole Ron thingy from last chapter but I will later. If I get up to 10 reviews I will be so happy! So, please review!